Monday, July 24

呼吸着一种孤独的味道
心跳在你沉默以后慢慢的被淡忘掉
我笑了笑反正你看不到
我要的幸福
遗落在你怀抱
当爱失了焦
那些最初的美好
早被你搁在一角
街上拥挤人潮
走着看着都是摧眠符号
记忆停不了
穿过读你的心跳
穿过想你的味道
我只想不被打扰
假装多好我只要
只想要再拥有一秒
去相信你的拥抱
一直会让我依靠
继续等待
还心甘情愿的不想逃

当爱失了焦
那些最初的美好
早被你搁在一角
街上拥挤人潮
走着看着都是摧眠符号
记忆停不了
穿过读你的心跳
穿过想你的味道
我只想不被打扰
假装多好我只要
只想要再拥有一秒
去相信你的拥抱
一直会让我依靠
继续等待
心甘情愿不想逃
假装多好依然是
依然是暧昧的tone调
一个人无理取闹
两人世界的煎熬
我被自己困在自己设下的圈套
像是驼鸟
相信时间是唯一解药
视而不见
傻到了无可救药
其实早明了
你的爱已随风飘
想要找
再也找不到
假装多好我只要
只想要再拥有一秒
去相信你的拥抱
还心甘情愿的不想逃
假装多好依然是
依然是暧昧的tone调
一个人无理取闹
两人世界的煎熬
我被自己困在自己设下的圈套
假装自己
已解开冰冷的手铐
me, yanyi, weiyi and yeting did sumthing veri stupid todae..

we "fought" at the metal staircase todae..
yea right.
yanyi and yeting kena.
lols

i plaed the bad ah-lian twice.
too fake liao

then we got one indian teacher to teach us how to fight..
tmr at then third floor metal staircase, 5pm
wahaha..

i reali gonna learn frm him loh..
(=

reali darn farnie loh the video..

i mish everione
i mish him
i mish u
i mish them
i mish we

*chengjin
*benjamin
*viictoriia
*yanyi
*weiyi
*jacqueline
*zihao
*aaron
*condrey
*kunxian
*cassie
*samantha

i specially miss lixin..

LIXIN!
pls pls pls pls, try to convince ur daddie to let u out again.

i noe it's difficult.
but u'll haf to try..
i'm nt on veri gud terms wif my folks at hme either..
and it's all bcos of sum stupid stuff like going to skate or cuming hme late.

tink of it hard!
u're alwaes so spoilt.
i noe wad u'll tell me.
u'll sae dat u've tried ur veri best to accomodate wif them
ask urself, is wad u're doing nw is enough?
i'm oso trying to accomodate wif them ler.
it's terribly unbearable, i noe..

they are willing to do anithing fer u..
wadeva it is dat u wan, u get it.
wadeva dat u don like, it's out of ur sight.
compare my situation wif urs.
whose the one betta off?

u're alwaes complaining dat they are trying to 'buy' u wif money..
issit true?
when they refuse to gif u money and wad did u do?
who is the one who force them to resort to such measures?

ur farking rm is damn big and u haf everithang dat anione would wish fer.
ur rm is so packed wif things dat u bought and don even nid it.

i reali share the ache of having a daughter like u.
it's a real shame.

u're a smart and gorgeous chick
why are u doing such a thing to urself..

u CAN break free frm wadeva situation u're in nw
believe in me
i'll try my best to convince uncle terrie
but u muz oso promise me nt to do such a thing again
i lurve u
and it's fer ur own gud.
if u choose to continue to walk on the path u're on nw,
i'm veri sorriex but i haf o tell u dat we're definately going fer two different destinations

the paths tht we are both taking nw is different.
like the subway link, we may meet on the wae while travelling to our destination
but fer one thing, i can confirm is dat
there's no two different subway links dat goes to the same final destination.
we'll be seperated.
and it's a thing dat i won even dream of..
i hope dat goes the sme fer u..

dat's all i wanna preach about.
tink bout it
get ur filthy mind right..
get ur piorities right before toking to me again

i promise i'll get uncle terrie to remove the alarm thing.
but i can promise u that he cant pretent dat none of dis happened at all.

Sunday, July 23

My ChengJin

i jus finished conversationing wif my deearest cj..
lols.

i shall gif u a sneek peek at our conversation..
haha
enjoy bahz~!

Tan.Josephiine_ thanks fer being there wif me all nite says:
wad's wif the melon thing sia

__-|-Cj-|-__ ßLåCk kInGd0m says:
my friend send me de

__-|-Cj-|-__ ßLåCk kInGd0m says:
lol

Tan.Josephiine_ thanks fer being there wif me all nite says:
wan to tempt me onli.

__-|-Cj-|-__ ßLåCk kInGd0m says:
i call my friend onion,cause her head look like onion

__-|-Cj-|-__ ßLåCk kInGd0m says:
den she call me melon

__-|-Cj-|-__ ßLåCk kInGd0m says:
den send me tis

__-|-Cj-|-__ ßLåCk kInGd0m says:
haha

__-|-Cj-|-__ ßLåCk kInGd0m says:
looks nice......

__-|-Cj-|-__ ßLåCk kInGd0m says:
lol

Tan.Josephiine_ thanks fer being there wif me all nite says:
GTH

__-|-Cj-|-__ ßLåCk kInGd0m says:
i send her onion de pic also...

__-|-Cj-|-__ ßLåCk kInGd0m says:
hahaha

Tan.Josephiine_ thanks fer being there wif me all nite says:
wah~ it's a SHE lei

__-|-Cj-|-__ ßLåCk kInGd0m says:
ya.

__-|-Cj-|-__ ßLåCk kInGd0m says:
lol

__-|-Cj-|-__ ßLåCk kInGd0m says:
small ger lai de la

Tan.Josephiine_ thanks fer being there wif me all nite says:
lols

Tan.Josephiine_ thanks fer being there wif me all nite says:
i onli sae it's a ger wad.

Tan.Josephiine_ thanks fer being there wif me all nite says:
u so jing zhang fer wad

Tan.Josephiine_ thanks fer being there wif me all nite says:
lols..

__-|-Cj-|-__ ßLåCk kInGd0m says:
am i

__-|-Cj-|-__ ßLåCk kInGd0m says:
?

Tan.Josephiine_ thanks fer being there wif me all nite says:
u xin ku finish ler mah..

Tan.Josephiine_ thanks fer being there wif me all nite says:
yes.. u are

__-|-Cj-|-__ ßLåCk kInGd0m says:
tat ger onli sec 2 lei..my sch de..dun think too much...

__-|-Cj-|-__ ßLåCk kInGd0m says:
me.yes

__-|-Cj-|-__ ßLåCk kInGd0m says:
still buay tahan

__-|-Cj-|-__ ßLåCk kInGd0m says:
haha

Tan.Josephiine_ thanks fer being there wif me all nite says:
go go go.. go man man buay tahan

Tan.Josephiine_ thanks fer being there wif me all nite says:
go xin ku

Tan.Josephiine_ thanks fer being there wif me all nite says:
lols.. u lao shao xian yi issit

__-|-Cj-|-__ ßLåCk kInGd0m says:
ok

Tan.Josephiine_ thanks fer being there wif me all nite says:
da xiao tong chi

Tan.Josephiine_ thanks fer being there wif me all nite says:
u xiao qi gui

Tan.Josephiine_ thanks fer being there wif me all nite says:
=P

__-|-Cj-|-__ ßLåCk kInGd0m says:
lol

__-|-Cj-|-__ ßLåCk kInGd0m says:
wat....

__-|-Cj-|-__ ßLåCk kInGd0m says:
y cannot they come to me....

__-|-Cj-|-__ ßLåCk kInGd0m says:
y must it be i go to them de

__-|-Cj-|-__ ßLåCk kInGd0m says:
lol

Tan.Josephiine_ thanks fer being there wif me all nite says:
lol

Tan.Josephiine_ thanks fer being there wif me all nite says:
i nvr sae is u go to them de wad.

Tan.Josephiine_ thanks fer being there wif me all nite says:
muz read properly.

__-|-Cj-|-__ ßLåCk kInGd0m says:
han na han na

__-|-Cj-|-__ ßLåCk kInGd0m says:
haha

__-|-Cj-|-__ ßLåCk kInGd0m says:
bye

__-|-Cj-|-__ ßLåCk kInGd0m says:
i really g2g

__-|-Cj-|-__ ßLåCk kInGd0m says:
lol

__-|-Cj-|-__ ßLåCk kInGd0m says:
take care


our conversation alwaes don last fer long.
i dunno why.
veri suay de loh..

so everityme we tok is veri precious de.
muz zhen xi
especially dat nw i cant use the com dat often ler..

i'm veri tiong xim one.

chengjin chengjin chengjin and onli chengjin
muuuuaaaackz

Saturday, July 22

wen to the rink todae.
chey~
tot can see him de.
but ta jin tian mei you lai..
*sad sad*

joan came todae again.
cos the stupid con-man joseph ask her to cum dwn to tke skates.
wtf
but joseph din even cum at all loh.
liar!
it's nt onli the first tyme leii.
last sat, last last sat, last last last sat oso.
he ta ma de si beh guo fen loh.
orh-bi nw the shop close liao..
see he nw can kpkb nt mah..

aaron, akira, daffy, daniel, yulin, mei yan, hazel, jeffery, victor, siao siao, uncle neo, uncle b, dewen, kelvin, bryan, karen, eugene, jackson, ivan, uncle patrick and desmond
tink dat's all the sk8ters who went dwn bah..
condrey wen dwn oso.
but nvr skate..
he's sick lar
poor thang

lols
victor's blade spilt.
wahahas.

me, yanyi and alfreda cried at the rink.
lost~
bcos of one stupid vball.
-_-"

alfreda and sookai tried to stop me frm going hme..
alfreda kept clinging onto me asking me to stay.
luckily sookai cannot.. if nt i sure die de.
i mangage to get out of enter liao.
but the drag me back again.
it took me about 15 mins to get out of there loh.

tmd.
they reali DRAG me back to th rink loh.
phsically drag.
i'm nt kidding.
my plaster cam off..
wtf

i was crying when i left the rink la.
and they were there trying to drag me back.
gwad..
wad the hell ws i doing in a public place?

okiie. i missed speedskating..
fuck.
big fuck

i wanna see jackson and siao siao speed!

aaron and daniel haf to leave earli cos they going to victoria concert hall to watch sum concert.
lols.
but daniel went hme to bathe.
and left aaron at enter to rot.

when me and yanyi walking to interchange, we saw aaron sitting at the flight of stair near the taxi-stand
so pei him sit there oso.
then walk to the mee-siam there cos aaron wanna buy bao to eat.
=b

so ciao, saw my parents wif my sister walking to enter to eat.
but they din see me.
duh~ cos i quickly hide at the newspaper stand.
lols.
then the uncle tot i playing hide-and-seek.
wtf!

while waiting fer 51, saw benjamin.
he jus came back frm town..
shuai sia.
lols.

i took the same bus as him.
lols
we alighted at the same stop.
duh~

guess wad? i took the bus at 6.50 and reached hme at 8..
lols.
those who noe how long 51 get to my house should find it weird bah.

hahas

cos benjamin and me tok crap at the void deck fer veri long tyme mah.
lols.
reali got alot of things to tok loh.
the shirt he bouhgt frm STUSSY was 69.90 lar.
lols.
cos i kpo go tke his bag and see the reciept..
=P

he wore my adidas watch.
he sae veri orh-biang.
tmd..
but wad he meant was dat the watch veri common.
wad to do?
the watch oso nt i buy one.
=P
i'm so lucky to haf pple buying things fer me.
lols

when i said i haf to go hme ler then he gave me a lanyard he bought todae.
lols
he sae to add to my collection of lanyards..
-.-"
nvm.. i can use it to put my ez-link card.
maybe my phone oso.

yeah!
i buying phone
Sony Ericsson K750i
but is second-hand de.
no choice.
i'm too poor liao..

anione wanna sponsor me phone?!
lols.
like anione wan to.

i don care..
i haf to buy a phone..
it's veri veri bu fang bian fer pple like who do big business de lor.
tmd, i hate the woman.
farking woman.

Condrey:
tke kaiire wor.
muz get well soon..
(=

Benjamin:
thnkiex fer the lanyard.
but i still wan my HELLO PANDA.
don forget wad u promise ar.
and yes, yes, yes, i will keep my promise too..

Chengjin:
er-hem..
where's my chocolates?

Alfreda-mei:
muz tke kaiire of ur injuries hor..
don stress ur bodi out.

Weiyi:
faster cum back frm ur camp leii..

Yanyi and Viictoriia:
i lurve u both..
darling and laopo fereva.
*muacks*

Friday, July 21

wen to the rink todae by myself.
as in walk there frm interchange to the rink loh.

why the interchange?
cos victoria go tke mrt go hme.
-.-"

nvm, at least i reached the rink ler weiyi dere..
lols

she sat got to decomposed liao.
(cos rot fer too long liao..)
bwahahahahahahahas.
when she saw me, she ma shang enthu liao loh.
lols.

den i sat sat fer awhile.
but i kept complaining dat i'm hungry.
weiyi oso haven eat.
condrey oso haven eat.
aaron oso haven eat.
desmond oso haven eat.

when we(weiyi and me) going to tke lift go dwnstairs eat then condrey ask us eat ler mah.
of cos sae haven eat lar.
then he go dwn eat.
we took lift dwn loh..

desmond stand behind me
weiyi stand infront of me
aaron stand beside me
condrey stand beside weiyi

when i entered the lift, i haf dis feeling dat sumthing's nt rt.
VERI nt rt.
then i turned behind.
i realised desmond has grown tall so dramatically dat it's too absurd..
i looked dwn,
guess wad he was wearing?
HOCKEY BOOTS + BLADE PROTECTORS
no wonder he's so tall..
hahas

we went to mac first.
dunno fer wad..
then aaron, weiyi and me when up kopitiam to find place first.
walao.. todae suay until lao sai loh.
go kopitiam oso see jestyn, justin and derrick..
wtf.
three guai lan kia..

eh, even desmond oso sae they guai lan loh.
when they din even tok to desmond at all lar
cannot blame me leii.. they reali veri guai lan wad..
knn.
especially the fat arse, justin loh.
tmd.

he tink he can skate veri well loh.
i'm nt bragging or wadsoeva but i seriously tink dat he cannot skate loh.
even he can skate well..
he would still be wearing rentals.

the most laughable part is dat he even said dat our blades are too bunt.
the blades muz be thin like a met ruler..

lols!!!!!

don u tink dat's veri funnie?
c'mon..
if u got the CS (common sense), and the brains to think,
if the blade is as thin as a ruler, can it support ur weight?
oh! i forgot! justin doesnt haf brain nor CS
i'm so so so so sorriex justin.
i totally left out the part where u're dumb.
OMG~
hey, i'm sorriex about mocking at Intellectually Disabled..
SORRY

justin, even if u don study scince or haf CS at all.
there's dis thing called experiment.
fer ur size and weight.. erm, if u can even skate wif a blade as thin as a ruler, anione else can..
i'm saeing EVERIONE else can. INCLUDING AKIRA..

tmd.
the arcade pple oso veri guai lan.
got pple wear 0.5 uniform in oso can loh.
why i cannot?
tmd.
wanna kay gao wif me sae lar..
i wore conrey's jacket ler loh.
oso cannot

then i go toilet tke off skirt and wear FBT oso cannot.
tmd.. wad she wan sia.
hello, if u've got ur facts rt, white shoe and white socks is onli 1/3 uniform nia loh.
it's less than half.
knn.
asked victoria to bring shirt fer me.
while waiting fer her, we went up to rink..

lols.
fer the first tyme, i tot i was gonna be suay-ed fer 10 yrs, i toked to shuan..
cos i wanna plae wif ice..
cos shuan lao jiao, wadeva break oso can make mah. then can do alot of ice.
then got 2 extra suddenly chap in wanna plae wif ice oso..
-.-"

then shuan machiam gen us veri shuo liao loh..
kept aiming ice at us.
but i kena the most..
cos i went up to tke tapz frm aaron..
while tking the card frm his butt, i kena one SUPER BIG one on my ponytail.
-________-"
i go scold shuan..
lols
den he wanna bao chuo, make more ice.
then i run to the figure skate area so he cannot throw..
*bleahz*
then i forgot to ask condrey dwn.
walk back to shop again.
i stood outside mah, cos they clearing liao..
then i kena frm shuan again..
on my leg. some even went into my shoes la.
tmd

plaed para para paradise lar.
lols.
reali cannot see dat aaron and condrey could plae loh.
walao..
expert mode summore.. kisiao
to me, victoria alreadi veri pro ler.
aaron even BT.
victoria 90+% nia.
aaron 100% lorh.
wtf.
li hai li hai!
i noe i'm betta than calvin.
cos da tyme he first stage oso nvr pass loh.
wahahas
=P

after credits finished ler we went up to plae photohunt.
den victoria went hme.
left me and weiyi plae..
den shuan kept aimming at her.
haha.. suay siao sia

then aaron came eating sum fried stuff..
den son wanna share.
selfish sia.

den dunno wad he sae then i pointed him middle finger..
lols.
den he oso pointed me.
oso dunno wad happened then he hook his finger to mine..
-_______-"
*eeeer..*

den he led me to the rink wif my finger hooked tightly to his showing everione else.
i tried to break free la. (duh~ of cos lar) but aaron's finger is nt my match..
bo bian lorh.
haf to go pei he him plae plae..
i reali tink i wad kisiao at dat tyme.
first i toked to person i used to hate, then nw i'm actually trying to peihe sum kisiao kia act steads.
*zai tian nan qian kua kuang.. roars!*
he machiam hook until veri song la.
kept hooking thn let go.. hook liao then let go again.
tmd.
if he's gonna plae dat again tmr i'll slap him!

lols..
imagining him liddat -> Xp, on the floor reali makes me laugh my arse out larh!
hahas!

so suay sia.
my head was almost blown out..
got 4 tymes of serious blows.
3 on head, one on my jaw.

first tyme me and yanyi playing
then i throw ice at her..
but my intentional target was weiyi de.
but when i was going to throw liao then she look up mah..
then i throw at yanyi loh..
cos she was the onlin one facing her back at me mah.
PLUS nobodi else told her dat i've got ice.
=P
then she wanna bao chuo then hit my head loh.
suay siao, i was standing near the window mah
then kena the window.
kaos, i kena liao she still haven put her hand away then i kena 'double combo'
*ouchiie*

the third and fourth tyme was at the machine.
tmd
dunno wad weiyi sae then i look over to our seat..
then she turn and bump her head to my head
and my jaws hit the machine..
wtf..
damn pain loh.

my head got di zhen lar.

but shawn was so nice..
he actually "looked after" me while yanyi and weiyi went dwn to buy drinks.
yea..
he crawled up the the window and asked wad happened to me..
cos i could walk..
and he wanted to ask wad happen..
nice guy =O

plaed our version of "truth or dare" again. lols
i kena the first round wif shawn..
i handed him my straw heart i made then i told him i like him..
lols
he machiam tke it fer real loh.
cos his eyes were nt normal at all..
he kept looking out and he told steven about it.
knn..

nxt round was yanyi wif an yong..
lols.
then weiyi wif steven..

at least their zhang de xiang ren loh.
mine shawn leii.
bu ren bu gui..
lols
at least i tink his botak head nicer than his luohan hair loh.
to make comparison, shawn actually look so much betta.
i tink it's bcos his hat caught more attention than his lips nw..
lols.
he look veri cute wif botak hair. lols
but he smokes..
=\

Thursday, July 20

i took my make-up oral todae without even showing the teachers my "MC" sia.
heheh

Reading - 9
Picture Discussion - 8
Conersation - 11
total: 28/40

lols

at first i was damn scared la.
when i sat dwn, i was panting like siao..
could even catch my breathe nt to even mention reading out loud

the passage was easi though..
no diffcult words
but quite a number of dialogs la.
okie la..
nobodi can hear me mah..
then i was quite confident of the reading la.

but i totally forgot that there's the picture given behind loh.
when mr tham filped my paper over, i was like "my bloody hell.. i forgot the picture"
no wonder i could read the passage three tymes and there's still so much tyme left fer me to correct my mistakes.

luckily still passed la..
but reali nid to buck up on the picture discussion loh.

mr tham gave me these advice:
"ur reading is gud.. i gif u a 9.."
"while ur picture discussion is weaker.. u will nid to elaborate more. ur inference skills are oso gud."
"i especially like the wae u answered the second qn, there's dis saying dat anione can learn anithing frm anione even a fool, it's veri gud fer u to answer it in dat wae."

haiz.

i reali nid to brush on my elaborations la.
tmd
i can read formally..
i onli realised it recently..

yusnani sae i read like a newsreporter
-_-"

i do nt wan to be a newsreporter fer gwad sake..
although i like the wae they speak..
but it's too ang-moh fer me liao
i'm veri chinese u noe..

i still comfortable to the "lahs", "lohs", "mehs" and "huhs"

typical singaporean..
yea yea yea i noe..

wen skating todae la.
wif haoliang, CAB, yanyi and azri.
so mani pple hor?
i noe i noe..

haoliang paid fer me..
i dunno wad's his motive la.
cos he insisted dat i should go todae mahs.
then i sae u pay i go loh.

HL: eh.. go skate on thurs la.. don go on fridae..
ME: huh.. why leii? why muz go tml? my fwen ask me go on fridae leh.
HL: aiyo.. go tml la.
ME: okie loh.. i go then u pay.
HL: !!! ah?!
ME: don pay then don even tink of seeing me a the rink loh..
HL: okie la okie la.
ME: wait! yanyi oso hor..
HL: ARH?!
ME: okie loh.. then i don go liao. bubbye~
HL: okie okie okie..

woo~ there's so mani weird things happening in the rink la.
first, CAB came to me and sae "eh, go find ur haoliang la.."
then when i eating apple pie then he sae frm inside the rink "nvr gf ur haoliang eat ar?"

tmd!

after dat i go skate liao..
then stop beside haoliang.. ask him wad tyme going hme
then akira skate pass gifing haoliang dat kind of wah-wah-wah-face

wth?

then after skating again.
CAB ask me go over..
sae haliang got sumthing to tell me.
when i go over, CAB sae nth ler.

hong gan la.
tink i chi bao bo sai pang issit?

ah-beng veri cute
he go tke the metal thingy den pretent he dunno how to skate..
kept making himself fall..
lols.
then haoliang, yanyi and me laughing like hell.
but he veri hao xin
the reason why he plaed wif the metal thingy is bcos the thing in the middle of the rink, den nobodi tke
den he put back inside loh.
ren bu ke mao xiang sia.
beng-sters oso can be xin chang hao one..
=P

Wednesday, July 19

actually todae there's Prelim oral de..
but i din go..
nt feeling well mah

den went to rink there.
nt to zuo bo but to buy my complimentary ticket de
but den condrey skating..
so haf ta wait loh.

bryan, victor, jiawei, jiawei's gf and kevin went..
lols

plaed "truth or dare" again.

the stupid thing bout our version "truth or dare" is dat there's no "truth"
wahahas..
straight away open numbers or oh-beh-som liao then do dare ler.

sumtymes find it stupid la.
but i dunno why weiyi kept insisting on plaeing it aniwae.
luckily nvr tio me todae.
if nt i kisiao loh.

alwaes left me and weiyi at the last round de.
sighz.
but wad to do?
i'm quan hou okie?
first said plae three rounds but weiyi kept insisting dat we should get three pnts then counted.
fine.
i plaed loh.
she lost~

the second round oso.
dis tyme i jus said san ju liang sheng.
then she oso bo wye gong ler
cos i won oso..
bwhahahs..

she tio johnathan (is to help jac chu qi okie?)
then den victor..

lols.
victor's face gone all red loh..
blushing like nobodi's business lar.
=P
sorriex victor.

anw, i jus found out dat victor's onli 15 niia..
wtf
he looks so.......
erm, ya..
puberty period finish ler..
=P

i'm jus stating a fact okiie?

haha
going to skate tmr
and oso tking oral tml.
tmd
betta let me find dat phreaking dennis tham during recess.
cos i don wanna do oral after sch!
i wanna go skate~!

who care?
haoliang playing fer me and yanz wad.
bwahahas.
i sae i go in OT he pay
den he shui bian.
lols
wad's dat sia.
sae wad in nid of $$ to use,
then still can pay fer me and yanz la.
pay my OT summore..
=P

i told him i no $$ ler,
he don believe wad..
sighz.
wad can i do?
and he insisted dat we both should go tmr
nt on fri

wth

i tink weiqin likes yanyi
dunno
guessing onli
frm the tone haoliang's toking when i mentioned about it.
lols

cos dat tyme weiqin and haoliang stalked yanyi hme.
then i ask haoliang why he can walk all the wae to her house but nt to shuqun.
-_-"
then he jus replied sae is weiqin wanna follow de, nt him
but i can sense dat he was quite xcited loh.
haha

ME: weiqin like yanyi issit?
HL: huh? wad thing?
ME: huh.. don act blur la.
HL: huh?
ME: huh..
HL: er.. huh?
ME: ah? nt weiqin then u loh..
HL: wad me?!
ME: i sae weiqin u huh; i sae u, u oso huh..
HL: orh~
ME: orh ur head la orh.. *feel like punching him in the face*

luckily we toking on the phone..
if nt he surely got one black eye de loh.

wahahas

so much fer one of my boring life.
thankiex fer reading dis..
it's long i noe.
but dat's sumthing dat i would wanna refer back and laugh about when i grow old
lols
(as if..)

*praying hard dat my mama won find out about me skating tmr*

ciaos.

i'm off to do my ss hmewrk which is due by tml
and stupid geog wrksht on tourism.
*roars*
rina liang sucks like hell..
bcos of a wrksht wanna paiseh me and victoria in class..
go to hell.
as if i'm gonna fail geog man.
it's totally impossible..

fark off u bla-la-di woman..

=P
lols

i'm such a genius..

kkkiex..
gotta dash..
my mama's gonna spot chck on me in.....
5, 4, 3, 2, 1.......

*nagging nagging nagging*

Monday, July 17

todae o lvl chi listening compre..
quite easi la.

zihao sae he onli got one wrong..
lols
like he noe the correct answer liddat..
=P

watched Pirates of the Caribean: the dead mna's chest
damn nice.
but the ending like shit..
edmund and i predicted the same outcum, but turn out to be another ending..
-____-"
i wanna watch it again..
damn farnie.

when me and yanyi walked into the theatre ar.
damn pitch black
tried to use hp to shine on the floor.. but then oso no use..
reali cannot see.
no choice loh..
stood at the entrance fer onli 20 secs trying to watch it while standing.

we bought the tix fer B10,11,12
but ended up sitting at D8,9,10
lols.
cos nobodi sitting at dat row mah
then we go sit.
i watch half-way ler then soo kai called.
ask me to pas him his tix..
lols

his breathing is so loud
dat i can hear it lar..

so much fer watching movie wif hiim.

i'll bear dat in mind nt to watch movie wif him eva again. lols

Friday, July 14

skated todae.

paid overtyme..
6.40

all thanks to victoria la.

dunno wad fucking curtain man came along to repair..
-____________________-"

soo kai speed then yan pulled him, i pulled yanz.
lols
damn fun
but i'm alwaes falling.

and the worse is dat i'm alwaes falling infront of the group of boys.
everityme without fail.

and everityme we speed, they will sae sumthing like: "wah.. i oso wanna join them!"

freak.
join ni ta ma de bu si leii.
wahahas..

jabez sae i can plough le.
but i tink still nt gud enough.
when slow i can slow..
fast dat tyme i cannot plough liao.

liddat de plough you ge pi yong ar?!

tried speeding but also cannot spee veri fast..
ended up derek laughing ay mie falling..
wtf

so zun got one opening fer him to turn back and let me see him laugh at me fall.
damn malu man.

skated wiif daniel..
toked about sum lating stuff la..
like his fwens who had skats but dunnoe how to balance..
he asked me i skated fer how long liao then i told him third tyme using hocky.
he oso commented sat my skills is nt bad fer a beginner le..
lols. (=
he sae muz continue to bcum betta.
(like duh~)
who don wanna improve lorhs..

then the two disiao kia came and disiao our conversation la.
tmd
then i told daniel to go.. cos i cannot speed le mah.
wahahs.
then he sae bubbye..
lols..
he is so bai chi!

tinking of whether to go on mondae to skate dis one last tyme until the o's end..


i lurve hiim
wo aii ta
i realii lurve hiim
wo zhen de hen aii ta

Tuesday, July 11

wah.. tyme realii fiiles la.
tml will o lvl de chii oral liiao.
so scared..

sumore ii nw siick leii.
voice got sumthiing wrong.
sumtymes can tok sumtymes cannot..

fucked up

siian diiaoz.. tml oso got maths remediial leii.
how siia.

i don wanna miish maths lessons..
maths remediials realii verii fun de..
summore i sit beside yanz.
haha.

Bu yao yi wei I siit beside her will tok dao meii wan meii liiao de hor.
wrong wrong wrong!
iin fact, we studied loh.
we even did the maths after-sch-programme-booklet la.
so yong gong leii.

as euu can see dat ii nw realii veri bored.
typiing in the so called kawaii metthod

damn siian la..
ii oso dunno why todae go hme so earlii fer wad loh.
realii damn earlii la.
even earlier than my siister.
-_-

liisteniing to music nw loh.
kept repeatiing the same song over and over again.
1. Mirror Mirror – M2M
2. The day u went away – M2M
3. Cry – Mandy Moore
4. Someday u will know – Mandy Moore feat. Johnathan Foreman

all the oldies.
Wahahs.
reali reminds me loads of things in pri sch daes
me and yoke sean would be singing in the PA system room.
Cos got duty mah
Then sumtyme wif fahmi and Jeffery
But there were tymes wif beier and chingwei.. even the iriitating hongming
Hahas.

hafing duty on weds is so fun
the others in hall silent reading, we, the monkeys would be playing sum cd in the PA system room.
If nt go play crocodile at the bball court..

Dat tyme yoke sean and fahmi were so so so into “Follow Me”
Alwae so plae the pirated version de.
I oso bought a copy frm my own pocket money loh.

Last tyme pocket money onli one buck nia.

So buying dat 4 buck disc was such hard work la.
NYSC’s Pop oso veri in dat tyme.
We even danced to it during teacher’s dae loh.
So farnie.

Ah. I still rmbed lst tyme we all tried to do cartwheels.
There was once I did and then I jus land on my head cos my arms too weak to support my whole body’s weight la.
BTW, FOR INFORMATION, I HAF ALWAES FAILED NAPFA IN PRI SCH
I oso dunnpo why ended up joining vball. Lolls
My pri sch fwen heard le oso don believe la.

How I wish I could turn back tyme and return to those carefree and innocent childhood daes.. aww

=P

reali reali miish those daes so so so much.
I miss the wed’s malay chicken rice, steamed chicken nugget, fishballl noodles, sugar bread-biscuit, mee siam, super super super spicy hotdog soup, maggie soup, nasi lemak, super dirty drink stall(eww..), onli-availble-on-sat-chicken wings and fird hotdog! Yummies!

I lurve pri sch food.. all so cheapo de.
Haha.
Two bucks can eat until puke liao.
=P
onli fer skinny pple like me la.
(my metabolism rate veri high de. Dat’s why I can eat and eat w/o getting fat..)
*victory sign*

Saturday, July 8

boring boring.

i'm jus sent the highway star by deep purple and the panda song to me and my phone spoilt.

freako.

all the songs in my MP3 folder all gone la.
make me pissed off nia.

ARGH!!!!!

i made so mani fwen at rink these deew daes la..

1. may
2. pei wen
3. alfreda cheng
4. weiyi
5. jacqueline
6. an yong

when skating on fri la.
cos chengjin called me during class ask me wanna so or nt..
then sia me onli.
wahahs. then after sch went hme tke skates ogo skate again.

guess who i saw at the interchange?

EE REN!!

lols.
he was like totally shocked to see me sitting alone at the interchange loh.
he tot i going hme..
-.-

i'm nw trying to learn SNOW PLOUGH.
lols.
sounds so cutee.. hehez
=P

i can do snow plough, but side pluogh cannot.
when going fast cannot plough liao..
-.-"

when wearing skates, saw dis two gers.
may and pei wen.

at first don even noe them de..
then i wearing shoes then kept complaining i sure duno how to skate one.
still sae wanna wear rental.
wahahs.
then may sae she oso dunno how to skate.
i don believe la. of cos..

she oso sae dunno how to hockey brake.
fang pi!
she can cross, abit of hockey brake, snow plough..
peiwen veri cute. she kept bumping into may whenever she wanna stop.
haha.
jus like me!

may teach me how to side plough.
chengjin oso..
he machiam veri pek chek la.
teach teach teach liao still dunno.

rah! he stil owe me chocolates!!!!

chengjin help me tie shoe lace. so gan dong wor!
hahas
but then hor, when his fwen dunno si dao na li qu liao and yan go toilet, he ask me about the "sms"..

OMG

i nearly died dwn there la.
haha.
but lucky nvr.
wo fu da ming da!

cos onli can skate fer onli skate fer 2hrs so veri buay song.
tyme's up liao still don wanna go cos the rink jus re-surfaced..
smooth until lao sai!
then can speed abit bit.. hehe =P

yanyi went out first. cos she nvr change shoe. jus wear skates wif protector out.
i man man lai.
change le shoe then carry skates out.
wahahas.
the cashier so nice nvr charge me OT..
actually she can charge de. but she sae nvm.
nice cashier..

alfreda was outside wif weiyi and jacqueline.
then alfreda jus started touching my skates and try it on.
crapping crapping..
lalala~
then weiyi chap in oso.

as u noe, gers are alwae crapping bout sum shit.
frm the inside, u sure can see 4 siao char bo crapping about sum shit, luaghing out loud loh.

walao..
ben lai can eat dinner wif chengjin de.
alfreda la. wanna go back up to the rink there.
then chengjin go toilet cum out see bo pple then he go tke MRT..
-_________-"

freako.
wait fer awhile oso cannnot meh?

damn. weiyi so interested in who i like loh..
luckily yanz nvr sae.
if nt the chengjin sit dwn ther sure die de loh.
nabeh.
but the hits given by yanz were like so damn farking obvious la.
if chengjin still dunno ar, then he reali baichi loh.
i bo wye gong liao.

lixin! i hate euu!!
don alwaes M_ _ _ _ _ me can?
irritting lei.
ltr i rape u then u noe ar..