my luckiest thing around

i wanna say a big big big thank you to my lucky star who love taking public transport back hme (:

谢谢你咯小气鬼!


this 小气鬼 is really indeed very special.
他是目前为直鼓力我抽烟的王八蛋好不好!
哪。。可见他有多与众不同，超特别的地方了吧！
讲他的坏话最好是用华文来讲，应为他华文超逊的。
简直跟瞎子没大差别喔!

这个逊人的生日coming.
不知道要买什么才好
anw, 两个超赞的理由 why i choose nt to buy him presents:
1. i suck at choosing presents
2. 他东西不缺啊!

don't say i bo xim but i've asked leh. he himself say he very lack of thing. lack wad sia, i really dunno.
- his phone, is one of the lastest model ard
- his wallet is in good tip-top condition
- his clothes good enough for him to roll abt on carpeted pooling areas

he self-claim he's "No Money, No Honey"
matilda! u got 'Paparazzi' face, i think i really got 'Mamasan' written across my face leh! 我们同命像连 siol! hahahaha

see? 麻烦. so i decided not to buy. the best move ever. clever me.


woah. i took my helmets out a few days back. zomg. making that very disgusting musty smell linger on my hair while K-ing :\ revolting. and for the first time ever, i was caught in a heavy dwnpour on the way hme. uber suay up to my sock luh. drenched lo, and i was sick the nxt day. suayness x16384206 D:
after so long retiring frm all my biking frens, bike rides are scaring my intestines out of me :S

Happy Halloween everyone.
this Halloween thing is repeating on and on through the radio this morning. doink! so is that Right Now song frm Airrrrr-kkonnnn D:

P/S: see la, he's happily slping at hme. while i'm all stressed out. 伤心咯!

Indyyypendent, silly fool

UPDATED


i thought i ought to blog something abt my recent life. but on the second thought, it might be too complicated to let the whole stinking world to understand. so, i might as well keep a mum.

overall, nth to update :D

i've got no 幸福

周杰伦—说好的幸福呢

你的绘画凌乱着.
在这个时刻.
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽.
甜蜜散乱了.
情绪莫名的拉扯.
我还爱你呐.
伴你断断续续唱着歌.
假装没事了.
时间过了走了.
爱情面临选择.
你冷了却了我哭了.
一开始的不快乐.
你用卡片拭写着.
有些爱只给到这真的痛了.
怎麽了.你累了.说好的.幸福呢
我懂了.不说了.爱淡了.梦淹了
开心与不开心.一一叙说着.你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻.我都还记得
你不等了.说好的.幸福呐
我错了.泪干了.放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐和还旋转着.
要怎么停呢

怎麽了.你累了.说好的.幸福呢.
我懂了.不说了.爱淡了.梦淹了.
我都还记得.
你不等了.说好的.幸福呢
我错了.泪干了.放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐和还旋转着.
要怎么停呢

it's stuck in my head since sunday's 通宵 daidee :O
and other thing, i think the mv is nice leh. at least better than 沿海公路的出口


acting like some bitch, Teo Huiqing finally succeed in making me feel like a fool believing everything u say.
i'm feeling utterly low and miserable now. happy mah? happy mah?



Labels: 通宵 daidee is addictive especially during my fengshui hours

my boooooo

Friday October 17: matilda's pre-birthday mini celebration.

she bought is for us


for herself




trained to city hall. zomfg. stood all the way.
MSQ for Waraku lunch. superbly bloated. sat there and chit-chat for almost 2hrs. hahaha.

trained to town for some shopping spree.

bused dwn to je. Kpool til late. all daidee's fault. heh.


Saturday October 18: awful bloody day.
pooling with QY, it wasn't too bad afterall.

had ice-cream with ben. hahaha. 超尴尬的呀!


Sunday October 19: last day of Kpool and Kbox ): 就舍不得啦!
went Kboxing with mainly jolyn and curly. hahaha.

got a couple of 股懂大会 with apple and jolyn. hahaha. funny funny.

daidee, slack til 5+, cabbed hme :\


Monday October 20: SICK!
still i dragged myself to the paya lebar office.

took a 2hr bus trip frm A-Z to batok. simi sai, buttocks rot. hahaha.
dinner, Shop n Save, bused hme.

and i spend a day alone for the first time.
*clap clap clap*

jeremy is the crappiest shit. HA-HA

LHH's shadow

今天心情还真不爽的
看到我现在穿的鞋真想扁人咯！

讲到我的鞋就气暴了啦！
莫明其妙自己坏吗？不可能吧！
真气人哦！回家好好跟妹妹算帐。哇哈哈哈！

我今天竟然没喝到我最喜欢的 chocolate tea!
脑袋瓜不懂做莫兰啦，忘记把我的带上去 workstation,
无端端被倒掉。
靠！没有人会比我更逊吧！


哎哟!反正就超不爽的。


westmall after work with qy.
haha. we bought a same top again. and who knew sia, wad a coincidence, we both got the same fake valvet coat and wore it ytd! hahahaha! so fucking 巧 right! i know!

Pastamania for dinner 顺便耍帅 there.
Coffeebean for some serious personal project with our favourite PURE CHOCOLATE! hehehehe.

we got kinda restless and started doing some test runs on QY's webcam. HAHAHAHA! test runs leh! :\






peep peep (偷笑)


step 一个 angel


我们的成果

Recession in Moderation

like a baby, i woke up 1am this morning craving for chocolate milk. satisfyingly, i drank it, but still i found it hard to get back to slp. TSK!

and thus, i therefore unlock a new OST in Djmaxing. if the correct info is provided. i've play more than er.. 1600 songs? wow. that's alot, seriously. and why the hell am i not leveling up anymore. !@#!$#@!@$&!


Monday October 13: another in store crashing day at Kranji with matilda. nth much, i jus bought a fake velvet coat. 12bucks! bloodyhell, damn cheap :D my killer buy for the day.

i wanted this but it's..... :\


trained to Lot1. Pastamania dinner. window shopped. the teal bomber jacket super nice! sighs. oso super expensive! ):

i guess i won't be that 舍的 to spend my 36bucks on that hair care product. recession or not, i won't be buying it anw. heh.


Tuesday October 14: i stupidly left my phone charging in the office and happily took the stupid transport dwn to je then only to realise i can't call jolyn. woooh. so smart uh, i know!

shopped at that oh-so-FOFULAR POPULAR bookstore for some stationery necessities (:

Hi, my name is Fatty Ling aka Chris Brown" laugh please.


drafting in my room's mess.


i was digging out some photos for some personal use la. and i so happen to come across this two. hahaha! childhood reminisce.


cute right! hahhhh


me(obviously), my sis, buddy's bro, buddy's sis, buddy! it's a 1998 photo leh!



i know u've all notice the extra shoutmix board there. i'll be using the shoutmix widget instead of cbox frm nw on. so tag at shoutmix uh. cbox will be removed on friday.

P/S: god put our mouths at where it is for a reason and therefore, a playground shouldn't be place beside a sewage system. get the ulterior meaning? CHEESY SHIT!

okay. i've decided to cut all my cui hair and let it grow. no more super thinning, ultra dry hair :\ i love elva's hair in the REXONA advert. i couldn't find the singapore one, the canto sounds kinda weird i know! tho i'm starting to regret cutting it all away, there's nth i can do nw ):




不知道为什么我身旁常常出现奇奇怪怪的人在我周围摇晃不定。常常做搞笑又愚蠢的 rubbish。让我笑翻天。

not only there are weird pple ard me, weird things are happening to me oso :\
QY says, our 90 batch all 犯太岁 this yr. cannot go to forested area. which means NO NIGHT SAFARI leh! sad lo. but i think i still wana go! 不管啦!


P/S: i can't wait for 530 Kranji TF Spree with matilda! wheee.

every since i took up the weekend job, i'm acting cranky and cheesy nowadays. i realised my condition worsen after i was discharged :\




i wanna go to the Night Safari this Halloween. cos this stupid advert keep tempting me every morning while waiting for uncle tan. BOOOOO. i haven't been to Night Safari once at all leh. noob i know. there's still alot of places i haven't been to before la, jus that u dunno only. hiak hiak hiak!

i jus wanna show u all something.



i know it's me la. notice the 斗鸡眼. yes, i repeat, it's 斗鸡眼. 你爸我有斗鸡眼 leh. kaos. alrdy nt chio, summore got 斗鸡眼. walao. this is far more jialat than i thought la.

Sunshine My Day

哇靠！这几天的天气是怎样。 要下雨就下雨， 没下雨就热死人。真受不了， 要死了。

我这个月是怎样，就是...我超幸运的啦！公司的人几呼好像怕我吃不肥咯。有早餐就有好几分，想要我撑死哦。没错！我今天又有三分早餐等着我。哈哈哈。幸福吧！羡慕我，快点！

so ecstatic, before lunch. hohoho. after lunch, i'm still as equally ecstatic.

BAAAAHHH! mw says he will accompany me to register for my biking license leh! so nice of him right. ahlah, he's trying to make up the time lost after patching up with that that that erotic girlfriend la.
he's one of the best guy friends ard, but not exactly quite yet.


i think it's really time for me to sit my fat butt dwn with my cousins for some heart-to-heart crapping session. nw i have practically no idea wad's going on, and apparently, something bad is going on there. well, do treasure family bonding pple, for i think i really need to D:

my silly girl really made me laugh hard with this stupid qoute frm my book.
fighting for peace is like screwing for virginity
yup. why fight for peace when fucking obviously can't make u a virgin. BONG! another corny piece of shit she is.


P/S: i shall listen to shanice cham for once and try to be quiet. TSK! being quiet is so not xiaomei. but heck la.

it's like super cheesy leh. ytd i was fine. perfectly, absolutely fine. fine as in, i wasn't feeling unwell or signs of feeling unwell that sort of fine. heh.

ironically, i ended up in A&E like some time close to midnight. HA-HA-HA. not funny. cos it's a total ironic and corny shit that i suffered frm food posioning frm stalls that i have been eating for like forever D: mayb it's leon's 香港炒面's fault.

but, hahaha, i did get to go on an 'ADVENTURE' with jolyn. gees. adventure siol.

tho the glucose drip wasn't very enjoyable, at least i know there's still pple ard me showing their care and concern (: thanks to all those many many! 谢谢你们！小妹爱你们很多很多!

I Am The Engine

the title might seems familar to wsg pple eh?

yeah, i thought i was is the engine. but no, i wasn't at all. i too, need physical factors ard me pushing my way through. pros and cons to that D:

this is pretty much tell wad i've been doing the whole morning


i'm tried leh. didn't really catch a wink last night D:

i'm SHAG, totally.


Labels: i need loads of slp and money please.

Lost, but i gain.

Saturday October 4: 哇靠! 事事还真够难料的. 就短短 few hrs 我就 lost my 5yrs friendship.

the most corny part is that i'm nw on talking terms with zhe again. Like wooh, i lost but i gain something else back. Hello, excuse me, zhe was once 我生命最重要的男人好不好?! so yes, I'm so glad we met again.

fancy seeing them in a pub. Hohoho. I enjoyed myself pretty much joining their table. With zhe chengpeng steven shawn and jj. They made me laugh real hard playing dice, poker, munching on snacks, forfeiting, after like hw long of slogging. And 周镇棚先生 was extremely nice after me being shouted outside. Well, i know i'm being biased here.

They were all ultra nice la hor. finally was able to put the dice game thing into good use leh. Ya lah, although i was the one playing, cp had to help me forfeit. but i did 牺牲 the itch of my bloody rashes and drank that damn beer dwn too okay. Can't possibly let him forfeit when i'm the one playing wad right got kinda bored and that jj suggested playing some lame dice game. Had real tummyaching laughs yo.

since young til now, i think i've nvr been shouted at in public siol. it's super embarrassing and it fucking made me lost all my 面子. 场面超尴尬的好不好. and all thanks to u-know-who-u-are, my dad saw everything. and expected, i got hell frm when i reached hme.

fuck it.

nw he has extra reaons to ban me frm pubbing. partially bcos i think he saw the rashes oso. whatever.

overall, Chamber Hutz is boring. boring like hell. waitress cannot make it, pple there boring like hell. i think Double C is like so much better. but i still think zhe's table made the pubbing thing not so boring :D and i love them loads loads.



Sunday October 5: i think it's the ageing or it's the hangover. i practically stay at hme the whole day doing nth except nua-ing leh. ultra exhausted, the weather outside was hot like hell.

my initial plan was make a trip dwn to ah ma's place, then queensway for some new stud hunting then alexandra village for some yo ji soup and strawberry milk with zhe.

hah! but i was too lazy to roll my butt out after bathing. so yeah. i nua-ed at hme.

unproductive sunday. hohohoho.


pretty much sry to whoever. sry for being such a weirdo these days. mayb i'm starting to think that i'm ageing, therefore the lax in everything la. i don't feel like talking or bothering abt anything much. mayb i jus like peacefully watch the whole fuckingly corrupted world go by.

i thought i'm the only bitch acting this way leh. but it turns out that zhe is laxing like me too. hahaha. can i say like father like daughter?

seriously, i couldn't care less. and i shld stop making my life miserable for once and for all.

still, i'm not picking up phone call or replying text. actually i wan my phone off, but i can't la. cos i need my boss to call me to pick up the bloody cheque. cos i'm begining to leong to death alrdy. pardon me, i'm always like that.


P/S: my head hurts like hell now. tamade.

Sunny Backside Up

did i say i was so excited to see him ytd?
and my reason being? to get suntanning oil :\
超烂的借口, i know! TSK.

took a super long long time to walk to je, gonna heh ku frm all the crying and my two super good friends jus ate their goddamn fried chicken. kaos!

played SSR like again in dunno how long ago. hah! i'm getting worse now. i think it's the ageing thing, i think it's like making me move slower and my average grade nw is like wad? C? lousy!
god, my asthma nearly came back. hiak hiak hiak. i'm really ageing la! (or is it the smoking? :\)


once again, i hit the sand under the hot sun on this beautiful sunday. nice weather it is today! hah!

well, i gotta admit i'm not as brown as i thought i might be. but i'm burnt lor!

and i saw ruixiang leh at the changing rooms! hohohoho (:


went for lunch at TERRA. it's the first and the last time. not totally expensive. but jus not worthy of the price. and they still charge service charge for their lousy service leh! :O waste of my money. BOOOO!


i love my still-fairer-than-me girl! :D









P/S: i really have to say this leh. it's fucking irritating to be diao-ed by angmohs. like wadthefuck i did siol.

Moody non-pms Moodswings

S.H.E - 爱来过

我 看不开 也放不开 因为我曾见过 爱情真的盛开
我 要等待 一直等待 等那一个夜晚 从回忆回来
当你拥抱着我 那一瞬间 我象飞到空中
而当我缓缓降落 我不再是我 我有了梦 我在梦中
爱来过 来得那么美 那么凶
欢呼着 从我生命 狠狠碾过
连遗憾 也都不争气的 珍惜成笑容
爱来过 让我完整过 幸福过
怎么能轻易就放他走 我不想解脱 我只怕错过
我就是要等你回来 爱我

寂寞喧哗 我不害怕 因为我只听得见对你的牵挂
世界很大 会容得下 我这小小傻傻顽固的信仰
你有没有过承诺 我已忘了 那已不重要了
反正我都会守候 在梦中守候 我最唯一 最美的梦
爱来过 来得那么美 那么凶
欢呼着 从我生命 狠狠碾过
连遗憾 也都不争气的 珍惜成笑容
爱来过 让我完整过 幸福过
怎么能轻易就放他走 我不想解脱 我只怕错过
我就是要等你回来

如果需要动用奇迹来交换美丽
就让泪蒸发 下成雪花
和我一起在爱中被融化
爱我
爱来过 让我完整过 让我幸福过
等你回来 爱我

recently very hooked on mando-pop oldies. hahaha :D
and out of a sudden, all the lyrics all seem to be relating to me. TSK.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY TEO HUIQING!


干你拿 the weather these few days machiam wad. rain like hell, sunny like hell, or not windy like hell. if i say i'm not gonna fall sick i'm really trying to fake u.

been very moody these few days. dunno why alil bit of small crappy things can make me so dulan, smallest thing oso can remind me of 熙华 ): 老喜欢发小姐脾气. although i know very 幼稚 but 心里就很不爽 leh but got no outlet, so suay if come and provoke me lor. after that then realise 也真的很累 leh. hahahaha.

说真的讲不伤心是假的
不亏谦也是假的
真的leh!
that一个人游荡在街上的feel是 really他妈的不爽 lor!
每天放工知道没有熙华等我, 有几不欢喜leh!

最近不晓得是怎么搞的,常常都有那种很一个人的感觉
对啦! 从那天慌然大误realised 他真的不会再回头that moment on, 明白after these days 真的得自己一个人了 D:
*sings Jolin's 一个人*

再也没了那上巴士依靠的hardy chest to nap on,
没帮我cross road 的时候看车的人,
没有无时无刻让我发唠骚,
and oso don't have在我做工身病时买药送到工司门口的idoit 了
sibeh saddening lor.

随然有时真的当做所有都是里所当然la
but then 现在要make it up to him 的机oso don't have 了.

sadness aside for alil while now.
yay yay! i seriously can't wait to see baobei nxt week leh! since Jesus Christ knows how long i haven't seen him leh!
muahahahahahaha

The Null Hypothesis

i'm thinking of whether shld i get my navel pierced. or i shld pierce the inner part of my ear :\ i guess mummy wouldn't like me doing piercings anymore. she thinks i've got far more than enough to classify me as AL.

actually, piercing quite addictive leh. i'm putting the idea of getting my tattoos off ): ahlah, u know why la hor.

my mum was damn funny ytd. i was suppose to hang my clothes frm the washing machine while they were out for dinner. yes, i did hang the clothes out.

i text my mum this:
i've hanged the clothes up liao. but nvr hang out cos sky dark like hell, outside windy like hell. i scared ltr rain.

she damn guai lan-ly replied me this:
oh! u can go to hell.

that's my mum for u :\ guai lan to the maximum.


QY says i shldn't reject the null hypothesis. walao! more and more pple are getting blind each day leh! how can i not realise the trend sia. at least i know i'm still not blind lor :D

金凤,金我的头!
欧宣,欧我的屁!
还有我一点也cute不起来好不好!
so pple, stop cheating urself, get a new pair of glasses today.

P/S: u can't get anywhere better if u agree to wad those idiots say :D


i'm really lying through my teeths if i say i'm not getting fat working here D:

i've got double breakfast intake this morning! my all time favourite gu cai kueh frm chirstine and long-long-long-time-nvr-eat-liao de mac pancake with sausage frm gladys :D

still, i think that's gotta do with the fact that i'm still the youngest xiaomei ard now (: mayb being young isn't a bad ting afterall. heh. 早餐真的是吃到胞呗!还有够逊喔!

看吧,没骗你吧!


Labels: i will only dream of u and only u every night.

fuckingleavemealone

M.I.A



P/S: pardon me for not replying texts and picking up call, all dearest friends. well, still do text me for anything urgent tho. replies are not guaranteed. i seriously need a 'leave-me-alone day' so stop texting unless unnecessary.


Label: i made myself super milky and sweet coffee. fuck. it's not even keeping me awake leh. fyi, i add loads of creamer and sweet into my favourite 3in1 coffee. tamade, 3in1 i still add sugar leh. i'm trying to expose myself to diabetes at young age. hohoho