My Gorgeous Babyboy

i'm like working myself to death, i tink.
did i even say i'm enjoying singlehood life? yes, i did. now i tink i'm crap. running back to the office on weekend as though i'm really that busy. (i mean, i'm busy la. but not that extend :\) avoiding weekend crowds.
i'm a lonely nobody ):

still, he's not talking to me.
whatever. intentionally making my time at working miserable. ohnimadetian. 1632598472 screams inside me.
eh! why am i even bothering.
TSK!



Saturday July 26: overslpt. reached office at 11+ after catching some Lastest Buzz the episode was horrible though. waste of my time.
Nani's kids are so adorable! if only i had my little troupe of precious! xD life would be so fulfilling, so unlike now.
met girlfriend and dan at westmall. boring, fruitless trip. bought another pair of shoes, and i didn't even get my browns trimmed again! how annoying ):
walked to je. slacked. the both of them and their "pink glow" on me.

i have to admit they're starting to look alike.





Labels: take care wherever u are, my friend

STUF

and baby is missed so badly ):

He's my Baby

i'm getting more used to my new way of eating. and i can finish two full pieces of chee cheong fun before lunchtime :D which means i don't have to survive on excessive baby food. whooooho!
and oh oh oh oh! i bought 2 bags and another hoodie online. only NT687! uber cheap la! i'm so gonna get it frm my mom :\ but shopping online is really addictive mah! :D

was so super pissed off ytd ): wad was i even tinking. was pouring real heavily outside, but i managed to walk all the way to the market's bustop :D got kinda wet and yucky. saw a girl on the bus sobbing, *pang! was feeling hungry and moody.
baby, i want to share everything with u.


umbrella was dripping wet with rain, and whythehell i drew this, don't ask.

i tink this face is uber tan bai. hahaha!

took MC. yeah, my day off! woke up at 9+, prepared. had a nice chat with mummy. and is, she's the best i tell u. she clear my drssing area for me 2 days back. she didn't even throw any of my stuff okay! and my dad finally changed my room's light bulb. how sweet right the both of them (:
bused dwn to jurong, had breakfast, seen the doc, back to comapany to hand my MC. thnks mw! :D

bused dwn to gf's house, trained dwn to aljunied, bused dwn to bugis for some shopping, bused dwn to queensway for my piercing and some IKEA shopping!
bought my containers, mug and a big red cushion ((:


and like finally! i pierced my tongue :D
got phreak'd out when we reached the shop :\ my legs were trembling la! the proces wad quick and it doesn't even hurt much lo. it's the aftermath that i'm gonna suffer. now i'm having difficulties eating my meals ): ended up very pek chek though my food was nice. no SPICY, ACIDIC, HOT, SOUR and NO MORE SEAFOOD! NOT EVEN FISH LEH!
which leave me not much food left to choose frm.

i haven't ate anything before piercing and after piercing until this morning. omg. i really feel like taking out the stud and jus dump it on the floor. i can't even eat chee cheong fun in peace. all that on my mind is whether the stud will come loose ): now eating is such a bother. well, mayb i can treat this as some dieting period lo.




Says: Chee Cheong Fun for breakfast tmr anybody?
i didn't know u'll resort to promoting urself as "Mr Pathetic aka the Heartborken soul". well, u ARE Mr PATHETIC. booboo. hur, i really despite u.

Better In Time

i thought i was feeling better so might as well type out a nice decent looking post. baahhh.

Friday July 18: took half day, worked some OT. had 130 supper (: my favourite fishball soup. was feeling uber hungry though ate loads ever since i reached the office.


Saturday July 19: work. hahaha. luckily da monster woke me up :D thnks yo. ay woke me up too. how nice of him right, gimme a lift to and after work. save me the trouble frm walking to and fro the bustops (:
left work at 3. toh immediately. puhhh. i was so tired that i forgot to lock my house door luh. how dumb can.
mw wanted lunch. but yet i fell aslp lo. haha. overslpt not once but twice luh.i didn't mean to keep him waiting but i was indeed very tired luh!


Sunday July 20: was moody-ing the whole week luh. towned with girlfriend to cure my sushi craving *slurps. man zhu! did some shopping. yeah yeah. bought most of my wanted-stuff! :D:D my slippers, wallet and my shorts! (:
and then, monster moody mood was gone. gone all the monster!

Bring The World Down

i guess it's jus the monday blues that's bringing me dwn.
for the first time ever, i felt life suck. nth, NOTHING in the world can get suckier than my life now.

i hate it.
I HATE IT.
I HATE IT.
I HATE IT.


I HATE IT LA!


life can really suck real bad on my ass at this ponit of time.
slap my face please, real hard.

Just As Gald

today's give-josephine-something-day. hahaha. everyone in my office gave me something luh (: i'm a happy girl.

shuhui is finally back to work. and she got me a red belt frm bangkok. haha. told me she was like "wa... red. mus buy for josephine" :D hahaha. jus as well, i'm looking for a belt too.

how sweet of shanice. she gave me a red clown she did herself luh. i'm so with red now alright. and ay gave me a pack of biscuit sticks :D and that is to keep me awake when he's gone ):
nani gave me another handphone long long too.


teban market for dinner ytd with mw. wad's wrong with chicken rice nowadays, it's so filling. bought bubbletea, slacked over at 61 rooftop. jy vid-call mw, walked to big big shelter meet yc, jy and porky. they're so funny luh. crapped, homed.



i heard u held her hand.

i loveeeee wednesdays (:
prolly meeting MW after work.
xiaomei says: i'm so tired la

bused dwn je ytd after work. saw mengwee on the bus. damn funny luh the both of us. long distance mouthing. hahaha! walked uber quick out of the interchange for some cigg while waiting for jolyn. bought bubbletea, parted for pooling and dinner.

apple, jolyn and me were damn gao xiao. saboh one china man watching porn. hahaha!
apple and her "mei you chuan yi fu de zao pian"

China: why the com can't use huh?
Apple: oh! issit bcos u were watching mei you chuan yi fu de zao pian?
C: er... no.
Jolyn: nvr meh? then why then com suddenly spoilt?
C: ....
A: if nvr then i on back the com if got then we'll report u to the police okay?
C: *panic look*
A: there's a penalty u know, for watching that there. it's singapore hor! not china
C: then nvm, i don't want use alrdy

i couldn't stop laughing when apple said the "mei you chuan yi fu de zao pian". not bad leh! we're paid a dollar each for making up that thing. haha.


watched Red Cliff with mengwee, yongchen and juekang's bro and one other guy. the movie was 2.5hrs long. my butt hurts frm sitting too long. the ending was sh*t, but Jing Chen Wu is so charming luh. bused hme after that :D

brother tan!

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
I wish I could talk to you for awhile
I wish I could find a way try not to cry

DISCLAIMER: THIS POST MIGHT BE UTTERLY RIDICULOUS TO MANY. FIND IT OFFENSIVE, ALT-F4 AND GET OUT. (i know u'll be reading.)

why has it got to be her again. it's always evolving back to her once, twice, thrice and again.
XXXXXXXX, XXXXXXXX, XXXXXXXX, XXXXXXXX and more XXXXXXXX. XXXXXXXX this, XXXXXXXX that.
"morning XXXXXXXX, goodnight XXXXXXXX. have u reached sch yet XXXXXXXX? are u free now XXXXXXXX? can chat with me?"
when i wanted things to get a little better, u will nvr fail to disappoint me time and again. it's hard to trust.
i don't feel loved, anymore.

u're nvr like who u used to be.
nvr did wad u used to last time.
don't joke and smile like before.

i see no faith, no more hope. when u restirct, i thought u cared. when restricted, u'll always think i'm mad. forever making empty promises, dashing my hopes. i dread seeing u tinking of another girl when u're holding my hand.

many times, i felt so distant so strange to u.
i thought i could be a better gf for u, i thought we could jus withstand and obstacles. but no, u don't exsist anymore.



screenshot this frm huiqing's blog:

i don't wish to compare but u're not even close to that.

&

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i hate u loads

Friday July 11: had company fruits day party thing. ate my favourtie mangosteen. baaaahh :}

tian kong shi na me de liao kuo




Saturday July 12: met up with QY. trained to somerset. went Heeren cos QY wanna buy her Singfest tix. but apprently, she didn't haf Citibank's Credit Card to enjoy the promo luh :\ we jus walked frm cine to heeren, vice versa loadsa times. haha. we two idiots!
we had a hard time deciding wad movie to watch luh. Hellboy, Red Cliff or Wanted. hahaha. decided to watch Wanted cos it's gonna screen dwn soon. Angelina Jolie is like so hot! guresome action pack, but worth a watch yo.
ate Suki Sushi. hahaha. were laughing like real lunatics, talking back abt those sec sch days. we ate and ate like no tmr! hahaha. we both the two yao guis!

my no.10 :D




our favourtie creamy cream puffffs





bought my redddd foam pouch and my earpiece. brought QY to talkingmall to get my bag. hahaha :D it's so cute luh! dwn to fareast for Frrrrried Marrrs Barrrrrs.
bus dwn to je met baby for dinner :\ for sake of making him happy, forcing myself to stuffff whipped potato dwn luh.
uberREVOLTING.
but so long as he's happy, i'm happy too (:
bused hme. nearly got into a fit. and i'm not telling why. TERRIBLE!


my 'wednesday' and 'monday' shopping greeds.

i nearly wanted to take half day slping in this morning. but was tinking that it will be an unpaid leave jiu hen bu shuang. i feel so bad talking to mummy in such a grouchy manner.
the sudden pour of rain made my day drown even more ): but luckily wasn't raining when uncle dropped us off. the wanton aunty was so sweet luh. she gave me and shuihui a brolly to cross over to our office. 'ssup with that sudden dwnpour this whole morning luh.
sickening weather. i love it, NOT!

i so wanna get that flowerly, colourful bag at talkingmall ): it's cute leh! but ain't worth the price. mayb i'll get it and not eat for one week. hahaha.

Tuesday July 8: took half day. slpt til baby called. bused dwn to imm. wanted to get earpiece frm Sony Gallery. but they didn't have those i wanted ): bought my FOX hoodie. i know, i know. yet another hoodie again. hahaha. had dinner, lib, bused hme.


Wednesday July 9: trained to town after work. met jolyn for some shopping. hur hur. time really flies when we're having fun and we really ate alot though we both had heavy lunch. ahahaha. Fareast: Fried Mars Bar; NAC: Food Fest (again!); Cine: HK Cafe. i was suppose to shop for a pair of proper covered shoes, but i ended up buying lotsa rubbish instead :\
saw jeffrey, alfreda and hogan at cine. my eyes kinda sharp huh.
oh oh oh! we saw that je guy with his gf at HK cafe. my oh my, his gf definately looks so much better than joseph's lo. haha don't judge a book by it's cover, he's really a nice guy. and somehow i always thought he resembles KY :} i'm not quite sure whether or not it's a good or bad thing yo :\

i still got u :D:D


one of our shou huos


i haven't taken photos of our wonderful loot yet. perhaps some other days yo.

it's another killa day at work today ): the dearest colleague of mine, sitting behind me came dwn with flu. coop up in the office for too long, Monster Office Sickness is ur friend :\ i'm starting to miss his presence.
narrrrrrni's on leave and shanice is up at a meeting ): sometimes life at work can really get even with u, tough.

this is how come cheapo china pigs despo-ly wanting to earn some dirty bucks :\







my urge of tying up my hair was *pooof* into the air after reading my mail.
eeeew! used comdoms made into hairbands, how gross can those frigging pigs can get.

Friday July 4th

as usual like last thurs, work was boring. yea, B-O-R-I-N-G
no one to entertain me and nobody to entertain ): passing time was a definate killa.
all that occupied my mind was counting dwn to 530 then to 6.

K-ing at was hella fun! and to double it up, jer booked Shenton Way's PW :D



erhem, my lovable fengjie




Saturday June 5th

bused dwn town. it's been such a long time since i travelled on a bus for more than 30mins. was starting to worm abt the seat when the bus had jus only past 10stops. i seriously need to start to be more on public since i've alrdy dropped the idea of taking up my license.

boyf came dwn after his lessons :D watched Get Smart. nice awesome movie. didn't really enjoy the movie though. was moody-ing over my lost phone. baby nearly wanted to drag me out of the theatre seeing me cry. hahaha. silly huh.
and yea, movie had a remix verison of Elevator and 4 Mintues, i felt like crying once again. i miss my phone! ):



my new drool-over, anne hathaway




jacky used to say one of these days shoes will turn into moblie phones. yea, he and his 10G phone imagination. hahahaha




Sunday July 6th

towned once again with jeffrey to collect my phone frm wisma. hahaha. thnks jeff for the accompany yo! cabbed dwn to wisma with alfreda :D whooots. i love seeing my dear ole friends (:

fareast. hair-dressed is the sex. bryan and jasmin came dwn too. hahaha. both of them uber cute luh! bus frm cine to je. baby's friend's wedding dinner :\ all the jurong's, pandan's, teban's bengs were there, no doubt. somehow or rather, it looks kinda mafia meeting. hur hur.

apparently, the staff were nice enough to return my phone back but unfortunately, they weren't even the least polite enough to read my text msges. but whatever, i was on clouds nine nine nine when i was clearing my inbox while bus-ing dwn. i saw ay's msg marked read while scrolling yo. finally, he still realised that i'm still alive. so much for the 'i'm-ignoring-u' thing

<3 my ole friends :}


tadah! my new nice-for-one-day hair cut. hur hur

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUNTY!

baby's mummy's birthday, and he forgotten all abt. hahaha. silly boy uh :D
seriously, i can't be bothered whether it's her birthday or not. i'm jus like wishing her cos it seems like the correct thing to do? i'm trying, as much as possible, to build up a better impression of myself on her lo. I'M TRYING OKAYE?!
whether or not she appreciates it, i've alrdy done the very minium i could.

and and and, i'm going K with my lovable shuhui (: and some other random colleagues tmr. whooho! i love singing. mayb i shld jus drop the idea of piercing my tongue afterall ):


josephine, pls turn in early tonight.
whooops.




and, where, where is my boyf?

i had total idea why the blardy hell i did that for


yes, yes. they messed up my bed. it's full of their crap and sh*t, with my glam pose, NOT



janjan and melmel stay overnight. had such a crazy night.
mel is my sweet la. bought a flower toy for me :D:D

"the camera was clicking, the time was ticking, jan jan was stripping"
LMAO. she's my idiot



some overdue photos :D

it's like being slapped in the face. having some one to frigging say that into ur face really sarks. i wonder how he could stand it.
again, he was called into the office again. guts told me something wasn't right. Tian You Bu Che Feng Yun, i suppose they said it shld be this.
gf's right, "社会是黑暗的". i'm sick of company politics, LJL, JL who KLJW. working society ain't fun at all.

i'm jus gonna keep my fucking mouth shut.
i'll jus fucking mind my own blardy business.


nvr was i so anxious and worried. i guess, that's brotherly love yo.
i feel so bad making him clear up all the sh*t that i caused. mayb i shldn't xiao mei, i shld be Havoc.