My Sky Came Falling Over Me

戴佩妮 - 水中央

明明知道不可能
还硬硬要把我留住
明明知道死了心
还一再对爱的贪图

说好让我飞
却又把我困住
你占有不代表你拥有全部
说好要结束
却一再的反复
能不能就到此为止各走各的路

爱飘向水中央
恣意的游荡
风若没有方向
就不要阻挡它的去向
我飘向水中央
自由的游荡
你若没有方向
就不要控制我的去向

it's vincent's last day. and instead of going dwn to take a photo with him, i sneak dwn and snap a photo with my beautiful gladys.

damn awfully chio right right right. i know!



heck.

wad a wonderful time to bump into him at this very crucial time of my fucking miserable life.

BOOOO. and i hate it.

nxt week, whoooho! week with baobei :D :D happy la!


and did i mention this stupid smelly said something abt 黄金路 inside de 金凤 and me look alike? except she's more teh and has less figure lo. kaos. i think the optometrist ben always go is like lagging? something is seriously spoilt with his specs. heh. the teh part, i seriously agree leh. like hell! won't wanna talk like her lo. teh has nvr been my forte and i cannot stand hearing myself sound like that more than like 5mins? :\ well, my mum can tell u that for sure.

For Christ Calling Curse Sake

Disclaimer: i solemnly beg for ur most magnanimous forgiveness for this post is full of fucking rubbish chor wye and heck, i'm fucking dulan

ytd was the grand final for F1 but i still went out again after coming back frm queensway :\ dunno wad's wrong with me these days. whatever i want to do, i can't do and i don't have the heart and soul for it. tsktsk.

once yet again, i bought something frm EXAMPLE again. and Club Marc Express was a total disappointment ): i saw that wedges at Charles and Keith and it was like having a 50% discount for it! sad but fortunately, they didn't have my size. phew. escaped frm another sinful spending.

got my superb strawberry milk for myself and avocado for mummy, bused hme.

bestie, and a total fugly me.



girlfriend spotted this while going up for K.

Ms Gladys leh!


she damn kns right, married without telling me. tamade. and who the hell is Denny Takin lor!

ended up playing pool, eating kfc. sinful sunday D:


i don't wanna explain my super monday blues now.
fuck that stupid jenny's shit.


i'm saving earthy humane mankind on this fucking soul-driving world.
i think that's the most fucking corny thing ever.


P/S: in case u're wondering who the fucking hell is chin jia swee, it's 本大小姐我啦. i oso dunno why the stupid earthing hell that josiah siah go and create such bimbo person. kaos. i think it suits me bah. fucking fated.

Fan-ta-bu-lous F1 weekend

played squash with lixin and melvin in the morning. that's one bad thing that they are staying over ): tired and shag frm ytd night's outing, totally.

hohoho. i had an enjoyous night 'tho some dulan unpleasant 前奏 blah blah. tcc was great. jus that the food and drinks i chose wasn't as nice as i thought it would be.

i seriously hate myself for not buying that damn F1 tix leh! i think the whole race will turn out damn damn damn nice lor!
cos u know wad? i was at the trial run ytd leh! yah la. i was there la, but not really there oso. like not really there la, but i was there to see lor. haiya, u dunno one la! see them zooooom past is so thrilling. and the 'vrooooom' sound of it, forms goosebumps on my neck! (:(: exciting lor!

后悔到要命
*pounds chest hard hard*

bo hoh lim de Oreo with tiny chunks of tangerine inside. yuck!


but die oso have to finish. cannot liao lui

My Wet Pillows at Night

过了那么久,我果然还是放不下以前
总以为没有他我的日子一定很好过,
但如今才发现原来我一直都没潇萧洒洒地从他的记忆里离去.
好无耐啊!这种无助的感觉他晓得吗?
哇靠!他知道才怪!
竟然摆脱不了从前发生过的点点低低,我只好随它而去咯.


i spend most of the time thinking abt every argument we'd had, then i'll wish i could jus take back every horrible word i ever said. why did i ever act so selfishly, going out with frens instead of spending more time with him. i chastise myself for wlking away frm him when i shld have hugged him so tight, and when i held grudges for days instead of forgiving him.

i'm gruadually falling into days of dark depression but when i fianally build up the strength and courage to be positive and to snap out of it for another few days, the stupid tiniest and simplest thing would trigger my tears again.

i know it's a tiring process to pass time until i waited for something else. but there's nth much i can do abt it now

):

I''m a Superwoman yet not.

quoted frm jolene, Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder

whatever it is, or whoever she is, whoever they are, i think the girl is super FOF-U-LAR than the popular bookstore. HAHAHAHA. fof-u-luh leh

work today ain't that taxing la. partially cos jenny's part, i've completed and she's no longer breathing on my neck. but no! i'm still not leaving the office early. it's not that i wanna make up for the no pay leaves i've taken this month leh. i'm really very very busy. and it is going to make me age pretty soon aye.

mayb i'm wrong la. jenny jus asked me whether or not i need a lift frm her :\ which surprised me pretty much leh. mayb she's not a monster by night time lor.

我的心情真的跌到谷底. my mood now sucks ): but wad the heck la. i'm going out tmr! (: whooopie! tcc. omg, u hear that? tcc leh. no big deal i know. but i jus so like chilling out over some coffee with my lovelies (: love them big deal all time.

i hate it when my stomach makes funny noises. it's like the rumbling sound when i'm hungry. but it's much louder than that. and i've jus taken my dinner. so fcuk lor. embarrassing sia

Label: 我知道我的心以容纳不下任何一个人了. i've tried to. but it's not as easy as it seem. i've climbed high, fell bad.

Spectacular Swirly Swings

awfully nice of this cheesepie buddy (: love him 18973106420 times hell loads. but he's jus another awful bitch who insist i shldn't get out once i'm hme D: pfft.

damn. couldn't get my favourite soup wanton last night ): sucks leh. when i crave for it, i can't get to eat it.

sulks.

but i got mee goreng at the coffee shop opposite esso instead, which was fabulous. that is second to my wanton, of cos. or mayb i was jus starving.


重点 is we enjoyed every min we spend tog. we talked abt all the nice cars that zoom past us, my work, his job, my psp, his two younger siblings, our monetary spending, insurance, investment, colleagues, friends blah blah. everything under the moonlight, over the table, under that not-very-shady-tree. muahah!

i think the most frequent quote i've been using this whole month is "i want to die liao!" hahaha. which is pretty much true u know. but hey, i getting more use to the tired-ness of working on consecutive days.

P/S: this monthly bleeding is making my tummy cramp like hell.

Drowned by Workload

他妈的,做了那么多可是好像什么都没做到一样,做到要死要活又有谁知道.
who knows? who knows sia!
u will jus stand aside mocking and teasing abt this whole thing.


office jobs are not always nice. it's not jus plainly abt sitting infront of the com typing away for the '8-530' work hour ):

seriously leh. i dunno whether i can really rush that damn thing out by tmr sia.
*prays

bohohooho. OT for xiao mei til late again.

awwwman. there goes my sleep hours D:


P/S: baby, ur msg really make my day :D u're still the best the best (:

Horribly Petrified Xiao Mei

S.H.E - 说你爱我
下着雨让尘气稀释回忆
我靠着你不出声音
看着你看着斑驳的甜蜜
爱你困住你也困住我自己
我那躲也躲不掉的微妙伤口
隐隐作痛
你那戒也戒不掉的甜蜜借口
也让我精神腐朽
说你爱我变成一种问候
不如趁早放手
把爱坠落让满地鲜红
说你爱我变成一种折磨
不用陪我走到最后
我承担不起你的承诺

说你爱我变成一种问候
不如趁早放手
把爱坠落让满地鲜红
说你爱我变成一种折磨
不用陪我走到最后
我承担不起你的承诺

this song suddenly got stucked in my head D:

mayb mummy's evaluation is right i shldn't be bothered and let it affect my work ): her analysis has been quite accurate and reasonable at time tho.
haaaaa! i'm super心不在炎today leh. nearly kena frm jenny D: but heng la, she jus talk to me nicely. phewww.

anw, i saw mr高异阳 today leh (: muahahahaha. and for the first time out frm dunno how many fcuking week, he actually didn't 摆一个臭脸给我看 leh. in fact, he made some noise somewat like bear trying to imitate humane giggle. hahaha. cute hor cute chor. i know. hiak hiak hiak.


Saturday September 20: first day of work. i was nearly late. punched in at 1427. phew.

work was pretty much tiring in the sense that i had to stand for like almost 8 hrs? but the staff canteen's food is like super cheap la! u get a cup of coke for 80 cents only. hell! other than my sch tuckshop, i doubt i find drinks that are sold under a dollar these days :\

mayb i'm too used to sitting all day infront of the damn computer, i can't really get use to standing for one whole day sia. tho it was jus an afternoon shift, it hurts my feet damn alot.

taka is kinda cute. all the staff can only use a particular escalator, get ur own bag tag and blah. and for the first time, i even notice that taka has a closing ceremony. hahahaha. that when all the staff will stand at their respective counters facing the main door, with that music playing. once the music finish playing, we're free to go. and u can see the escalator will be flooded like hell.


Sunday September 21: second day at work. i cannot believe i'm that dumb to mis-calculate and wake up an hour earlier. jiatao bused dwn all the way to toa payoh for breakfast :D a sunday morning toa payoh quiet like hell!

on a full shift, which means i get to take part in the morning briefing and opening ceremony. haik haik haik. opening ceremony is kinda fun leh. abit lame tho.

saw anyong, he and his tortoise helmet. hahahaha :D saw alice and her boyf.

afterall, work was pretty awesome except it's super tiring for my feet and back ): i made loadsa new friends, did stupid crappy stuff during work. hohoho. bart and me keep dancing to the some basker's beat outside taka during closing :D hahaha. funny la! my old fragile back is gonna break frm all the standing ):

one of my favourite blings on display (:


saw jannasa on the bus. heh heh. can't talk cos my stud dropped :\ hahaha. dammit.

P/S: spell PETRIFIED. J-O-S-E-P-H-I-N-E. lmao

Sleepy Donkey Wakey Wakey

pop the corks please. frm much nagging and persuasion frm much lots of pple, i finally got my brows plucked and trimmed to.. perfection?

it's my brows problem la. i know the ends are like not growing anymore and it's really sucking alot. the aunty have to remind me time and again, it's not growing blah blah. nagging abt it blah blah. and for the first time ever in my life, having my eyebrows plucked was like a torture. it's suckily hurt fucking hard well. and i was advised to get use to drawing my brows :\ kill me please.

despite alrdy being late today, i still squeezed out some time to draw my brows. 哦你妈妈疯了. i look like蜡笔小新now.

this is the best shot of my brow i could get.
(pardon the super small miniature size la dey) :D



goddammit. i have to really confess this.

though i was busy and irritated this morning, i was being super ultra bimbo-tic. i surf blog and sites that my new-found 'best friend', matilda, sent me. as expected, the only common topic btwn us is plainly and only shoes, bags, shirts, dresses, skirts, makeup, blah blah.

we've been bloghopping on fashionistas. and this particular i-dunno-what's-her-name-is-called fashionista, caught pretty much of my time before and after my lunching hour.








prettaye yay? this two are one of my favourite (: i seriously haf to go search for a proper top to match my vest D:


the time now is really going slow like hell now. i really wished i plucked up enough courage to tell kelvin i wanted another half day off after his sarcastic concern abt my fake migraine :\ geesh. i guess i haf to work for an hour of OT before i can roll my ass dwn for my appt with vivian.

at least there's programme for me this very friday. it's either playing boardgames at the Settler's Cafe or shopping at town with girlf.

tough choice. but i'm set and all done for my shopping spree. plainly my reasons are simple and selfish.

reason #1: i think i'm begining to get sick and tired of facing frm office all week ard. alrdy i'm spending 1/3 of my time slogging there, which is at least 40hrs i'm seeing my colleagues.
i mean i do love them la. but it's like frm drifting much more further frm my frens than i thought i was.

reason #2: i'm dying to do some shopping. been itching for some new clothes for like a week? :x it's not long at all i know. but my clothes are getting abit stale ):


on a very big note before i forget, i seriously hate Town Council pretty much.

when they are suppose to repaint the common corridor walls, they jus can't be bothered. after like 1024963795 years ltr, when that stupid wall has my stupid memory of vandalism, they have to repaint it.

fuck it.

it seems to me that i'm not the only one suffering frm sleep deprivation. least i would expect高异阳to suffer frm the same plight. hahahaha. serves him right sia. that's retribution for always chiding me to slp at 11. heh.
but that stupid habit of taking half day to go back rest hasn't change abit in me or him either. hahahaha.

Labels: he told me, Live Everyday to the fullest, cos Everyday only come once in a lifetime.

戴佩妮-爱过

没想过 我还能握着你的手
还能和你一起走 一起走
你曾说过 就算走到路的尽头
你还是坚持陪我 陪着我
去找一个开始
就这样也找到了最后
不放手和你到最后
不管别人怎么看我
我只相信爱没错
不要对我怀疑太多
或去猜测我们的以后
不怕再多冷眼看我
我只相信爱没错
不问结果是什么
永远不算什么
永远不算什么
只要是曾经爱过

我的加哩扑without油炸鬼. hehehe


jus when i thought life could jus get any suay-er and dull like now, marilyn called and schedule me on sat and sun for work. hahaha :D extra money, money, money. i know the pay ain't fanatically fantastic, as i said, it's EXTRA MONEY :D it will make do for any reasonable hourly rate.

thinking this is one week i can look forward to, some 鬼 jus float somewhere ard me lo. really suay until i've got nth to say. twice in a half-day work leh.


Tuesday September 16: watched 钱不够用, pooling, audition-ing :D it's all leon's fault that i'm starting to get hook on audi again :\
went hme late, slpt late. urgh. usual, i'm tried the nxt day.

Labels: 可能小妹也有过人之处

ribenna drunkard

Friday September 12: Pastamania dinner with wylin. Shenton Way Partyworld with gladys. whoooha!

baaah! company's mooncake



Saturday September 13: was craving for KFC. headed to je with weiyi and jeff. djmax, djmax djmax. hahaha

weyi :D


mr cookie


bused with weiyi to Hillbrooke for caroline's bbq. i was super late. hahaha :D jenny sent us back. how nice right, i know.

watched Forgetting Sarah Marshall. my verdict? draggy at the front, the ending was kinda brief tho. entertainment, 3 stars i would say. for a laze-at-hme-day. it's fun la.


Sunday September 14: bugis with girlfriend, her k.maria :D TOPONE for k. had so much imitating dance moves. hahaha. it's one wonderful day spend my darling girl (:

i actually find TOPONE quite nice leh. the room is spacious for the three of us to laze and lie abt, well furnished i must say. at least gladys won't be hit by the faek 'wafer' on the walls. the system not bad, not those remote control kind. tho abit troublesome gotta go all the way to the machine to get ur song, but it's better than pressing spoilt remotes right. most importantly, i think the pricing is cheaper than i-thought-was-cheap-de-Partyworld. another good place to go for K-ing! (:

i'm gonna be pok soon. friday k, sunday k again. pfft. mayb daddy shld buy me a k machine at hme. heh.

djmax on the way there. djmax at mac. djmax on the way back. hahaha. fun leh!

girlfriends are geeky :x





dearest xiaoyuan said: look and move forward. no matter hw much u look at the past is not going to change anything in the present.
and it set me thinking abt it all night.

Labels: i'm still recovering frm my slp deprvided week.

Sinfully Caffeine-d

第一次你陪我坐着
我的手心是空空的
我知道那些简讯声你努力藏着
还怕我难过

不追问到底为什么
是我最后的温柔
想笑着附和说分开是好的
但我们却怎么 一起哭了

我舍不得
可是时间回不去了
爱你很值得 只是该停了
没有我你要好好的

我舍不得
最后一次抱紧你了
我们错过的 错了就错了
不用担心我 我不爱你了

至少你记忆里的我 是微笑的
亲爱的 有你牵着我的那些日子
真的好快乐

我舍不得
可是时间回不去了
爱你很值得 只是该停了
没有我你要好好的

我舍不得
最后一次抱紧你了
我们错过的 错了就错了
不用担心我 我走了

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY SOH PEIWAN! (:

uh-huh, i'm a happy girl as before (:


booo! i'm dwn with on-and-off flu!

it's a terrible sin that i'm increasing my caffeine intake ever since godknowswhen. i've alrdy drunk 3 cups of coffee and a cup of tea before lunchtime. ytd was abt the same except i have yet to drink my coke yet. heh.

shld i go for fengshui tonight or Sumo House dinner? :\ awwman! why do i always have to make difficult choices! ): i don't like!

had a very weird dream ytd. totally no link in reality, but it's funny tho. if it ever happens, i'm seriously touched lo.
*SUPER BIG GRIN*


Release me from this curse I'm in
Trying to remain tame
But I'm struggling
Labels: ♥ salty coke. unhealthy siol!

Distur(ded)bia

萧亚轩 - 冲动

很感激 这城市拥挤的交通
让你我 还能多相处几分钟
人潮中 怕失散所以轻轻拉你的手
一刻不放松 不放松
忍不住 想要爱你的冲动
不确定你属于我 会有点寂寞
你给的幸福 在我心中自由走动
抚平我每一个伤口
忍不住 想要吻你的冲动
不确定我的执着 能让你感动
我只能相信自己感受 不怕失落
关于你的一切 我想要比谁都懂

我的心 是被你设定的闹钟
提醒我 想你的时间不够用
为什么 平淡的事情现在忽然生动
是你改变我 你改变我
你是情人还是朋友
还没勇气想得太多
你的世界如此辽阔
我会在哪个角落

guess wad guss wad! those stuff i ordered frm taiwan are finally here!

my act cute bag


vintage brown


sailor hoodie


all these jus cost SGD44.16 leh! cheap right cheap right! I KNOW!

光明山trip this morning D: tiring leh. kx came over pick me. i thought i will late, so i intentionally wake up earlier. but he was later than me -.-" nap on the way there, uber tired. pardon me huh.

buddy trying to act 情绪化


then..装忧郁 wayang sia!


haf to OT to make up for this month's off days ): and i'm ultra unwilling to do that. recently lacking of slp, resulting swollen eyes which makes me look NUA :\

whatever.
I WANT TO SLEEP WELL TONIGHT
):

i'm sick of xiaoyuan's english-very-chim-fren. we both learn a new word today. Mudane: common
(i'm stupid, my english suck, whatever, say all u want.)


P/S: i must rmb to check out the directions on rolling my ass to haji via public transport. heh.

Press On, B*tch!

I Miss You - Miley Cyrus

You used to call me your angel
Said I was sent straight down from heaven
And you'd hold me close in your arms
I thought of the way you felt so strong
I never wanted you to leave
I miss you
I miss your smile
And I still shed a tear every once in a while
And even though it's different now
You're still here somehow
My heart won't let you go
And I need you to know
I miss you

You used to call me your dreamer
And now I'm livin' out my dream
Oh, how I wish you could see
Everything that's happenin' for me
I'm thinkin' back on the past
I miss you
I miss your smile
And I still shed a tear every once in a while
And even though it's different now
You're still here somehow
My heart won't let you go
And I need you to know
I miss you

I know you're in a better place yeah
But I wish that I could see your face, oh
I know you're where you need to be
I miss you
I miss your smile
And I still shed a tear every once in a while
And even though it's different now
You're still here somehow
My heart won't let you go
And I need you to know
I miss you

I miss you

my 'Frown-Hard' days are back


knocked off at 530 sharp ytd. mentally, i was feeling dreadfully tired. how smart of me to walk all the way to B lift side to climb the stairs. i ended up emo-ing hme again.

we scribbled it ): vandalism or whatever u call it


i need to get canvas shoes. 想买有不舍得花钱,真烦人！and i better stop shopping. i'm begining to have second thoughts abt taking up the second job leh. or mayb i should jus work til the end of the month and see how it goes. so much for wanting to go overseas before sch starts ): 只好先苦后甜吧！ 加油,陈欣仪！hahaha. sibeh drama-mama leh.

was bored during lunch, Kusu Meeting Room








neh, the NON-WARTSILA BRAND. heh
\


okay. i'm really very pissed off now. this Koh Aik Yang 真的要把我活活气死可以吗！他妈的oso不懂他哪不欢喜, take hh buy for me de panadol 就算了, still question me why i take it. woah, nin na eh. 我前世不懂欠他什么债.
yah la. last time i used to think he's very nice. when i'm sick, he find medicine pour water for me. work OT, he will send me back. ahlah ahlah. so long he will jus stop pissing me off, i'm grateful like hell.
anw, i think he's the only person in this whole company who knows that i only drink warm plain water :D


P/S:Whoever first said that "A dog is man's best friend" had never seen a pussy before.

You Are My Sunshine *EDITED

Ah Lian's definition- Chinese girls, whose collective age ranges frm their adolescent years. They are regarded as bimbos, stereotyped and has no regard on their behaviour. Ah Lians are commonly stereotyped as having hair dyed in gaudy and bright colours, and attired in fashion mimicking hip-hop culture. They are usually seen in hot pants, cheap tees, flat slippers, thick make-up and typical hairdo. They take up-close photos which makes their eyes effing huge, putting a fist facing outwards on their puffed cheeks. They swear loudly in public.

Bimbo(high-class ah lian?)- Bimbo is a term that emerged in popular English language usage in the early 20th century to describe an often attractive, yet unintelligent woman. In the English language a bimbo can also be someone who enjoys being pleased often by intercourse with strangers. They are hot, pretty and dress beautifully. But they speak like shit?

adapted frm huiting's blog.

according to wad me and shanice discussed last friday, it seems to me that we're not the only one into this 'bimbo and ahlian' topic. anw, defining frm the adapted, i ought to do something abt myself now. it's nvr too late to change right? :D thinking of it, doesn't the above resembles like anyone ard u? well, in my case, TRUCKLOADS of bimbos and ah lians i'm surrounded with huh :\ stop denying la, sometimes they do have nice fashion sense too(i'm referring to the minority).

yays! gladys is back! brought up 老婆饼 and some chocolates she bought (: love her laa! ehhh. she says my cap is somewhere... dunno where la. yeah (: i love caps much load luh.

update update. matilda and me are fren okaye. since when this idea of us being rivals came up, i dunno la. but now, she's my new shopping kaki. apparently and sadly, we're both looking into a new prospect of fashion ):

i better slp early tonight. interview tmr (:



Friday September 5: i was suppose to go hme and wait for my diligent daddy to come and fetch me to get my IC and passport done. and wth, he said something cropped up, couldn't make it.

bugis. nth to shop, nth to buy :\ bestie said the gypsy hairband thingy ain't selling anymore ): aww man!

it has been eons since i last took neoprints aye!


we love Jagabees!






Saturday September 6: peiwan's early bday party :D
partially due to the reason i'm a late queen and also i overslpt, i couldn't make it for lunch with the IMBA pple. 睡过头就算了,我还慢慢摸. 摸到来都几百点了好不好 that's why cannot make it. sorry luh!

had breakfast at Coffee Bean while waiting for qy. walked ard JP. found a super wu hua sashimi bento C: but we ended up eat yakitori, sipping boiling hot green tea. hahaha!




our present to the bday girl C:


QY, my loveable #10 :D


notice my nail colour chnge. heh.




yah la, out of so many vballers, i know i'm still short la!


me and qy reached the earliest. spend the whole afternoon doing manicure, watching Totally Spies, crapping with peiwan's mum. how sweet of peiwan's mum giving me and qy each a container of her 独家蜂蜜. hahaha! it's damn damn damn nice i swear to the bottom of the earth!
qy's dad came to fetch us back. another nice parent ard (:



Sunday September 7: 又睡过头. 我真不晓得我真的有那么累呢！sighs. luckily emily was late too. and是真的late lor! wasn't feeling very well during the bus trip. head was aching, stomach super bloated :O
walked to av and got my favourite strawberry milk again :D

bused dwn je. saw leon, then his wife and daughter came. 一家人幸福的感觉,真的很温暖哦! played with little ariel, ran here and there. 小妹不得不认老了.陪那一粒小可爱跑来跑去真的很累! wahpiang, she really buay kia si can! jumped frm the cartons of drinks nearly fell but still die oso wanna jump and jump over again.

eh girlfriend, 她是怕你跟你的Kpet/Kmaria啦! u left liao她让我抱她去outside play leh! play until i wanna die liao she oso don't wanna go back, still need to drag her back la can! 那粒ariel是heavy de luh!

little ariel is such a havoc. and i swear leon's face was totally candid!


mayb i really 老了. wasn't feeling too well after playing with ariel. head was thumping like siao, puking feeling was lingering all the while throughout my bus trip hme siol.

You're My Sexdrive

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOLYN GAN!

booo. happy at all, not ):


i'm sleep deprived!
小妹真的是累到要死了啦!

for the past two days, i slpt less than 10 hrs. maybe less than 8, or 5. insomia is catching up on me ): i need some pillow therapy if not i'll be walking sluggishly about, or like some pple will prefer referring it as [LUM] NUA.

i think the skin is kinda weirdo leh. of cos all tress provide shade la! primary sch science teacher nvr teach? which tree doesn't provide shade, enlighten me please.


Aug 29: company's getai!!
Sep 04: PAYDAY!
Sep 05: jolyn's bday
Sep 06: peiwan's bday party & bball match
Sep 12: caroline rousselle's farewell BBQ
Sep 15: sister's bday
Sep 18: aunt's bday
Sep 27: QY's bday

well, i can't wait for tmr! C: i miss all of my idiotic IMBA frens for bball; i miss QY and PW hell loads :D


Labels: hohoho. no more dressy matuda style (:

Everyone Needs A Guardian Angel

i ought to tell myself to stop deceiving myself any longer, pretending i'm moving on but all along i was still at where i've stopped. it's called 原地踏步 right, i guess.

i was suppose to slp well last night. and hell i got a phone call frm youknowwhoyouare. expected lor, i bo ji again. another opportunity was infront of me, but yet i let it pass, then i keep brooding abt it, then i didn't catch a wink last night at all la!
walan eh. i dunno wad am i thinking. got hell frm mengwee la, not surprising.

i'm here trying to reduce my caffeine intake, but i'm like making coffee and tea as though i've nvr seen it before. i know it doesn't help me frm falling aslp, but i'm addicted to it now leh.




i wanna whack that dumb ass who stuff that stupid fake note in. i thought i was damn lucky leh.

yah lah u see, i'm pathetically leong until i'm seeing things, wishing dollar bills would jus fly and drop infront of me.


gladys is now in HK with wylin and long ge now :\ i feel so 'ERRR-LOAN' in the office cos that annoying koh aikyang oso didn't come. i wonder wad happened to him. TWO DAYS MC LEH!! wahliao. this past 4 months i haven't seen him take two consecutive days off frm work. uh-huh, not even weekends

i'm like playing with this new website xiaoyuan got me. personalising my phone and blah blah. fun leh. at least to keep me occupied lah. really damn fun. themes, ringtones, screensavers and all.

faster leh. someone come and congratulate me leh. my head is like spinning now frm the sleepless night. and i have to bump into maaaaah-tuuuuuh-daaaaa when i went dwn to get my panadols. what's wrong with today


i want to smile like that again.



P/S: whoever said '只要放手才能够拥有' definitely haven't gone through 放开了手但什么也没有, not here not there de experience can. bhmfknnnbccb

for the sake of huiqing, this is my blood sister. Tan Jia Yi Felicia.
we both look so different. but she's my blood sister la. look at her luo han tou. HAHAHA! she na li hui cute? bu cute at all lor!

don't mind my eyes please. i know it's kinda cocky. LOLOLOL


after today, i know some little corner in my heart. somehow or rather, he has nvr been gone. look back, he has benn one kind of idiot little boyf of mine.

well, i still miss him tho.


-His name is Ling Hsihhwa.
-He is forever wearing white t-shirts, preferably with green imprints on.
-He is always bringing a super-duber heavy schbag to sch regardless wad time he ends sch.
-He has the same little red man tag on his Kappa schbag as me :D
-He likes to sit crossed-leg as though he has no balls.
-He don't like bringing a bag out when there's no sch or tuition even meaning that he have to bring his FAT psp, earpiece, wallet and hp out.
-He love drinking soyabean milk, even if it's the canned one frm Yeo's
-He nvr puts his notes properly in his wallet unless, he's free.
-He forever smelling stinko after sch even he doesn't play sports that day :\
-He is particularly obsessed with book on animals. monkeys, snakes etc.
-He like poking his sister at the stomach telling her how fat she is. [damn annoying right]
-He is overly 'into' his CCA.
-He can really act like a super gay when i ask him to.
-He always say his chest are muscular cos he pumps air and injects botox
-He is one big idiot who don't speak out when he's upset
-He walks in a weird hopping way when he's in a hurry
-His sch pants has my name on it :D
-He never fails to make my flabby arms shaking with flabby fats in public.
-He can nvr stop laughing once he's reminded of some that 'Phantom rider with the R1 full gear'
-He wears the super-big-not-for-him P.E t-shirt cos his smaller one is torn and he doesn't like the new fugly one.
-He cannot make up his mind which deodorant to buy, partially bcos i will complain that the deodorant will stink on him.
-He secretly smells the my tortoise when he's done washing it thinking that i dunno.
-He ever did dream talk on the way back frm sentosa waking me up.
-His recent fringe-less hair cut was my idea.
-He don't like picking up his sister's call when it's abt time to go hme.
-He has a disgustingly-over-concerned abt him lcb tuition teacher.
-He has no particular common topic whatsoever with his elder brother(unless he really wants to talk to him).

my mind is kinda dead now thinking abt all this crap abt him.


roy shared some stupid shit with me, and i laughed the hell out of it.












i find this two the lamest la! LMAO