HAPPY BDAY BENJAMIN CHEN ZHEN XIANG!

it's smelly's bday today. hur hurs. heard dat they celebrated wif him ytd.
=p=p boohoooos.

i'm so tired these days i dunno why. jus plainly sleeping all my free time. sighs. shall find some things to do soon. mayb a job, i guess?
hopefully, dis time i shall stick to it for long. hohoho

chirstmas is nearing. already i'm hearing jingles frm the bells. santa's unmistakable "ho-ho-ho" ((: chirstmas is so exciting! den after christmas would be EOY partying! yes yes! and soon it's CNY! weeeewooooooooweeeeeeeees! love loves!

well well well. i haven been hme for like 4 days? got so tired after these few days of jacking pple's asses and much other fun wif eeren breasty, jerica ff, keehan erm. buddy?

haha. i simply love them laaa. we do stupid things together. (: and weeeees. i siply love them.

yeaps. celebrated keehan's bday at timah. celebrated mine at timah too. xD we're jus simply madnesss. shall upload the photos nxt time bah.
lazinesss. wahha

WENT OUT TO SHOP FOR MY BDAY PRESENT WIF LIUKONG. (:

anw, i beat lixue's score in dat money game. hahahha!
http://miniclip.com/mko.php?c=qBorsBorUousEorFBoUBopBFosrrUoIhNbSmotUur

i'm back hme. tiring

going to MW jus to meet bestie, buying doughnuts for zhe and jackson den back to jurong to pass them den went back hme again.
slacked at MS and esplande for awhile. den MRTed back to jurong.

i'm jus as tired to type but since dis is the last post before i'll be posting for a long long time, jus make do wif it? haha

msn-ing larry. it's making me pour out all those words deep dwn frm my heart to him. though there's nth he can do except to make sure they don hurt me again. but i doubt he can prevent it if they really haf the intention of doing it again.
sighs. i'm completely turned off and disgusted by bikers. get me right. i'm nt gonna go dwn to yishun dam anymore. wasting my precious time doing nth at all. tsk.
i can live on well without spending my fridays and saturdays with bikers. i wan to live longer. quit putting my life at risk riding on a bike. jus shut up. all of u are so plastic! eeek! hate it, hate u, hate the life, hate u guy for wasting my time going to stupid places like MS, MP, chong pang, yishun dam, geylang and feifei.
well, the only last time i'm gonna go out wif one last biker is raymond. he promised me my fei fei wanton mee! hahhaha. (: i'm gald so far he's still the unplastic one other than larry. don disappoint me again.
i'm NOT having any high expectations frm u all anymore. lost all the trust, FAITH in them. all those happy memories are artificial, superficial, all are for-act-only,-not-for-sale.

anw, heard frm lixue dat's it's mc's bday ytd [071207]
so, HAPPY 17TH BDAY MC!

weeeeeeeee. i'm going out today! yeaps, with my lovelie. ((: *beams beams*
so looking forward to going out for dinner wif her.
she promised to get me doughnuts. weeees. the same similar shop where breasty and me got it at MW. yummmys. i'm totally in loveee my doughnuts! the oreo and chocolate banana is awwwwww-someeeeee! i can nvr get sick of doughnuts!

yeaps. dis is how i'm gonna spend my TYPICAL FRIDAY NIGHT without ben. ):
hey! josephine has to stop dis nonsense! stop it, STOP IT!

shall update when i'm back tonight. (:
mummy bought pizza and cream of mushroom soup back. yum yum!

ben wanted to send me this song. gosh~ it's making me swell wif tears. ): i really miss my love. i'm wondering when are we meeting up again.



apparently, i'm so moved by his littlest actions. i'm truly touched.
i was tearing when i saw our conversation box, i swear! and yes, crying non-stop after more emotional thoughts. ): i want to get pass this feeling.
been toking abt those days. traveling frm east to west. dat petrol was practically able to travel round the whole of singapore. yishun, pandan, jurong, west coast, pandan, yishun. i tot was the worse record. but nope, he said the one frm yishun, to pick me up frm queen's close, to yishun dam, back to pandan, finally to yishun was the WORSE record. pffttt. the same fateful day i ccried on his bike. ): scared mah. i've nvr seen him blow off his top jus bcos a taxi driver. dammit. i look so ugly reaching the dam.
not much pple would actually sacrifice for such mileage and petrol u noe. guess, dat's was wad touched me the most ab him bah. (: much loves and cheers for ben!

i'm deadbeat.

had a super lousy bad hme day. luckily meet breasty, Kh and YM for dinner. quite looking forward to it, but it totally turned out nt to be wad i expected. ):
wanted to jio breasty out for movie tmr. but sadded lah. got wadeva huiting and binuan to go out wif ler. ):):):

yeahness! sammy sam sam sam sam gonna celebrate my bday wif me dis year. (: hopefully dat chio bu of mine don cock up at the last min. well, sam. if u're reading, i'm praying doubly hard for dat one. haha


and btw, i din break any of my new yr resolutions at all can. i wasnt late and i din say vulgarities luh. for 3 days ler!! (:(:(: mind u, it's really totally nt at all lah. (mayb sum !@#$#%@*!#$@ slipped out while pooling, but i'm quite fine other than dat.)

taken at the day at Central. the toilet obviously :xX














while pooling, bored mah




after dinner; under darl's block.

it's pouring heavily outside. i'm jus slacking my time away. slping, eating, snacking, webbing. hhaaaaaa.
i wan doughnuts and warm cocoa on rainy days! cosy, cosy, cosy.

it's freeezing in my room. cos i haven switch off the air condiioner since ytd when i reached hme. haaa! mummy din even bother. anw, there's no one at hme nw. so i don really bother walking over to the control and press the 'OFF' button.

bOooos. everyone seems so busy today.
* darl is currently still at work, after work helping me collect my skates. ((((((:
* breasty is at hme catching some slp after the ceremony. meet YM to study for his test paper tmr. ): Kh is going wif them too. double ):
* i've got no idea where zhe is. shld be in sch, den gymming after sch
* wifey shld be working. dat's why she din pick up my call

i wanna go out! it's getting late and i haven eaten anything since dis morning. ):
saddness. i feel like tagging along dwn to timah, beautyworld too. but they're doing sum serious studying.

this is bad news.

i'm going out. (:(:
update when i'm back ltr. i'm determinded to come back bfore 12mn.


i said i'm determined and i came back jus bfore 12mn. josephine's a good girl now. yeaps, u heard it right. she is nw changing for the better.
staring on my savings for the new year. yeah yeah!

my new yr resolution. (i noe it's like kinda early, but no harm done.)
1. stop all vulgarities
2. remake hair
3. find a favourable job and stick to it for at least 3 mnths
4. earn more money! (be it shopping, future uses or rainy days)
5. spend more time with eeren
6. nvr be late when meeting eeren
7. zippo and cardigan for eeren, AGAIN! (as promised)
8. CUT DWN ON NIGHTLIFE; i said cut dwn, nt stop (ROUNDINGS, CLUBBING, PUBBING)
9. terribly slim dwn for CNY goodies!
10. at least, have a MAJOR shopping spree monthly.

well, 10 resolutions aint dat much. jus hope it will work out for me in 2008 lahh. come to tink of it, 2007 was quite a terrible bytch for me.
i lost my most precious frens, i made more fren.
i've found the two most important nan rens in my life. eeren ; zhe

Eeren
thnks for always being there for me. be it my worse or happiest moments. having u ard, i'm so comfortable, so secured.
i love u much, breasty (:(:

Zhe
i noe we've quarrelled quite a number of times. disagreeing on wadever smallest, trival matter. whether it's my fault or urs, u would always gif in to me. i'm touched, really. though some things jus caused some unhappiness btwn us, and i noe we aint dat close anymore. but i've always treasured the trust we both shared. u've nvr hesitate to reach out ur hand to me, no matter wad happened. thnk u so so so much. (: much loves and cheers for papa.

getting emo here. all are frm the bottom of my heart. without the both of them, i wouldnt stay on strong til today. knowing i've still got them ard, i'll move on. only they noe me the best. =]

I run a million miles just to hear you say my name
Baby

You leave me speechless
You leave me breathless
The way you look at me
You manage to disarm me
My soul is shining through
I can't help but surrender
My everything to you

i wanted to tell u this, this is how im feeling right nw. )=

this song keep playing in my mind after watching the 4.30 chnl 8 show. i'm bored to tears at hme. so i'm learning how to sing it properly. tehhees.
lixue is so funny. look, she post this:
AHHHHHHH!
shyt person, you chicken duck elephant watermelon papaya baluku !
hope you will slip and fall from the stairs & roll down ! have a bald head at your age & a duper big tummy ! No girlfriend for 10 years / quarrel with wife for 1 yr ! ROARRRRRR. im so damn pissed off now.
and how is dat person who-ever-it-may-be to haf a wife without having a girlfriend? haha. she's getting lil contradicting there. i doubt she's hafing much thoughts of wad she's gonna post. yeah, our miss BOH LIXUE is pissed big time

i'm sad. i'm angry. my day is spoilt. i'm so tired, i did nth. my day was waste away jus like dat. )= boohoo. i'm starting to get emo-listic.


he was my love


silly love. boos.


my green adidas bag's on qiang bike. spotted love! i wasnt in the photo. )=



terribly missing my love. awww. truckloads of misses and love.

went out wif darl ytd. brought leon's helmet out. cos he promised to bring me out. tsk tsk. little did i expect him to bring tingting out for movie inthe afternoon den bring another veg out at night WITHOUT me. kaos~
so much for those high expectations.

went to peni, bought darl's cardigan. blue and black. -.-
skacked at boat quay. drank two cups of hot milo. haha.
walked back to The Central slack, waited for her fren, wilson to come.

chatted at outside Central, waiting for dominic and darl's fren to cum.
yeaps. still had to walk back to the 7-11 at peni. roars.
still the same, i haf to wait for him again. nb
grrrrrr..

went dwn to bugis find monkey.
one of his frens look super like jeremy lehh. ohmgosh. haha. really damn alike. but he's cuter luh. =xX
yay-ness! CBR L series. (:(:
weeewoweeees.
pillion his CBR to Jln Kayu for prata den went dwn dam.
chio-ness!

saw ah lum, raymond, long ye, kopee and sam at dam.
weeees.
stupid raymond, don wanna tok to me. cos friday larry's ZX12 blow him outside dam. hahas. making him super paiseh wif his pillion ard. whoops!
srry lah raymond, i din noe larry would blow u marh. srry luh. i oso din ask him blow u. so cant blame me. nxt time still nid to bring me out oso. =p i don care. wakakas
left dam, wen to Changi see ah gua. haha. no ah guas so got police luh. sadded. wen to 99wan, cos i wanted to exit south bouna vista road. omgg. on the way there, i fell aslp on the bike. i already wanted to slp on the Changi airport route. but ren zhu cos i noe we would sure pass by ECP. yes yes, xx and the rest, inculding him were at ECP slacking. yeaps. spotted dat damn CBR400 luh. angrys, but i did stay clam cos monkey was counselling me. pass by ECP ler, i fell aslp on the bike. whoops. super tired. din wake up until we're exiting bouna vista luh. yays! my favourite route! (:
no kick luh. monkey say he would bring his SP out another time bring me to demon's drive kap corner. (: weeeees. slack there for awhile jiu went hme ler. cos i wasnt hungry and din wanna go west coast mac. tired u see.
i only slpt for like how many hours only, and i'm out for one whole day of fun, joy and laughter.

i'm nt gonna forgive him. lied once dis nt good. but thrice? i'm super damn angry.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 20TH LIM KUNXIAN LEON!
HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY NICOLE ANG BI HENG!

bike hme. entered my room at 5:30 sharp. And I woke up like at 12plus? I dunno why. I suddenly rmbed breasty haf to go dwn rink to be his damn flower boy today at 1. shucks. I’m wondering if I’ve still got the energy to drag my feets dwn to je ltr. *yawns* I’m super tired. Srrys but I’m gonna post a super long-winded post today. Cos as I’m feeling the mood to kpkb here. + if anyone who sees the post so longly written. Wld be turned off ler. Don wanna probe into it. Dat’s even better. So don waste ur time reading it. (: *chuckles

Ask me how I spend my ytd? Overall, jus two words to describe my Friday night tiu: IT SARKS

Leon and larry was the nicest there. (:
Leon gave me his extra helmet cos shufen din come in the end. -.- yeaps, made all of us waited for her at cosy for so long. Cant blame her too, leon finish work too late ler. Hahs. Ask her to wait for 3 hrs den only leon can go over to pick her up? Bang wall bahs.
Larry pillion me to dam frm SPC. Hahas. *winks* there’s secret btw us. =p

Tot I wld be rotting at hme on dis fateful Friday night. Sadded. Papa aint free. Going dwn zouk. )= breasty jio me go dwn rink gif KH sum moral support for his speed skate competition. Bo bian. Haf to go dwn je too. So, why nt. + haven seen KH for like 2/3 weeks ler? Aww. misses. Yay-ness! He won! (:(:
Bad news came once I reached the rink. Breasty said serene looking for me. Ask me to call her bck. Fine, called. Heard ben’s pillion-ing another veggie out. ROARS! Damn sadded ler. Even KH walked over and ask me wad happened. )= breasty was there to cheer me up. So after qwhile ltr, I was quite back to normal ler. Yeaps. xie xie ni!(:
After competition slacked there for awhile den went to 130 la kopee. Nt long after dat, serene jiu reach ler. Nb, stupid elmo. Told me Michael nt in good mood. As me hurry up. Kaos! Who was waiting for who in the first place luh. If breasty wasn’t there, I tink I wld haf gone hme ler bahs. Waited for quit some time can. PEK CHEK
So I ran all the way frm 130 to JE’s taxi stand. Only to see them jus lit their sticks started smoking. -_______________-“ super diao can. Wtf? Told he they gotta go ler, den in the end stood dwn there smoke. Jitao fa pi qi ler luh.
Michael say he wanted to go withdraw cash. Fine, told him there’s one DBS ATM machine jus beside NTUC. He went over. Came back telling elmo his American Express cannot withdraw frm the damn machine. Nvm. He said there’s a machine dat can actually withdraw his money out jus distance dwn the road. -.- aint dat the same route I ran all the way frm 130? Nb, blood starts to boil. calm den Josephine, calm dwn
Michael pass me my helmet. Wtf? No visor.i really couldn’t stand it any longer. Started to kpkb. Kan zai mic wasn’t in a good mood, I really cut dwn quite a lot. Angrys angys!

Wen dwn LPS. Dunno whose stupid idea. No one actually wanted to eat can. -.- ben came wif Brenda, long came wif huifen. DOUBLE ROARS! Saddddded immediately can. I’ve nvr seen him pillion anyon before. He’s either alone, if nt pillion-ing me. tsk tsk.
Made frens wif them luh. They are like super friendly can. Once me and serene sat dwn, Brenda started to intro herself ler. (: got quite shocked. Well, they don look as though they’re very friendly anw. So u cant blame me. I mean, especially huifen. =p
Chap into them quite easily luh. Cos we are all outgoing girls! (: hahs
Michael’s abrupt departure really shocked me. Worried like shit how am I suppose to get hme. Urgh! Luckily, he came back in the end. So yeah, phews.

Today damn a lot of TPs can. Ride dao na li, TP roadblock dao na li. ): dan wu ler quite some of our time lehh. we kept spilting up. Always ended up wif hifen, and serene wif Brenda. argh! Wen den Marina Pier. Larry said it’s a romantic place. -.- to me yi dian duo bu lang man. My love’s wif another girl sumwhere I dunno. )=
Huifen keep complaining dat long riding too slow, if nt when he’s fast, complaining he’s nt a safety rider. -.- one tough girl huh. So lucky for her, met wif sum other rider at MP oso. So, she change to a CBR 600. still, she complained it’s too slow. Wth lahhh. Got TP lehh, how to go fast? Likewise, Brenda keep complaining dat ben’s going too fast. Ahahs. They are really damn difficult to pacify luh. I’ve nvr complain once dat ben’s going too fast. >.< he’s gang gang hao bahs. Nt too fast, nor too slow luh. Plus, I trust him. (:
Left there, went dwn cosy. Spilted up again. Me and huifen, serene and Brenda. On the way, stop at ESSO met wif afew other bikers too. -.- all bu ren shi de.
SLACK SLACK SLACK.
Wanted to go to the toilet urgently. But no one wanted to bring me there. Including ben. -.- si da pian zi! Broke his promise. Sobs.
Waited for leon and ken to cum. Slack awhile jiu went dwn dam ler.
Yeaps. Past by kallang dat KFc and Mac area. Eeeeek! Horrifying!

Went dwn SPC buy water. Michael din buy brenda’s and my peach tea. Urgh! Suan ler. After dat I seriously dunno wad happened to huifen. She got totally fuck’d up and left. Luckily it’s at yishun, if nt I see how she roll hme can. I cant believe she’s actually older than me. She’s like ating so childishly can. No, I don mean dat she’s as madness as me go ard shouting larh. But she’s got dis serious terminal attitude problem wif riders. Complain, complain, complain. Whine, whine, whine. Change, change, change. -.- tsk tsk. No wonder matthew went off in a puff. Cant blame him oso. If it’s me, I woldnt even haf the intention to pillion her. Srry abt dis. But it’s her attitude towards riders I cant stand. Wif us girls, she’s perfectly adorable, no doubt. So is Brenda. (: I love Brenda loads.

mic made me nearly off the damn bike alright. dammit. it's a R1 and yes, u could share seats. he zua the gawd damn petrol. i fell off to the back seat and nearly ended my life there. nope. not gonna tke mic's bike if possible in the future. grrrrr. EXCUSE ME, THE WHOLE WORLD SAW IT CAN! i so wanted to throw my face into any rubbish bin i could find luh. PAISEH lahhh~

Shall upload the photos when serene’s awke bah. (: I shall get some of my slp nw.
Misses ben truckloads. Better keep to his smelly promise. =p

those random shots at cosy bay (: serene ; brenda ; huifen