ben wanted to send me this song. gosh~ it's making me swell wif tears. ): i really miss my love. i'm wondering when are we meeting up again.



apparently, i'm so moved by his littlest actions. i'm truly touched.
i was tearing when i saw our conversation box, i swear! and yes, crying non-stop after more emotional thoughts. ): i want to get pass this feeling.
been toking abt those days. traveling frm east to west. dat petrol was practically able to travel round the whole of singapore. yishun, pandan, jurong, west coast, pandan, yishun. i tot was the worse record. but nope, he said the one frm yishun, to pick me up frm queen's close, to yishun dam, back to pandan, finally to yishun was the WORSE record. pffttt. the same fateful day i ccried on his bike. ): scared mah. i've nvr seen him blow off his top jus bcos a taxi driver. dammit. i look so ugly reaching the dam.
not much pple would actually sacrifice for such mileage and petrol u noe. guess, dat's was wad touched me the most ab him bah. (: much loves and cheers for ben!

i'm deadbeat.

had a super lousy bad hme day. luckily meet breasty, Kh and YM for dinner. quite looking forward to it, but it totally turned out nt to be wad i expected. ):
wanted to jio breasty out for movie tmr. but sadded lah. got wadeva huiting and binuan to go out wif ler. ):):):

yeahness! sammy sam sam sam sam gonna celebrate my bday wif me dis year. (: hopefully dat chio bu of mine don cock up at the last min. well, sam. if u're reading, i'm praying doubly hard for dat one. haha


and btw, i din break any of my new yr resolutions at all can. i wasnt late and i din say vulgarities luh. for 3 days ler!! (:(:(: mind u, it's really totally nt at all lah. (mayb sum !@#$#%@*!#$@ slipped out while pooling, but i'm quite fine other than dat.)