this is bad news.

i'm going out. (:(:
update when i'm back ltr. i'm determinded to come back bfore 12mn.


i said i'm determined and i came back jus bfore 12mn. josephine's a good girl now. yeaps, u heard it right. she is nw changing for the better.
staring on my savings for the new year. yeah yeah!

my new yr resolution. (i noe it's like kinda early, but no harm done.)
1. stop all vulgarities
2. remake hair
3. find a favourable job and stick to it for at least 3 mnths
4. earn more money! (be it shopping, future uses or rainy days)
5. spend more time with eeren
6. nvr be late when meeting eeren
7. zippo and cardigan for eeren, AGAIN! (as promised)
8. CUT DWN ON NIGHTLIFE; i said cut dwn, nt stop (ROUNDINGS, CLUBBING, PUBBING)
9. terribly slim dwn for CNY goodies!
10. at least, have a MAJOR shopping spree monthly.

well, 10 resolutions aint dat much. jus hope it will work out for me in 2008 lahh. come to tink of it, 2007 was quite a terrible bytch for me.
i lost my most precious frens, i made more fren.
i've found the two most important nan rens in my life. eeren ; zhe

Eeren
thnks for always being there for me. be it my worse or happiest moments. having u ard, i'm so comfortable, so secured.
i love u much, breasty (:(:

Zhe
i noe we've quarrelled quite a number of times. disagreeing on wadever smallest, trival matter. whether it's my fault or urs, u would always gif in to me. i'm touched, really. though some things jus caused some unhappiness btwn us, and i noe we aint dat close anymore. but i've always treasured the trust we both shared. u've nvr hesitate to reach out ur hand to me, no matter wad happened. thnk u so so so much. (: much loves and cheers for papa.

getting emo here. all are frm the bottom of my heart. without the both of them, i wouldnt stay on strong til today. knowing i've still got them ard, i'll move on. only they noe me the best. =]

I run a million miles just to hear you say my name
Baby

You leave me speechless
You leave me breathless
The way you look at me
You manage to disarm me
My soul is shining through
I can't help but surrender
My everything to you

i wanted to tell u this, this is how im feeling right nw. )=