Thursday, September 4

Everyone Needs A Guardian Angel

i ought to tell myself to stop deceiving myself any longer, pretending i'm moving on but all along i was still at where i've stopped. it's called 原地踏步 right, i guess.

i was suppose to slp well last night. and hell i got a phone call frm youknowwhoyouare. expected lor, i bo ji again. another opportunity was infront of me, but yet i let it pass, then i keep brooding abt it, then i didn't catch a wink last night at all la!
walan eh. i dunno wad am i thinking. got hell frm mengwee la, not surprising.

i'm here trying to reduce my caffeine intake, but i'm like making coffee and tea as though i've nvr seen it before. i know it doesn't help me frm falling aslp, but i'm addicted to it now leh.




i wanna whack that dumb ass who stuff that stupid fake note in. i thought i was damn lucky leh.

yah lah u see, i'm pathetically leong until i'm seeing things, wishing dollar bills would jus fly and drop infront of me.


gladys is now in HK with wylin and long ge now :\ i feel so 'ERRR-LOAN' in the office cos that annoying koh aikyang oso didn't come. i wonder wad happened to him. TWO DAYS MC LEH!! wahliao. this past 4 months i haven't seen him take two consecutive days off frm work. uh-huh, not even weekends

i'm like playing with this new website xiaoyuan got me. personalising my phone and blah blah. fun leh. at least to keep me occupied lah. really damn fun. themes, ringtones, screensavers and all.

faster leh. someone come and congratulate me leh. my head is like spinning now frm the sleepless night. and i have to bump into maaaaah-tuuuuuh-daaaaa when i went dwn to get my panadols. what's wrong with today


i want to smile like that again.



P/S: whoever said '只要放手才能够拥有' definitely haven't gone through 放开了手但什么也没有, not here not there de experience can. bhmfknnnbccb