Sunday, October 5

Lost, but i gain.

Saturday October 4: 哇靠! 事事还真够难料的. 就短短 few hrs 我就 lost my 5yrs friendship.

the most corny part is that i'm nw on talking terms with zhe again. Like wooh, i lost but i gain something else back. Hello, excuse me, zhe was once 我生命最重要的男人好不好?! so yes, I'm so glad we met again.

fancy seeing them in a pub. Hohoho. I enjoyed myself pretty much joining their table. With zhe chengpeng steven shawn and jj. They made me laugh real hard playing dice, poker, munching on snacks, forfeiting, after like hw long of slogging. And 周镇棚先生 was extremely nice after me being shouted outside. Well, i know i'm being biased here.

They were all ultra nice la hor. finally was able to put the dice game thing into good use leh. Ya lah, although i was the one playing, cp had to help me forfeit. but i did 牺牲 the itch of my bloody rashes and drank that damn beer dwn too okay. Can't possibly let him forfeit when i'm the one playing wad right got kinda bored and that jj suggested playing some lame dice game. Had real tummyaching laughs yo.

since young til now, i think i've nvr been shouted at in public siol. it's super embarrassing and it fucking made me lost all my 面子. 场面超尴尬的好不好. and all thanks to u-know-who-u-are, my dad saw everything. and expected, i got hell frm when i reached hme.

fuck it.

nw he has extra reaons to ban me frm pubbing. partially bcos i think he saw the rashes oso. whatever.

overall, Chamber Hutz is boring. boring like hell. waitress cannot make it, pple there boring like hell. i think Double C is like so much better. but i still think zhe's table made the pubbing thing not so boring :D and i love them loads loads.



Sunday October 5: i think it's the ageing or it's the hangover. i practically stay at hme the whole day doing nth except nua-ing leh. ultra exhausted, the weather outside was hot like hell.

my initial plan was make a trip dwn to ah ma's place, then queensway for some new stud hunting then alexandra village for some yo ji soup and strawberry milk with zhe.

hah! but i was too lazy to roll my butt out after bathing. so yeah. i nua-ed at hme.

unproductive sunday. hohohoho.


pretty much sry to whoever. sry for being such a weirdo these days. mayb i'm starting to think that i'm ageing, therefore the lax in everything la. i don't feel like talking or bothering abt anything much. mayb i jus like peacefully watch the whole fuckingly corrupted world go by.

i thought i'm the only bitch acting this way leh. but it turns out that zhe is laxing like me too. hahaha. can i say like father like daughter?

seriously, i couldn't care less. and i shld stop making my life miserable for once and for all.

still, i'm not picking up phone call or replying text. actually i wan my phone off, but i can't la. cos i need my boss to call me to pick up the bloody cheque. cos i'm begining to leong to death alrdy. pardon me, i'm always like that.


P/S: my head hurts like hell now. tamade.