i had a nitemare last nite..
oops
was it dis morning?

yea.. it's dis morning..

everithing keep pooping back on my mind again and again
like a movie film running and running..
repeating itself again

everithing dat happened ytd was like a dream
but it was fer real
none was fake

'undo' does nt even appear



the dream was bad
veri bad
as i said, it was a nightmare

it was a nitemare about wadeva happened ytd right frm the moment i left house..
the dream kept playing over
faster and faster each tyme
stoping and emphasizing the parts where u were there..
the fear and tension broke off when chengjin came into it
he make me wanna dream of it again
but i'm so afraid to tink of it


things are happening far too fast even me to digest
everithing jus took place after a phone call


gwad damn u bastard..
why did u do dat..
was there a nid to ba shi qing zhuo dao ze me jue marh?

i'm so gonna miss yonghan
sighz
the laughs and tyme we shared the past few tymes








i'm going berserk





everityme i close my eyes, i tink of u
u've nvr been on my mind dat often
everityme i log on the msn, my eyes would find for ur name.
everityme i log on to friendster, my hands would click on ur picture

after losing u, onli then i realised how much u mean to me..
i onli noe how to treasure u after losing u
but it's all too late


too late.......




ai ni zai xin kou nan kai
ren zhong yao dao shi qu huo zai dong de zhen xi
wo zhen de hen xiang ni
ni zhi dao ma?

ru guo shi jian nen dao liu, wo yi ran hai hui gen ze ni, pei zi ni
wo hui gen ai xi ni, zhen xi ni
xiang xing wo, wo bu hui hou hui..

todae, everithing ended.
as i've alwaes expected dis dae to cum..


dao ler jing tian de di bu, bu shi shui dui, shui cuo..






it ended where is started

was it suppose to be like dat?
i seriously dunno




be frank
i've alreadi supected sumthing was going on
i saw the msg.
but i din tell u
i doubt u even knew dat i eva saw it

don ask me why


it reali hurt me so
wadeva u msged weiyi
i doubt u cared, i doubt u even noe
XIN TONG


170806-150906



it's another chapter of my life closed



dragging my feets, climbing through the ticket, pulling through...

i'll be jus fine
((=

thanks fer the wonderful memories u gave me..
they are jus gonna last til the end of tyme






and special thanks fer those who stood by me at the rink or at hme or through the phone..
1. Chengjin: pei-ing me tok on the phone frm 9.30pm to 2.20am
2. Akira"korkor": showing me me ur concern and almost lending me ur shoulder
3. Yanyi: lending me ur shoulder, sorriex if i've made it wet
4. Weiyi: fer calling me once i reached hme
5. Zhiwei: fer nt scolding me and understanding

expecially to XUE CHENGJIN aka "jiejie"
wahahas..
thanks fer everithing.
muacks =)

dear tatooed todae.
DESTINY
o.0

went out wif jac todae..
PS!
ate subway.
ITALIAN BMT

lols..
jac got it mixed up and tot it was IBM
wahahas

then shopped around
saw dis outfiiter girl derh wallet
veri nice.
soft and white....

don tink dirty larh!
haha

went to Ben and Jerry's fer ice-cream treat!
yay!

ate banana split
wif PHISH FOOD, MUDSLIP and my fav CHOCOLATE CHIP COKKIE DOUGH!
wonderful treat it was..
haha..

then went dwn to woodlands to meet the pighead lorh..
after dat then went hme ler
cos sumbodi nid to go bugis marhs..
=P

i wan my coookie dough again!
PHISH FOOD was nice too!

i wan the NUM's sandals!
black and green derh..
hehex..
shall get it sum tyme ater exams..
=)))

Tragus pireced? Checked

lalala~
duno wad i was worrying about..

it din hurt
AT ALL

one down
two more to go
yay!

i'm bcuming more lian-ish
=X

even shawn saes dat i'm lian..
=.-"

sian larhs..

i've found sumone who appreciates cartoons like.

KEAT

wahahs..
he's watching Danny Phantom

yay!
he's the onli person who doesnt tink dat cartoons are dumb

wahahs..

cartoons rocks!

KISSY IS HEALTHY DANCE veri nice oso
the ger gers so cute!
i especially like the pink one..
so cute!