呼吸着一种孤独的味道
心跳在你沉默以后慢慢的被淡忘掉
我笑了笑反正你看不到
我要的幸福
遗落在你怀抱
当爱失了焦
那些最初的美好
早被你搁在一角
街上拥挤人潮
走着看着都是摧眠符号
记忆停不了
穿过读你的心跳
穿过想你的味道
我只想不被打扰
假装多好我只要
只想要再拥有一秒
去相信你的拥抱
一直会让我依靠
继续等待
还心甘情愿的不想逃

当爱失了焦
那些最初的美好
早被你搁在一角
街上拥挤人潮
走着看着都是摧眠符号
记忆停不了
穿过读你的心跳
穿过想你的味道
我只想不被打扰
假装多好我只要
只想要再拥有一秒
去相信你的拥抱
一直会让我依靠
继续等待
心甘情愿不想逃
假装多好依然是
依然是暧昧的tone调
一个人无理取闹
两人世界的煎熬
我被自己困在自己设下的圈套
像是驼鸟
相信时间是唯一解药
视而不见
傻到了无可救药
其实早明了
你的爱已随风飘
想要找
再也找不到
假装多好我只要
只想要再拥有一秒
去相信你的拥抱
还心甘情愿的不想逃
假装多好依然是
依然是暧昧的tone调
一个人无理取闹
两人世界的煎熬
我被自己困在自己设下的圈套
假装自己
已解开冰冷的手铐

me, yanyi, weiyi and yeting did sumthing veri stupid todae..

we "fought" at the metal staircase todae..
yea right.
yanyi and yeting kena.
lols

i plaed the bad ah-lian twice.
too fake liao

then we got one indian teacher to teach us how to fight..
tmr at then third floor metal staircase, 5pm
wahaha..

i reali gonna learn frm him loh..
(=

reali darn farnie loh the video..

i mish everione
i mish him
i mish u
i mish them
i mish we

*chengjin
*benjamin
*viictoriia
*yanyi
*weiyi
*jacqueline
*zihao
*aaron
*condrey
*kunxian
*cassie
*samantha

i specially miss lixin..

LIXIN!
pls pls pls pls, try to convince ur daddie to let u out again.

i noe it's difficult.
but u'll haf to try..
i'm nt on veri gud terms wif my folks at hme either..
and it's all bcos of sum stupid stuff like going to skate or cuming hme late.

tink of it hard!
u're alwaes so spoilt.
i noe wad u'll tell me.
u'll sae dat u've tried ur veri best to accomodate wif them
ask urself, is wad u're doing nw is enough?
i'm oso trying to accomodate wif them ler.
it's terribly unbearable, i noe..

they are willing to do anithing fer u..
wadeva it is dat u wan, u get it.
wadeva dat u don like, it's out of ur sight.
compare my situation wif urs.
whose the one betta off?

u're alwaes complaining dat they are trying to 'buy' u wif money..
issit true?
when they refuse to gif u money and wad did u do?
who is the one who force them to resort to such measures?

ur farking rm is damn big and u haf everithang dat anione would wish fer.
ur rm is so packed wif things dat u bought and don even nid it.

i reali share the ache of having a daughter like u.
it's a real shame.

u're a smart and gorgeous chick
why are u doing such a thing to urself..

u CAN break free frm wadeva situation u're in nw
believe in me
i'll try my best to convince uncle terrie
but u muz oso promise me nt to do such a thing again
i lurve u
and it's fer ur own gud.
if u choose to continue to walk on the path u're on nw,
i'm veri sorriex but i haf o tell u dat we're definately going fer two different destinations

the paths tht we are both taking nw is different.
like the subway link, we may meet on the wae while travelling to our destination
but fer one thing, i can confirm is dat
there's no two different subway links dat goes to the same final destination.
we'll be seperated.
and it's a thing dat i won even dream of..
i hope dat goes the sme fer u..

dat's all i wanna preach about.
tink bout it
get ur filthy mind right..
get ur piorities right before toking to me again

i promise i'll get uncle terrie to remove the alarm thing.
but i can promise u that he cant pretent dat none of dis happened at all.

My ChengJin

i jus finished conversationing wif my deearest cj..
lols.

i shall gif u a sneek peek at our conversation..
haha
enjoy bahz~!

Tan.Josephiine_ thanks fer being there wif me all nite says:
wad's wif the melon thing sia

__-|-Cj-|-__ ßLåCk kInGd0m says:
my friend send me de

__-|-Cj-|-__ ßLåCk kInGd0m says:
lol

Tan.Josephiine_ thanks fer being there wif me all nite says:
wan to tempt me onli.

__-|-Cj-|-__ ßLåCk kInGd0m says:
i call my friend onion,cause her head look like onion

__-|-Cj-|-__ ßLåCk kInGd0m says:
den she call me melon

__-|-Cj-|-__ ßLåCk kInGd0m says:
den send me tis

__-|-Cj-|-__ ßLåCk kInGd0m says:
haha

__-|-Cj-|-__ ßLåCk kInGd0m says:
looks nice......

__-|-Cj-|-__ ßLåCk kInGd0m says:
lol

Tan.Josephiine_ thanks fer being there wif me all nite says:
GTH

__-|-Cj-|-__ ßLåCk kInGd0m says:
i send her onion de pic also...

__-|-Cj-|-__ ßLåCk kInGd0m says:
hahaha

Tan.Josephiine_ thanks fer being there wif me all nite says:
wah~ it's a SHE lei

__-|-Cj-|-__ ßLåCk kInGd0m says:
ya.

__-|-Cj-|-__ ßLåCk kInGd0m says:
lol

__-|-Cj-|-__ ßLåCk kInGd0m says:
small ger lai de la

Tan.Josephiine_ thanks fer being there wif me all nite says:
lols

Tan.Josephiine_ thanks fer being there wif me all nite says:
i onli sae it's a ger wad.

Tan.Josephiine_ thanks fer being there wif me all nite says:
u so jing zhang fer wad

Tan.Josephiine_ thanks fer being there wif me all nite says:
lols..

__-|-Cj-|-__ ßLåCk kInGd0m says:
am i

__-|-Cj-|-__ ßLåCk kInGd0m says:
?

Tan.Josephiine_ thanks fer being there wif me all nite says:
u xin ku finish ler mah..

Tan.Josephiine_ thanks fer being there wif me all nite says:
yes.. u are

__-|-Cj-|-__ ßLåCk kInGd0m says:
tat ger onli sec 2 lei..my sch de..dun think too much...

__-|-Cj-|-__ ßLåCk kInGd0m says:
me.yes

__-|-Cj-|-__ ßLåCk kInGd0m says:
still buay tahan

__-|-Cj-|-__ ßLåCk kInGd0m says:
haha

Tan.Josephiine_ thanks fer being there wif me all nite says:
go go go.. go man man buay tahan

Tan.Josephiine_ thanks fer being there wif me all nite says:
go xin ku

Tan.Josephiine_ thanks fer being there wif me all nite says:
lols.. u lao shao xian yi issit

__-|-Cj-|-__ ßLåCk kInGd0m says:
ok

Tan.Josephiine_ thanks fer being there wif me all nite says:
da xiao tong chi

Tan.Josephiine_ thanks fer being there wif me all nite says:
u xiao qi gui

Tan.Josephiine_ thanks fer being there wif me all nite says:
=P

__-|-Cj-|-__ ßLåCk kInGd0m says:
lol

__-|-Cj-|-__ ßLåCk kInGd0m says:
wat....

__-|-Cj-|-__ ßLåCk kInGd0m says:
y cannot they come to me....

__-|-Cj-|-__ ßLåCk kInGd0m says:
y must it be i go to them de

__-|-Cj-|-__ ßLåCk kInGd0m says:
lol

Tan.Josephiine_ thanks fer being there wif me all nite says:
lol

Tan.Josephiine_ thanks fer being there wif me all nite says:
i nvr sae is u go to them de wad.

Tan.Josephiine_ thanks fer being there wif me all nite says:
muz read properly.

__-|-Cj-|-__ ßLåCk kInGd0m says:
han na han na

__-|-Cj-|-__ ßLåCk kInGd0m says:
haha

__-|-Cj-|-__ ßLåCk kInGd0m says:
bye

__-|-Cj-|-__ ßLåCk kInGd0m says:
i really g2g

__-|-Cj-|-__ ßLåCk kInGd0m says:
lol

__-|-Cj-|-__ ßLåCk kInGd0m says:
take care

our conversation alwaes don last fer long.
i dunno why.
veri suay de loh..

so everityme we tok is veri precious de.
muz zhen xi
especially dat nw i cant use the com dat often ler..

i'm veri tiong xim one.

chengjin chengjin chengjin and onli chengjin
muuuuaaaackz

wen to the rink todae.
chey~
tot can see him de.
but ta jin tian mei you lai..
*sad sad*

joan came todae again.
cos the stupid con-man joseph ask her to cum dwn to tke skates.
wtf
but joseph din even cum at all loh.
liar!
it's nt onli the first tyme leii.
last sat, last last sat, last last last sat oso.
he ta ma de si beh guo fen loh.
orh-bi nw the shop close liao..
see he nw can kpkb nt mah..

aaron, akira, daffy, daniel, yulin, mei yan, hazel, jeffery, victor, siao siao, uncle neo, uncle b, dewen, kelvin, bryan, karen, eugene, jackson, ivan, uncle patrick and desmond
tink dat's all the sk8ters who went dwn bah..
condrey wen dwn oso.
but nvr skate..
he's sick lar
poor thang

lols
victor's blade spilt.
wahahas.

me, yanyi and alfreda cried at the rink.
lost~
bcos of one stupid vball.
-_-"

alfreda and sookai tried to stop me frm going hme..
alfreda kept clinging onto me asking me to stay.
luckily sookai cannot.. if nt i sure die de.
i mangage to get out of enter liao.
but the drag me back again.
it took me about 15 mins to get out of there loh.

tmd.
they reali DRAG me back to th rink loh.
phsically drag.
i'm nt kidding.
my plaster cam off..
wtf

i was crying when i left the rink la.
and they were there trying to drag me back.
gwad..
wad the hell ws i doing in a public place?

okiie. i missed speedskating..
fuck.
big fuck

i wanna see jackson and siao siao speed!

aaron and daniel haf to leave earli cos they going to victoria concert hall to watch sum concert.
lols.
but daniel went hme to bathe.
and left aaron at enter to rot.

when me and yanyi walking to interchange, we saw aaron sitting at the flight of stair near the taxi-stand
so pei him sit there oso.
then walk to the mee-siam there cos aaron wanna buy bao to eat.
=b

so ciao, saw my parents wif my sister walking to enter to eat.
but they din see me.
duh~ cos i quickly hide at the newspaper stand.
lols.
then the uncle tot i playing hide-and-seek.
wtf!

while waiting fer 51, saw benjamin.
he jus came back frm town..
shuai sia.
lols.

i took the same bus as him.
lols
we alighted at the same stop.
duh~

guess wad? i took the bus at 6.50 and reached hme at 8..
lols.
those who noe how long 51 get to my house should find it weird bah.

hahas

cos benjamin and me tok crap at the void deck fer veri long tyme mah.
lols.
reali got alot of things to tok loh.
the shirt he bouhgt frm STUSSY was 69.90 lar.
lols.
cos i kpo go tke his bag and see the reciept..
=P

he wore my adidas watch.
he sae veri orh-biang.
tmd..
but wad he meant was dat the watch veri common.
wad to do?
the watch oso nt i buy one.
=P
i'm so lucky to haf pple buying things fer me.
lols

when i said i haf to go hme ler then he gave me a lanyard he bought todae.
lols
he sae to add to my collection of lanyards..
-.-"
nvm.. i can use it to put my ez-link card.
maybe my phone oso.

yeah!
i buying phone
Sony Ericsson K750i
but is second-hand de.
no choice.
i'm too poor liao..

anione wanna sponsor me phone?!
lols.
like anione wan to.

i don care..
i haf to buy a phone..
it's veri veri bu fang bian fer pple like who do big business de lor.
tmd, i hate the woman.
farking woman.

Condrey:
tke kaiire wor.
muz get well soon..
(=

Benjamin:
thnkiex fer the lanyard.
but i still wan my HELLO PANDA.
don forget wad u promise ar.
and yes, yes, yes, i will keep my promise too..

Chengjin:
er-hem..
where's my chocolates?

Alfreda-mei:
muz tke kaiire of ur injuries hor..
don stress ur bodi out.

Weiyi:
faster cum back frm ur camp leii..

Yanyi and Viictoriia:
i lurve u both..
darling and laopo fereva.
*muacks*

wen to the rink todae by myself.
as in walk there frm interchange to the rink loh.

why the interchange?
cos victoria go tke mrt go hme.
-.-"

nvm, at least i reached the rink ler weiyi dere..
lols

she sat got to decomposed liao.
(cos rot fer too long liao..)
bwahahahahahahahas.
when she saw me, she ma shang enthu liao loh.
lols.

den i sat sat fer awhile.
but i kept complaining dat i'm hungry.
weiyi oso haven eat.
condrey oso haven eat.
aaron oso haven eat.
desmond oso haven eat.

when we(weiyi and me) going to tke lift go dwnstairs eat then condrey ask us eat ler mah.
of cos sae haven eat lar.
then he go dwn eat.
we took lift dwn loh..

desmond stand behind me
weiyi stand infront of me
aaron stand beside me
condrey stand beside weiyi

when i entered the lift, i haf dis feeling dat sumthing's nt rt.
VERI nt rt.
then i turned behind.
i realised desmond has grown tall so dramatically dat it's too absurd..
i looked dwn,
guess wad he was wearing?
HOCKEY BOOTS + BLADE PROTECTORS
no wonder he's so tall..
hahas

we went to mac first.
dunno fer wad..
then aaron, weiyi and me when up kopitiam to find place first.
walao.. todae suay until lao sai loh.
go kopitiam oso see jestyn, justin and derrick..
wtf.
three guai lan kia..

eh, even desmond oso sae they guai lan loh.
when they din even tok to desmond at all lar
cannot blame me leii.. they reali veri guai lan wad..
knn.
especially the fat arse, justin loh.
tmd.

he tink he can skate veri well loh.
i'm nt bragging or wadsoeva but i seriously tink dat he cannot skate loh.
even he can skate well..
he would still be wearing rentals.

the most laughable part is dat he even said dat our blades are too bunt.
the blades muz be thin like a met ruler..

lols!!!!!

don u tink dat's veri funnie?
c'mon..
if u got the CS (common sense), and the brains to think,
if the blade is as thin as a ruler, can it support ur weight?
oh! i forgot! justin doesnt haf brain nor CS
i'm so so so so sorriex justin.
i totally left out the part where u're dumb.
OMG~
hey, i'm sorriex about mocking at Intellectually Disabled..
SORRY

justin, even if u don study scince or haf CS at all.
there's dis thing called experiment.
fer ur size and weight.. erm, if u can even skate wif a blade as thin as a ruler, anione else can..
i'm saeing EVERIONE else can. INCLUDING AKIRA..

tmd.
the arcade pple oso veri guai lan.
got pple wear 0.5 uniform in oso can loh.
why i cannot?
tmd.
wanna kay gao wif me sae lar..
i wore conrey's jacket ler loh.
oso cannot

then i go toilet tke off skirt and wear FBT oso cannot.
tmd.. wad she wan sia.
hello, if u've got ur facts rt, white shoe and white socks is onli 1/3 uniform nia loh.
it's less than half.
knn.
asked victoria to bring shirt fer me.
while waiting fer her, we went up to rink..

lols.
fer the first tyme, i tot i was gonna be suay-ed fer 10 yrs, i toked to shuan..
cos i wanna plae wif ice..
cos shuan lao jiao, wadeva break oso can make mah. then can do alot of ice.
then got 2 extra suddenly chap in wanna plae wif ice oso..
-.-"

then shuan machiam gen us veri shuo liao loh..
kept aiming ice at us.
but i kena the most..
cos i went up to tke tapz frm aaron..
while tking the card frm his butt, i kena one SUPER BIG one on my ponytail.
-________-"
i go scold shuan..
lols
den he wanna bao chuo, make more ice.
then i run to the figure skate area so he cannot throw..
*bleahz*
then i forgot to ask condrey dwn.
walk back to shop again.
i stood outside mah, cos they clearing liao..
then i kena frm shuan again..
on my leg. some even went into my shoes la.
tmd

plaed para para paradise lar.
lols.
reali cannot see dat aaron and condrey could plae loh.
walao..
expert mode summore.. kisiao
to me, victoria alreadi veri pro ler.
aaron even BT.
victoria 90+% nia.
aaron 100% lorh.
wtf.
li hai li hai!
i noe i'm betta than calvin.
cos da tyme he first stage oso nvr pass loh.
wahahas
=P

after credits finished ler we went up to plae photohunt.
den victoria went hme.
left me and weiyi plae..
den shuan kept aimming at her.
haha.. suay siao sia

then aaron came eating sum fried stuff..
den son wanna share.
selfish sia.

den dunno wad he sae then i pointed him middle finger..
lols.
den he oso pointed me.
oso dunno wad happened then he hook his finger to mine..
-_______-"
*eeeer..*

den he led me to the rink wif my finger hooked tightly to his showing everione else.
i tried to break free la. (duh~ of cos lar) but aaron's finger is nt my match..
bo bian lorh.
haf to go pei he him plae plae..
i reali tink i wad kisiao at dat tyme.
first i toked to person i used to hate, then nw i'm actually trying to peihe sum kisiao kia act steads.
*zai tian nan qian kua kuang.. roars!*
he machiam hook until veri song la.
kept hooking thn let go.. hook liao then let go again.
tmd.
if he's gonna plae dat again tmr i'll slap him!

lols..
imagining him liddat -> Xp, on the floor reali makes me laugh my arse out larh!
hahas!

so suay sia.
my head was almost blown out..
got 4 tymes of serious blows.
3 on head, one on my jaw.

first tyme me and yanyi playing
then i throw ice at her..
but my intentional target was weiyi de.
but when i was going to throw liao then she look up mah..
then i throw at yanyi loh..
cos she was the onlin one facing her back at me mah.
PLUS nobodi else told her dat i've got ice.
=P
then she wanna bao chuo then hit my head loh.
suay siao, i was standing near the window mah
then kena the window.
kaos, i kena liao she still haven put her hand away then i kena 'double combo'
*ouchiie*

the third and fourth tyme was at the machine.
tmd
dunno wad weiyi sae then i look over to our seat..
then she turn and bump her head to my head
and my jaws hit the machine..
wtf..
damn pain loh.

my head got di zhen lar.

but shawn was so nice..
he actually "looked after" me while yanyi and weiyi went dwn to buy drinks.
yea..
he crawled up the the window and asked wad happened to me..
cos i could walk..
and he wanted to ask wad happen..
nice guy =O

plaed our version of "truth or dare" again. lols
i kena the first round wif shawn..
i handed him my straw heart i made then i told him i like him..
lols
he machiam tke it fer real loh.
cos his eyes were nt normal at all..
he kept looking out and he told steven about it.
knn..

nxt round was yanyi wif an yong..
lols.
then weiyi wif steven..

at least their zhang de xiang ren loh.
mine shawn leii.
bu ren bu gui..
lols
at least i tink his botak head nicer than his luohan hair loh.
to make comparison, shawn actually look so much betta.
i tink it's bcos his hat caught more attention than his lips nw..
lols.
he look veri cute wif botak hair. lols
but he smokes..
=\