can u believe it? today's thursday! in other words, tmr would be the last working day of the week. time is really zooming past while i'm all stressed out, pouting in front of the com, frowning at my sheets of document ):

my job scope changed like hell inside out. there's no deadline to whatsoever that is thrown to me. and i obviously can't go back to jenny or kelvin or help. it's no longer like life at BC ): it's quiet and boring up at Finance, and i really hav eot slog my day in and out. but yeah. once i get my work done, the sense of satisfication shi wu ke xian liang :D

Credit Limit, Credit Exposure, Sum of Overdue. that is all in my mind now.
ROARS.

Edited September Schedule:

Aug 29: company's getai!!
Sep 04: PAYDAY!
Sep 05: jolyn's bday
Sep 06: peiwan's bday party
Sep 12: caroline rousselle's farewell BBQ
Sep 15: sister's bday
Sep 18: aunt's bday
Sep 27: QY's bday

gladys gave me this,


and it turned out to be this,














i told u they are my sweeets at work ler bah! (:(:



Labels: working life has made my caffeine cravings come back again.

Disclaimer: The following post has no ill intentions or whatsoever to discriminate or insult. Reading at your own risk.

i'm gradually drifting away.

i don't click with my usual cliques anymore. i'm trying to cook up some topic to talk abt when i obviously see no point in. it's like trying to be someone else, trying hard to accomodate. it's hard and sickening.
u get it? no, u don't.

when i'm upset, i turn to my colleagues. they advise me, console me, they let me see the light in their reasoning. they tell me wad's the best for me. sometimes i even doubt whether u know me better than they do.

after all those years of friendship, it's not even comparable to 4bucks. yes, SGD FOUR BUCKS.

i'm pissed cos i can't get to say wad i want to say, do wad i want to do.
sooner or later, i'll go crazy bottling everything inside.

& cheeeeesepie. i dread being here nor there. i love my friends. but i know i can't have both worlds at the same time ):

i'm working like a mad woman. i dunno how can some pple jus leave their stress behind right after working hrs. sadly, i'm one of those who can't ): and i'm worried sick abt it.
I'm now known as xiao li in Finance. thanks to xiao yuan, i tink ay did had hella laugh when he heard abt that 'ruler ghost' thing .__________." i feel like killing xiao yuan

sadness aside. i ought to do something abt my hair. gosh. it's drier than dried grass. cutting it off, i tink i can scrub off stubborn stains frm my plates please :\ the organic shampoo sucks. dove works for me better.

Labels: 我都相信会永恒. 后来, 我们就连招呼都有一点陌生. 一个人, 我重新适应一切不方便.

firstly, i'm particularly annoyed by this.


wad is that suppose to mean. i know wad i'm doing, okay, mayb sometimes i don't but that's not the point. i dunno whenthehell he said that, presuming not long ago. i have no donkeyhole idea wad am i typing abt now. annoyed annoyed. that's wad i'm feeling now. ANNOYED!

ZOMFG. i jus feel so moody and stressed out these days. and goddammmybeautifulass, i have rush my work again, which means OT ): shucks, there goes another few more hours of that percious pillow therapy. work is makingme go bonkers.

i love jeannette and leroy, lixin and jerome, melvin :D lovelies, u made my weary night a big hooha.

P/S: presuming i'm still living two months back, i'm definately a happy girl. i'm always hoping for good things to happen on me. apparently, it doesn't.


Labels: stop asking me abt the stud thing la. if it's there, it's there. if it's not, it's a goner.

my lovely lovely shuhui got out frm her place to JP with me for my Coffee Bean craving! (: awww. how sweet right. and finally, i got myself a large Pure Chocolate :D fattening and killa for my still-soring-throat. hehehe. but i couldn't care less.

i thought i could concentrate getting some work done outside the office. but it seems to me that CB was kinda noisy that afternoon. and we're so busy chatting away, therefore, we got kinda distracted. i got to do some shopping anw, so it's fine (:

did i say i brought my work out? i guess i kept it away, PC is distracting leh!


i tink i can call this week a super fruitful one. i love being busily occupied with my lovelies.

i pooled, billarded, Coffee Bean-ed over the weekends! (: and how great is that to have my wonderful gf and shuhui with me.
Love you long time!

tongue stud, no more!



it jus so happens to occur to me that i'm actually the one at fault. it's a the working life that has changed me into wad i am today, may it be for the better or worse. whatever that has happened, blame it on urself xiaomei.
i want to scream like ABCDEFGHIJKLmnopqrstuvwxyz and slap myself for being so self-centered.
i've nvr realised it's importance until it was all gone for good. and it's never gonna come back ):


well, i got another shock of my life please. i thought i might jus puke my dinner out on mengwee right on the instant.
myohmy, why did it even happen. alamak!
anw, i've said wad i wanted to say. i'm forcing u to put it into practice. so yah.. whatever i'm crapping is like farting. BOOOO~

Labels: You said no star was out of reach

bused dwn to msq for dinner. yup, msq again. wanted Waraku, but the queue was super long la. so ate Billy Bomber's. unsatisfying for me though. cos i was like craving for noodle and pasta kind of dish. and their Seafood Paradise was Seafood Hell for me :\

girlfriend's Ole Fish n' Fries, which is the best of all.


xiao dan's Betty's Roast Chicken


my most disgusting Seafood Hell


the bus trip home was super upsetting. i was the only one on the top deck sitting alone leh! ): dammit. and that uber annoying mp3 have to start playing 萧亚轩's 两个人的寂寞. BAAHHH!

会难过是肯定的
失去爱情的痛彻
我懂得 是因为认真才如此难割舍
你给过的好 我会一直记着
笑过哭过 我都曾经很快乐
你走后孤单不算什么
两个人我们曾更寂寞
爱情在时间里遗失了
我不想再僵持着
告别了两个人的寂寞
天空很灰却比较辽阔
不必再拥抱时感觉忐忑
失去后比拥有踏实了

感觉自由了

该忘的 我忘了 回忆是好的
该记的 我记得 爱过就算值得
明天是自己的 我会更快乐
得到的 失去了 扯平了

Friday August 15: met up with shuhui though it was kinda last min. hahaha. i love u sweetie (: although u got all patriotic, going gaga over that semi-SG-ping pong-team that will nvr win.

old habits really die hard. i got a new book frm Times, Invisible Trade II: Secret lives and sexual intrigue in Singapore a lah sap one indeed alot of pple would say. haha. in fact, i highly recommend this book. for pple who are willingly to spend their money on local authors on a topic that u won't get to discuss with much pple ard in public (there's a 20% to it though).
it really enlighten me alot. not in the sexuality part, but on the different lives and dark secret trades amongst themselves, be it male/female social escorts, nightclub mamasans, diehard sex tourist.
it's subjective, depending on how u see the book la. but overall, i give the book a fat thumbs-up (: and is there any kind soul out there, buy the first series for me?

my current midnight addiction. hur hur.


shopped abt msq. bought shuhui's notebk frm MUJI. haha. was being introduced Cod Fish and Cheese snack. kinda ex for a tiny small pack la. but worthwhile once in a blue moon treat for cheesey fans like me :D

roamed to raffle place in search for Coffee Bean ): ended up at Toast Box instead. i know, i'm killing both of our throats but i don't care. i jus want to know whether it's my ba ji that clashes with ToastBox that i'm always losing my phone there or i'm jus that careless.

my hated ToastBox Laksa :\


this time, i left WITH my phone. it's with me alright :D
moral: my ba ji doesn't at all clash with ToastBox! yays! now i know it's jus me being a scatterbrain ):