My Sky Came Falling Over Me

戴佩妮 - 水中央

明明知道不可能
还硬硬要把我留住
明明知道死了心
还一再对爱的贪图

说好让我飞
却又把我困住
你占有不代表你拥有全部
说好要结束
却一再的反复
能不能就到此为止各走各的路

爱飘向水中央
恣意的游荡
风若没有方向
就不要阻挡它的去向
我飘向水中央
自由的游荡
你若没有方向
就不要控制我的去向

it's vincent's last day. and instead of going dwn to take a photo with him, i sneak dwn and snap a photo with my beautiful gladys.

damn awfully chio right right right. i know!



heck.

wad a wonderful time to bump into him at this very crucial time of my fucking miserable life.

BOOOO. and i hate it.

nxt week, whoooho! week with baobei :D :D happy la!


and did i mention this stupid smelly said something abt 黄金路 inside de 金凤 and me look alike? except she's more teh and has less figure lo. kaos. i think the optometrist ben always go is like lagging? something is seriously spoilt with his specs. heh. the teh part, i seriously agree leh. like hell! won't wanna talk like her lo. teh has nvr been my forte and i cannot stand hearing myself sound like that more than like 5mins? :\ well, my mum can tell u that for sure.

For Christ Calling Curse Sake

Disclaimer: i solemnly beg for ur most magnanimous forgiveness for this post is full of fucking rubbish chor wye and heck, i'm fucking dulan

ytd was the grand final for F1 but i still went out again after coming back frm queensway :\ dunno wad's wrong with me these days. whatever i want to do, i can't do and i don't have the heart and soul for it. tsktsk.

once yet again, i bought something frm EXAMPLE again. and Club Marc Express was a total disappointment ): i saw that wedges at Charles and Keith and it was like having a 50% discount for it! sad but fortunately, they didn't have my size. phew. escaped frm another sinful spending.

got my superb strawberry milk for myself and avocado for mummy, bused hme.

bestie, and a total fugly me.



girlfriend spotted this while going up for K.

Ms Gladys leh!


she damn kns right, married without telling me. tamade. and who the hell is Denny Takin lor!

ended up playing pool, eating kfc. sinful sunday D:


i don't wanna explain my super monday blues now.
fuck that stupid jenny's shit.


i'm saving earthy humane mankind on this fucking soul-driving world.
i think that's the most fucking corny thing ever.


P/S: in case u're wondering who the fucking hell is chin jia swee, it's 本大小姐我啦. i oso dunno why the stupid earthing hell that josiah siah go and create such bimbo person. kaos. i think it suits me bah. fucking fated.

Fan-ta-bu-lous F1 weekend

played squash with lixin and melvin in the morning. that's one bad thing that they are staying over ): tired and shag frm ytd night's outing, totally.

hohoho. i had an enjoyous night 'tho some dulan unpleasant 前奏 blah blah. tcc was great. jus that the food and drinks i chose wasn't as nice as i thought it would be.

i seriously hate myself for not buying that damn F1 tix leh! i think the whole race will turn out damn damn damn nice lor!
cos u know wad? i was at the trial run ytd leh! yah la. i was there la, but not really there oso. like not really there la, but i was there to see lor. haiya, u dunno one la! see them zooooom past is so thrilling. and the 'vrooooom' sound of it, forms goosebumps on my neck! (:(: exciting lor!

后悔到要命
*pounds chest hard hard*

bo hoh lim de Oreo with tiny chunks of tangerine inside. yuck!


but die oso have to finish. cannot liao lui

My Wet Pillows at Night

过了那么久,我果然还是放不下以前
总以为没有他我的日子一定很好过,
但如今才发现原来我一直都没潇萧洒洒地从他的记忆里离去.
好无耐啊!这种无助的感觉他晓得吗?
哇靠!他知道才怪!
竟然摆脱不了从前发生过的点点低低,我只好随它而去咯.


i spend most of the time thinking abt every argument we'd had, then i'll wish i could jus take back every horrible word i ever said. why did i ever act so selfishly, going out with frens instead of spending more time with him. i chastise myself for wlking away frm him when i shld have hugged him so tight, and when i held grudges for days instead of forgiving him.

i'm gruadually falling into days of dark depression but when i fianally build up the strength and courage to be positive and to snap out of it for another few days, the stupid tiniest and simplest thing would trigger my tears again.

i know it's a tiring process to pass time until i waited for something else. but there's nth much i can do abt it now

):

I''m a Superwoman yet not.

quoted frm jolene, Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder

whatever it is, or whoever she is, whoever they are, i think the girl is super FOF-U-LAR than the popular bookstore. HAHAHAHA. fof-u-luh leh

work today ain't that taxing la. partially cos jenny's part, i've completed and she's no longer breathing on my neck. but no! i'm still not leaving the office early. it's not that i wanna make up for the no pay leaves i've taken this month leh. i'm really very very busy. and it is going to make me age pretty soon aye.

mayb i'm wrong la. jenny jus asked me whether or not i need a lift frm her :\ which surprised me pretty much leh. mayb she's not a monster by night time lor.

我的心情真的跌到谷底. my mood now sucks ): but wad the heck la. i'm going out tmr! (: whooopie! tcc. omg, u hear that? tcc leh. no big deal i know. but i jus so like chilling out over some coffee with my lovelies (: love them big deal all time.

i hate it when my stomach makes funny noises. it's like the rumbling sound when i'm hungry. but it's much louder than that. and i've jus taken my dinner. so fcuk lor. embarrassing sia

Label: 我知道我的心以容纳不下任何一个人了. i've tried to. but it's not as easy as it seem. i've climbed high, fell bad.