sitting at the beach, watching the sun go down
quietly i fell aslp and onli woke when the stars came out
i turned around and saw u smile
it reali maeks my dae go round
the moon was gleamming and the stars twinkling
would tyme jus stop?
promising myself nvr to let u go until the stars drop dwn
u were everything and anithing dat i eva nid
all those tymes we had before
was still clear and fresh in my mind
it was just as though i've jus met u ytd
and everithing seems alrite
the breeze blowing gently into my face
and the saewater tasting so sweet
no use hoping dat tyme would stop as we all know it nvr would
we shall jus stop here as i noe we would then haf more to go
be practical and forget about "Everlasting Love"
i noe dat would nvr cum true
all i noe is that i haf u nw
from 170806 til now, mani things has happened
before 170806, i noe it was the best moments
having u in my life was the greatest gift that god eva gave to me
u showed me worlds that i've nvr been to
and things dat i nvr noe of
until then, i could still sae I LOVE YOU
but eva since you've got ur wae, u begin to change
u're no longer the person whom i used to noe
who was so sweet and caring
was i blind os was my expectations too high?
i kept asking myself and the people around
they told me i was brooding over it too much
and i guess wad they said were true
until then, everithing changed

150906, it was suppose to be a memorable dae
but it turned out like hell
god noes wad the hell was going through my mind
when i stayed on the other dae
i should haf left, i should be gone
mayb onli then it would only be me
i would only be the one who will see the tears i've cried
pple round me was crowding around and onli angry voices were heard
it ws no one to be blamed fer things to turn out dis wae
mani voiced their concerns and phoned to ensure that i was alrite
how can they imagine the pain dat i'm going through at dat tyme
no one would
i felt betrayed, used and then being ditched
like a doll or so
onli god noes why i've fallend fer u
things that i've chose to turned a blind eye on
came popping as though they are mocking at me
i've missed the tyme of my life that was glittering in front of me
and i choose to follow u
gosh~ how dumb can i be?
all dat i;ve got back was pain and things dat i dont eva want to hear
thanks to u for letting me noe that i've reali fallen fer u
for the past few weeks, sorow and emptiness filled my heart
the onli one i choose to turn to gave me courage
thanks to him, i've nw pulled through
walking my way out of misery
he gave me strength and pulled me on
made me realised that the world still goes on
until nw, i've realised that i;ve nvr reamt that losing u was so painful
i don tink u even cared no to mention any pain
and those lies that u've said seemed so stupid to me
dangling in the mid air pondering out loud
why do i still tink of u?
it seemd stupid but i tink i still love u

thanks fer all the pain u've caused