Thursday, August 2

i'm totally sick and tired of this stupid life i'm living
day in day out i do nth, no accomplishments, no nothing.
sighs

diaoed JEC, jeffrey jio-ed me dwn. no one there to accompany darlene. tsk tsk tsk, poor thang
ahgua kelvin, kelvin chua, darlene, jeffrey, YS, leo, weixiang*pineapple rice and binghong skating
woo yeah, there's still derek and qianhui
and sum other couple of inline skaters too bah.
derek bought new skates ler worh.
EASTERN SYNERGY 500
luckily nvr skate, or i'll be bored to death too..
hahs

ahgua kelvin's super nice to me
hahas
he's nt the kind of high-fly poser who doesnt clique wif noobs
yeah.
funny kind of guy.
veri different frm the last image of him. hahs
fine, shall label him as nice kelvin frm nw on. =P

kelvin*nice soooo cute.. ahahas
at first he din believe weixiang had BO, all the while he tot we were jus trying to be mean and i was making a SUPER big fuss all about it.
heys, we aint no meanie alright, it's jus the fact. he STINKS
don u jus agree wif me?
and in the end, kelvin started to avoid weixiang
hahas, doing all sorts of stupid things jus to make sure dat he doesnt cum aniwhere nearer den required.
duno wad we were toking abt, crap crap crap and weixiang bcame kelvin chua's pet OYSTER!
rawrs, darn funny.
laughing our arses out

after skating breastfren and eric came dwn find me go study along wid may and her beloved zhiwu.
cos nice kelvin said wana go eat Heeren Wanton mee, so met zhe there
the kolo mee nt bad worh.
zhe's treat. (:
it jus nt spicy, otherwise, PERFECT HEAVEN!
*slurps*
craving for more, all papa's fault

nice kelvin's such a fake..
SSR pro okie. after nt playing it for like 3yrs?
DO IT ALL NIGHT is like erm, chicky nuggets.
nt to even mention, BUTTERFLY is one of his favourite.
argh. he din even held onto the bar throughout can
his hands were like neatly stuffed in his pockets?
SWWWWEEEEETT!
nt to mention, a Billard pro.
2:1, he won joseph
papa and i was like stunned when one of his cueball did a superb curvy turn avoiding then pocket
oh my tian.. it's soooo so nicely hit

guess wad?
he actually went hme to add me on friendster how nice of him right?
awwww..
leaving a msg asking if i wanna l coffee wif him
as if...
zhe, nice kelvin, may heading dwn to ZOUK after zhe gone hme to change
he wanted to treat mac derh, but i refused
bi jing don even noe him dat well, and i'm gonna tke their cabbie hme ltr on.
ahahas
plus, was feeling too emo to even touch anithing, nt saying drink
dwn, dwn, dwn. dat's how i felt
after msc jiu went hme ler lorh
and here i am, couching on my bed, lazing round


u don even care for me at all
quit saying dat u're gonna make it up, forget it
i'll jus carry on pretending dat it's jus fine by me
it's not gonna make anithing up cause it's jus simply too late for anithing
i've tried but it's getting to nowhere instead, for the worse
zhe couldnt find anithing nice to say to cover it up for u,
even kelvin said i'm no difference to without having a bf..
as a matter of fact, i tink so too.
i'm actually spending more time wif other guys than my beloved bf,
don u even find it amusing?
i might even fall for him, resisting to do so, but ur actions are forcing me to do so.
u leave me wif no other choice
i'm told no to gif it up too soon, i'm trying to; cant u bloody see?