Thursday, October 4


kissy kissy yanni's gui gui (:


i was tinking of him, *sobs


went Cafe Del Mar wif kunxian, colin, steven, and weiren.
drank abit
):
played truth or dare.
sighs, unluckily me
tsk
only when he's around, i can relax myself completely
weeehees.
(:

finally saw xiao xiong in real person,
at dam of cos
dis time without ben or the rest
jus me, serene, darryl, weiting and jovan
xP
stupid b itch, it's jus a R1
don haf to smirk ur face around
there's nth to be proud of.
plus, ur driver cant drive, in fact he's much worse than sam
he sarks!
u jus should be gratefull dat u survived ur way to town den to tuas, b itch
jus wipe the smirk on ur face, andd stop ur b itch abt dat EVO9 i was in.



it all happened too quickly;
i lost him after all.
left, nt understanding why the hell did he haf to heart to do dat
he left me un-souled

got told off by kunxian;
got psycho-ed by hazimah
=X

sighs.
i don understand him at all
mayb i din even haf him in the first place
oh yes, i loved him so much so
telling myself he's nt worth those tears,
i'm picking up those pieces, starting my life all over again
he was once so important in my life;
how could i ever.....
jus blame dat i was so blind to let dat asshole guard my defence dwn, slowly bcame a part of my life
i still cant believe dat he treated me like shyt after all those days we were fun-ing around
and the fact dat he DID haf to evil basket heart to even hold my hand for noeing dat he would do such a asshole thing


i'm starting to feel dat i'm changing alot
as in atiitude wise and so
bitch-ed; slut-ed; robbed
retribution is falling on me
i'm on the lose, and i lost.

grateful for those who stood by me these days.
Kunxian xD
Alfreda
Zhe
Chengpeng (:
Jianhong
Serene
Darryl Ignitius Tan (wakakaks =P)

thnks so much.
loves u all <33



stop stalking my life,
i nid a breathe; i nid my gap, my space
jolly well don nid u to probe into and stick ur bloody crooked nose in it.

misses going out wif them loads.