i'm totally depressed, disappointed and super demoralised. therefore, there's no nid of explaination of the song.

been working the past few days.
exhausted.
desperately trying to wear myself out. once money comes in, worries and troubles are all gone. poof! vanishes into super thin air. (:
and hopefully dis time, it's gonna really make me forget all my troubles.
is there even anyway of forgetting things u don even wanna recall?

i'm tight on cash these days. ): i wan money. it's sad dat i cant find another PT job. i so wanna earn money. (: i'm like eyeing on dis?







haha. i don care whether or nt HE's buying it or nt. i'm oh-so gonna get it, so it darl. (: teheehes.

he has to dammit shup up his mouth. and i shall be gratful for dat. i was so gwaddammit wrong abt him afterall. wad sia. blinded by a moment of foolishness. urgh! so blinded indeed. x.x
at least there were still some fresh and happy memories. but it all turned to be hurtful and painful memories.
aiya, wad rubbish i'm crapping? stupid josephine, stupid me. haha. =p=p
jus forget abt him? it shouldnt be dat difficult bah.

my life has always been a gatecrash. ):
and so pretty nt good for a fresh start for a new year.