I have so much on my mind now that i really don't know how to cope with it. Call me stupid or dumb, whatever.
It hurts so much to hear to learn that everthing was a scam, all for just a show. Seriously, I would have rather take it as a beautiful lie.
I'm such a failure, totally. I don't deserve to have such wonderful people ard, cause i'm giving in, doing my part to keep them by my side. And it totally sucks ):
I've said my piece. I'm still waiting for ur reply, period.
darn