As much as i think i'm trying, i'm still losing out.
Mayb i'm jus trying to hard too please everything and everyone. In whatever case, i'm still suck at human relations and. Controlling my iffy temper ): and it's making my life a piece of miserable crap.
I need smth to occupy my free time! I need a job! I'm spending my free time walking ard my nieghbourhood with jess if not find cheap activities to pass time. It's really pathetic, i know!
And since i'm having so much spare time on hand, i'm forever blog-hopping and kaypo-ing wirh my fren's life. Sometimes it irks to see read abt their weekend spent with their boyfs or how sweet their boyfs were. They're bith busy with their lives but yet they'll squeeze out time for each other no mattrr how tired. Which comes back to me, i'm very free, so is he, but yet i think we meet up lesser than my frens meeting up with their guys. Not that i'm saying mine is not good, but u jus can't help feeling jealous. Sinful lor!
Whatever, i must be contented, i MUST be contented! Cos i'm very sure no one else has made me laugh and cried so much. LOL!
Oh well. My sister has gone for her camp and it's very quiet at hme now. But i don't think i'll miss her. Haa!
My god, time really flies, 11 days more. Boo. I don't wanna be alone ):