i don't understand why are these pple even exist. i always thought i had this pang of guilt towards her, trying to understand the complexity of their relationship. but i don't get the same understanding from the other party. tho we both had not met at all, i nvr had any grudges with her and i'll nvr understand why is she doing all these what i call, childish acts virtually and indirectly. indirectly hurting my friend, doing all the nonsense, picking fights and blah.
i had to constantly remind myself to be careful and choose the correct time to call or text unless i had an emergency. speaking the truth, i find it tiring.
i was struggling with the decision on apologising and explaining myself or not to.
i decided not to.
there's no point anymore, the two pple whom i thought i trusted and trusted me the most had shocked me with stunning acts and words. which friend would act like a stranger i'm left dumbfounded, even if i were to explain myself, nobody would hear me out anyway.
but still, i wan to thank u. thank you for being there for the past close to 9 months. supporting and helping me find my way through during my saddest time. tho we did fight like this the last time, but i've decided to not to apologise anymore. i've sacrificed my king, i doubted u can ever do that.