sheesh. i missing out all the fun. missing my dearest frens is one huge sacrifice.
been super stressed, my screws are cuming loose. there's so much to work to be done, yet, there's so little time. )=
boooos

might as u noe, life has been much of a gatecrashing for me lately. i'm so so srry to all. it's jus being tough on me these days.
yes, i do appreciate all the listening ears and warm shoulders for me to weap on and on for hours.
purrrs. funnily enough, i did feel ur absence last night.
all of it is cuming back to me again. i don wan to drop into it anymore, had enough of playing the bad guy.


money has been straining tight these days. meantime while waiting for my payroll, i guess i'll haf to go and get a job dat provides immediate cash pay.
after starting working at retail, waitressing seems much more of a terrible choice of job for me.

ouch!
blisters are growing on my fingers. i duno why.
it's making me look as though i've contracted sum terminal skin cancer.
horrifyingly, the blisters hurts.
ouch, they are killing me.

browsing through bloggs, cos reali couldnt get much of slp, there's simply nt much for me except the project on going at the moment.
read sammy sam samm's blog.
omfg.
i saw dis, and it totally made my whole face lid up.

(:
gorgeous aint it?
according to sammy, it's the x'mas disco edition. LIMITED EDITION lehh
awwww man! i wan it too!
get me one pretty please? i'm running out of alcohol to keep me sober.
=xX

i better start getting on wif my project, if nt im nt so sure if i could finish it on time. =\
pttfff, so much for slacking away. let's get back to project.
carrying on mugging girls!
(:
jiayous!


Boy, I'm looking forward to saturday.
Jus wondering it i could make it through thurs,
Please don let my hopes fall again?




MARK DIS TWO DATES:
• 13 December
• 17 December xD

i'm oh-so ignoring u.
i shld i even be pissed?
axing u out, the feeling is utterly beyond words.
nt onli life has nvr been so great, i don haf to be responsibe for my wadeva actions and speech.
lies, after lies u spoke of;
den made up more lies to cover up the previous lies.
dat's wad ur whole life is all abt
jus admit it.

SUCCESS TO
GRASSY
PROJECT!

wees~
by hook or by crook, haf to get dis project done.
A.S.A.P
(:

BCZX is being missed so much
xD

i'm back in action.
[:
spent one whole day wif breasty and zhePAPA
=xX

assoleholes all of them
"SEX APPEAL" is oh-so not written on my face can.
urgh!

used the com, msn-ed wif ben.
hahas.
apparently, got to noe sum shocking stuff.
well, not totally shocking anyway.
excpected.
dat's the way it should be. (:

started working ar ZARA ler.
[:
hahas.
thnks to jannassa

i'm tired.
fell sick ler.
=P
and super bored these days

kissy kissy yanni's gui gui (:


i was tinking of him, *sobs


went Cafe Del Mar wif kunxian, colin, steven, and weiren.
drank abit
):
played truth or dare.
sighs, unluckily me
tsk
only when he's around, i can relax myself completely
weeehees.
(:

finally saw xiao xiong in real person,
at dam of cos
dis time without ben or the rest
jus me, serene, darryl, weiting and jovan
xP
stupid b itch, it's jus a R1
don haf to smirk ur face around
there's nth to be proud of.
plus, ur driver cant drive, in fact he's much worse than sam
he sarks!
u jus should be gratefull dat u survived ur way to town den to tuas, b itch
jus wipe the smirk on ur face, andd stop ur b itch abt dat EVO9 i was in.



it all happened too quickly;
i lost him after all.
left, nt understanding why the hell did he haf to heart to do dat
he left me un-souled

got told off by kunxian;
got psycho-ed by hazimah
=X

sighs.
i don understand him at all
mayb i din even haf him in the first place
oh yes, i loved him so much so
telling myself he's nt worth those tears,
i'm picking up those pieces, starting my life all over again
he was once so important in my life;
how could i ever.....
jus blame dat i was so blind to let dat asshole guard my defence dwn, slowly bcame a part of my life
i still cant believe dat he treated me like shyt after all those days we were fun-ing around
and the fact dat he DID haf to evil basket heart to even hold my hand for noeing dat he would do such a asshole thing


i'm starting to feel dat i'm changing alot
as in atiitude wise and so
bitch-ed; slut-ed; robbed
retribution is falling on me
i'm on the lose, and i lost.

grateful for those who stood by me these days.
Kunxian xD
Alfreda
Zhe
Chengpeng (:
Jianhong
Serene
Darryl Ignitius Tan (wakakaks =P)

thnks so much.
loves u all <33



stop stalking my life,
i nid a breathe; i nid my gap, my space
jolly well don nid u to probe into and stick ur bloody crooked nose in it.

misses going out wif them loads.