Monday, April 20

Nothingness

Haven't been blogging cause i've been busy working, rotting, sleeping, shopping, quarrelling with the whole wide world and oso meeting up my favourite girl, jessie (:

I knw it's work time and i'm pathetically stucked in mac with nuggets happy meal. Oh! The complimentary toy is cute, Cinnamon Roll. Hahaha. I knw, whatever. Childish much.

A huge thank you to those who ever took the initiative to come all the way dwn to accompany me for lunch or dinner. Love you guys much loads. U're all my very motivation pushing me to work everytime. But hello, can someone come visit me with kinderjoy? I very much yearn for it u knw. Hiak hiak hiak.

And jessie, take loads of care okay? Uniqlo soon! Long train ridesver much. LOLOLOL.

Til then,

Monday, April 13

My uncorrectable big mistake

I have so much on my mind now that i really don't know how to cope with it. Call me stupid or dumb, whatever.
It hurts so much to hear to learn that everthing was a scam, all for just a show. Seriously, I would have rather take it as a beautiful lie.

I'm such a failure, totally. I don't deserve to have such wonderful people ard, cause i'm giving in, doing my part to keep them by my side. And it totally sucks ):

I've said my piece. I'm still waiting for ur reply, period.
darn

Wednesday, April 8

menage a trios

I’ve been so obsessed with my night dates with Edward these days that I can barely go to slp before the my clock strikes 1am. Hahaha. Oh well, golly as u knw, I’m slow. Jessie have like alrdy gone over all of it when I’m only started going ga-ga over him. Whatever. I’m so mesmerised by Cullen. That’s bad cause it’s making a perfect boyf impression of him, which I’m secretly wishing that mine would be on par too. aye aye, corrections, I don’t even knw if I still have one. ):

Would buying the two other books be too pricey for my current financial situation? Someone buy it or lend them to me after I’ve completed mine, oh-so pretty please.

I’m starting my first part-time job today like after almost a year? Hahaha. Thanks to Jessie and Jolyn for the encouragements. Making me all worked up for driving lessons and food money. Hahaha. And I’m hoping time will pass faster and I can come home for my night date with Edward! LOL.


In ur dreams, buddy.

P/S: in case i won't be coming online and update tmr due to my working schedule, Happy 19th Birthday Pearlie! (:

Monday, April 6

therapy

My bones are rusting and turning black. And it’s only like the first week of rest, or I rather call it my ‘sophisticated housewife days’.

Surprisingly, I passed my BTT last sat. yes, like after one month of doing nothing constructive at bbdc. Hurrys, I’ve passed it and I’m finally getting my bloody PDL and I can start on my pracs. Boooo, there’s still FTT and I totally suck at theory evaluations/tests cause I get jitters. Hiak hiak hiak. And and and and! I’m jobless. Which means I don’t really have much money to splurge on my pracs as I did on my 2B ): fuck. I really wanna get pass and done with this driving thing real soon so I can I drive myself ard the whole of Singapore (cb, trying to waste my own petrol).

Making everything suck even more, Looi is going to be enlisted on the 12th of June ): tsktsk. Thank god, no Teklong~ I shan’t remising those ‘Tekong times’. His camp is like damn far please. Bus to JE + train to Tanah Merah + bus transfer to camp. Wah raos. Far hor, further than travelling to bbdc. Haha.

I’m getting fed up with my hair. Can my hair grow faster not.
*pulls hair*

yippies! I’m getting Twilight or mayb getting all the other 3 books too? I knw I’m slow unlike my other Cullen-die-hard-fan friends lah. Like I’ve alrdy said, books are now becoming one of my entertainment other than my psp and iPod. I really need to find a PT job for at least some bit of mooloahs, and gosh, I ought to stop burning fags. No more VS Uno for sure. #1, the taste ain’t better than my usual; #2, it’s 2bux more expensive, big no-no for long term feedings. But yes, I do like the packaging and the sticks tho I always ‘accidentally’ bent like an angle of 150

Saturday, April 4

comeback

haven't been updating. well, here goes.

Wednesday 1st: Happy April Fool's! & Happy Bday Aunty(wx's mummy)!
had dinner tog with uncle and aunty Looi[?] at teban. LMAO. very weird name i knw. nth much.


Thursday 2nd: Happy 22nd Bday Danial Tan!

i'm into this book craze ever since i'm jobless. hahaha. books occupy most of my free time. well well.


oh right. there's smth wrong with my uber slow desktop and i guess i won't be updating as much nor replying tags. so do text/ring me (:
and can some kind soul tell me wad's wrong with my shoutmix? i don't seem to be able to view it at hme nor at wx's place. urgh, annoying.