Thursday, October 4


kissy kissy yanni's gui gui (:


i was tinking of him, *sobs


went Cafe Del Mar wif kunxian, colin, steven, and weiren.
drank abit
):
played truth or dare.
sighs, unluckily me
tsk
only when he's around, i can relax myself completely
weeehees.
(:

finally saw xiao xiong in real person,
at dam of cos
dis time without ben or the rest
jus me, serene, darryl, weiting and jovan
xP
stupid b itch, it's jus a R1
don haf to smirk ur face around
there's nth to be proud of.
plus, ur driver cant drive, in fact he's much worse than sam
he sarks!
u jus should be gratefull dat u survived ur way to town den to tuas, b itch
jus wipe the smirk on ur face, andd stop ur b itch abt dat EVO9 i was in.



it all happened too quickly;
i lost him after all.
left, nt understanding why the hell did he haf to heart to do dat
he left me un-souled

got told off by kunxian;
got psycho-ed by hazimah
=X

sighs.
i don understand him at all
mayb i din even haf him in the first place
oh yes, i loved him so much so
telling myself he's nt worth those tears,
i'm picking up those pieces, starting my life all over again
he was once so important in my life;
how could i ever.....
jus blame dat i was so blind to let dat asshole guard my defence dwn, slowly bcame a part of my life
i still cant believe dat he treated me like shyt after all those days we were fun-ing around
and the fact dat he DID haf to evil basket heart to even hold my hand for noeing dat he would do such a asshole thing


i'm starting to feel dat i'm changing alot
as in atiitude wise and so
bitch-ed; slut-ed; robbed
retribution is falling on me
i'm on the lose, and i lost.

grateful for those who stood by me these days.
Kunxian xD
Alfreda
Zhe
Chengpeng (:
Jianhong
Serene
Darryl Ignitius Tan (wakakaks =P)

thnks so much.
loves u all <33



stop stalking my life,
i nid a breathe; i nid my gap, my space
jolly well don nid u to probe into and stick ur bloody crooked nose in it.

misses going out wif them loads.

Tuesday, September 25




on the way to MS Carl's Jr
my onli beloved bikeee =xX


serene step yi ge biker!
it's kopee's R1 xD

long time din blog liao worh.
sighs,
who's fault?
=X
oppps.

been hanging out wif serene, BEN, qiang, lam, chris, leon, michael, long ye, ji ye, kopee, sam.. blarh blah blarhs
ms, dam, esplanade, jln kayu
getting more and more bored of these places ler.
i'm going dwn dam no more,
mister chen's fault. ):

one day without him by my side is like so weird
i miss him, missing him loads
Benjamin Chen Zhen Xiang, MISSED!



wen to west coast mac on sun,
wif kunxian, colleen, and one of his guy fren
ahaha
played card games,
lost once, sang a stupid damn song.
kunxian was damn suay, lost 5 times
he had to tke a ger's number at queensway, eat tissue, walk around the couple's bench slowy, jog around half-naked, sing a song standing on the table
ahahahs..
really had loads of fun
(:
went hme round 12, called ben den wen to slp ler.
(:

rrraaaahh,
chen zhen xiang is one lousy loser,
booooo,
benjamin chen is USELESS!
SATAY MAN 2 HIT COMBO TRIPLE FULL BLAST


the day at sentosa wif my jiejie and papa (:
i'm a happy girl








Sunday, September 9

[x] I know how to make a pot of
coffee.
[x] I keep track of dates using a
calender.
[ ] I own more than one credit card.
[ ] I know how to change the oil in a
car.
[x] I know how to do my own laundry.
[ ] I vote every election.
[x] I can cook for myself
[ ] I think politics are exciting.
[ ] I balance my checkbook.
[ ] My parents have better things to
say than my friends.
Total: 4

[ ] I show up for school/college/work
every day early.
[ ] I always carry a pen in my
pocket/purse.
[ ] I've never gotten a detention.
[ ] I have never smoked a cigarette.
[ ] I have never gotten completely
trashed.
[ ] I have forgotten my own birthday at
least once.
[ ] I like to take walks by myself.
[x] I've watched talk shows.
[x] I know what 'credibility' means
without looking it up.
[ ] I drink coffee at least once a
week.
Total: 2

[x] I know how to do the dishes.
[ ] I can count to 10 in another
language.
[x] When I say I'm going to do
something I do it.
[x] My parents trust me.
[ ] I can mow the lawn.
[x] I can make adults laugh without
being stupid.
[ ] I remember to water the plants.
[x] I study when I have to.
[ ] I pay attention at school/college.
[x] I can remember to feed my pets.
Total: 6

[x] I can spell 'experience' without
looking it up
[ ] I work out on a regular basis.
[x] I clean up my own mess.
[x] The people at Starbucks know me by
name.
[ ] My favorite kind of food is take
out.
[x] I have gained weight since
middle/high school.
[ ] The first thing I do when I wake up
is get caffeine.
[ ] I can go to the store without
getting something I don't need.
[x] I understand political jokes the
first time they are said.
[x] I can type quickly.
Total: 6

[ ] I have realized that the weather
forecast changes every hour.
[ ] My only friends are from my place
of employment.
[x] I have been to a tupperware party.
[ ] I have realized that no one will
take you seriously unless you are over
the age of 25 and have a job.
[x] I have more bills than I can pay.
[x] All(most) my friends are older
than I am.
[ ] I can say no to staying out all
night.
[x] I use the internet every day.
[ ] My wardrobe hasn't changed in a
while.
[x] I can read a book and actually
finish it.
Total: 5

omgg;
my marriage age is actually 23!
heh heh heh.. it's cuming soon
it better nt be sum shot-gun thing
nb, i'll faint! =P
my benben's ride. (:
weeeeees



he's so sweet.
=P
awww.. love him to bits

Friday, September 7

came back frm alan's place
took cabbie hme wif serene..
the uncle's so nice, though kinda irritating at times. =x
sighs. i'm super duber tired nw..
din really slp at alan's place
practically waking up at everi hr for at least 15mins of stoning den got back to slp again.
and alan's fren's ringtone was damn noisy.
Zhong Gou Hua, bian dan kuan, ban deng chang
lalalas~

ytd, alan brought us to sum place near seletar camp kan xiao fei ji
weeeewooooweees
so cuutteeeee
they are all so mini sized!
rahhhh! sumone buy one for me.
i solemly promise and swear i'll marry the person =x
ahhahahas

wen back to his place, drove alan's baby out for car wash
eeeeeeeek, so dirty
kakaka. who cares?
alan says as long as it can pao can ler..
it's so nice!
white neon at the bottom, changeable blue-white headlights, inner purple neon lights
wakkkkakakas!
jus imagine how nice it is
din get a photo of the car. but nvm, there would always be a nxt time derh. =P

ciaos; meeting alfreda nw. (:


dat Gu Long Shui. eeeeeks. knocked me ot totally


can u see how dirty alan's baby is? eeeeek. the soap has turned all greyy!


all those greyish soap


WARNING! for competition use onli (:


zhuzhu; god statues






cutee personal airplanes in the hangar