engraved

jus some random quick update.

#1. i'm still alive though truckloads of things happened.
#2. tired and sick i am due to work and many other random factors.
#3. i realised i'm such a bad creditor, i can't seem to get all my money that i've loan out back. thus, i'm really broke.
#4. i didn't knw having to make a choice btwn Honey Caramel Corns, hum chim peng and fags is so tough.
#5. times is so bad nw that i can't even get a proper full time job that i think i might stay long enough in, in other words, i'm still jobless. haha
#6. LWX is so so so so lucky, his damned nieghbour got him alot of ciggs for FREE. fyi, he's really smoking like there's no tmr and i'm jealous.
#7. i wan to save my current pack of fags to lepak ard with my non-smoker frens. i knw i'm mean! haa.
#8. after so many unfortunate happenings, i'm bcoming whole lot weird. in the sense that i'm not eating and going to the toilet much more often. and i've dropped frm 49kg to 47kg!


i want nobody nobody but u :D
#9. AHA! i jus got new that some random pple have been secretly stalking my blog. am i suppose to feel honoured or wary? btw, i knw u are, leave a tag nxt time okay. drop that creepy mysterious stalker act, it ain't fun or funny.

Nothingness

Haven't been blogging cause i've been busy working, rotting, sleeping, shopping, quarrelling with the whole wide world and oso meeting up my favourite girl, jessie (:

I knw it's work time and i'm pathetically stucked in mac with nuggets happy meal. Oh! The complimentary toy is cute, Cinnamon Roll. Hahaha. I knw, whatever. Childish much.

A huge thank you to those who ever took the initiative to come all the way dwn to accompany me for lunch or dinner. Love you guys much loads. U're all my very motivation pushing me to work everytime. But hello, can someone come visit me with kinderjoy? I very much yearn for it u knw. Hiak hiak hiak.

And jessie, take loads of care okay? Uniqlo soon! Long train ridesver much. LOLOLOL.

Til then,

My uncorrectable big mistake

I have so much on my mind now that i really don't know how to cope with it. Call me stupid or dumb, whatever.
It hurts so much to hear to learn that everthing was a scam, all for just a show. Seriously, I would have rather take it as a beautiful lie.

I'm such a failure, totally. I don't deserve to have such wonderful people ard, cause i'm giving in, doing my part to keep them by my side. And it totally sucks ):

I've said my piece. I'm still waiting for ur reply, period.
darn

menage a trios

I’ve been so obsessed with my night dates with Edward these days that I can barely go to slp before the my clock strikes 1am. Hahaha. Oh well, golly as u knw, I’m slow. Jessie have like alrdy gone over all of it when I’m only started going ga-ga over him. Whatever. I’m so mesmerised by Cullen. That’s bad cause it’s making a perfect boyf impression of him, which I’m secretly wishing that mine would be on par too. aye aye, corrections, I don’t even knw if I still have one. ):

Would buying the two other books be too pricey for my current financial situation? Someone buy it or lend them to me after I’ve completed mine, oh-so pretty please.

I’m starting my first part-time job today like after almost a year? Hahaha. Thanks to Jessie and Jolyn for the encouragements. Making me all worked up for driving lessons and food money. Hahaha. And I’m hoping time will pass faster and I can come home for my night date with Edward! LOL.


In ur dreams, buddy.

P/S: in case i won't be coming online and update tmr due to my working schedule, Happy 19th Birthday Pearlie! (:

therapy

My bones are rusting and turning black. And it’s only like the first week of rest, or I rather call it my ‘sophisticated housewife days’.

Surprisingly, I passed my BTT last sat. yes, like after one month of doing nothing constructive at bbdc. Hurrys, I’ve passed it and I’m finally getting my bloody PDL and I can start on my pracs. Boooo, there’s still FTT and I totally suck at theory evaluations/tests cause I get jitters. Hiak hiak hiak. And and and and! I’m jobless. Which means I don’t really have much money to splurge on my pracs as I did on my 2B ): fuck. I really wanna get pass and done with this driving thing real soon so I can I drive myself ard the whole of Singapore (cb, trying to waste my own petrol).

Making everything suck even more, Looi is going to be enlisted on the 12th of June ): tsktsk. Thank god, no Teklong~ I shan’t remising those ‘Tekong times’. His camp is like damn far please. Bus to JE + train to Tanah Merah + bus transfer to camp. Wah raos. Far hor, further than travelling to bbdc. Haha.

I’m getting fed up with my hair. Can my hair grow faster not.
*pulls hair*

yippies! I’m getting Twilight or mayb getting all the other 3 books too? I knw I’m slow unlike my other Cullen-die-hard-fan friends lah. Like I’ve alrdy said, books are now becoming one of my entertainment other than my psp and iPod. I really need to find a PT job for at least some bit of mooloahs, and gosh, I ought to stop burning fags. No more VS Uno for sure. #1, the taste ain’t better than my usual; #2, it’s 2bux more expensive, big no-no for long term feedings. But yes, I do like the packaging and the sticks tho I always ‘accidentally’ bent like an angle of 150