total crap, i nearly died out of laughter. i'm disappointed with my Ryeowook and Yesung ):

duped

i don't understand why are these pple even exist. i always thought i had this pang of guilt towards her, trying to understand the complexity of their relationship. but i don't get the same understanding from the other party. tho we both had not met at all, i nvr had any grudges with her and i'll nvr understand why is she doing all these what i call, childish acts virtually and indirectly. indirectly hurting my friend, doing all the nonsense, picking fights and blah.

i had to constantly remind myself to be careful and choose the correct time to call or text unless i had an emergency. speaking the truth, i find it tiring.

i was struggling with the decision on apologising and explaining myself or not to.
i decided not to.

there's no point anymore, the two pple whom i thought i trusted and trusted me the most had shocked me with stunning acts and words. which friend would act like a stranger i'm left dumbfounded, even if i were to explain myself, nobody would hear me out anyway.

but still, i wan to thank u. thank you for being there for the past close to 9 months. supporting and helping me find my way through during my saddest time. tho we did fight like this the last time, but i've decided to not to apologise anymore. i've sacrificed my king, i doubted u can ever do that.

i love you, always

8months, 30 days
one more days to our 9th month, i ended everything.

i have nth to cling on, nth to work towards for. i'm a failure, i failed to even salvage the relationship i thought would last. i failed to hold onto the the guy i loved so much.

i'm sry, but still, 9th month-sary to myself.


am reading through old posts since i knew Weixian.
i'm drenching the whole keyboard wet. drats.
imy.

Storm-proof

AWAY FOR CHALET!
from 25th-27th(?). Finally a mini break away from work and i'm going with bo (:


Chalet will be at Pasir Ris. Shall go sneak off to Escape when there's chance.
Urgh. It's so embarrassing to tell pple that i've nvr been to Escape Theme Park before. I'm childhood deprived, really! Jess even remind me time and again i wasn't allowed to eat Chip Ahoy! when i was in pri sch.

Shall work out my CW cooking schedule before i step out of my house ltr.


AND! Bo finally, after much whinnings, nagging and tiffs, bought me a Domokun. Not the ultra big one, jus the normal freak sized one. He actually flinged it in front of me when i was busy with CW! Well well, it's like the first thing he ever bought me, tho i alrdy expected it but i still like it much.

Shine,

Randomly, without CW to entertain me, i youtube-ed this mv. It has been playing on my ipod like forever since the huge row cos the lyrics relates. Spot the familiar phone alright! :D




P/S: i'm still pissed at CW for dying on me!