She might be growing increasingly frustrated at his evasiveness about the future hardening into a refusal to talk about at all. But she still could not bring herself to walk away, to step bravely out into a life without him for the simple reason that such a life seemed too bleak and pointless even to contemplate.
She was woken by a sharp slap.
IT was hard because she tried and had, gambled, lost, and not yet recovered her equilibrium. It was hard because, as time went on and her broken heart began to heck, she couldn't help asking herself if he was keep of a true and great love in her life and more a waste of space, and this a gnawing regret.
There was something and him that called to her, something about individuality, about certainty, about making something of what was on offer, however odd.
However hard, she is woken by the hard slap and decided to force herself on. For it was certain he wants her out of his life forever, and never on the list anymore. She is going to push herself on, finally.
P/S: Thank you for striking and blocking her on every possible connection, in every means, pushing her to death sentence.
Thursday, November 26
Wednesday, November 25
Imma Sagittarius Woman
A tall slim and graceful woman who walked proudly like she is walking in a beauty pageant competition. If she slips or nearly falls, she will nicely covered it up and continue with her graceful and impressive walking step. She knows how to use make up to enhance her beauty. She looks at the world positively, so her face always seem so happy. She will not get up set easily.
Self confident woman who belief in her own style. She will not follow fashion, but standing in between simplicity and too modern. She is a very open person, sometimes can be too blunt. She is an honest person and never try to cause troubles for anyone.
She likes to say something that you do not want to hear and yet she can say something so pleasing at the same time. Example she may say "I wish you could make more money, so you could afford better cloth, but anyway it is better this way. If you make more money you could be thinking of money too much and become greedy". She can say such thing and make you wonder if you should get up set or love her more.
She is also a free spirit and does not like to stay home. She likes to be protected, but not to give her orders. She has no respect to a weak man. If
she try to over powered you, then you have to calm her down and try to control her to be in a limit by doing the same thing too. She will listen if she respect you. She likes to be herself and like her guy to be himself.
She is a no nonsense woman, so you will not hear she says " Guess what I
will do next", or "Guess what I am thinking" because she always say what she is thinking out loud like a guy. If you do not understand her in this matter, you could easily break up with her. She sees problems in her love life as another funny story.
She is clumsy and it is in her nature. You may think it is cute, but for some neat guys this could be so unbearable. She is very friendly, so she can easily turn her enemy to be her friends. She has good taste in fine cloths, good food, first class and first services. Even a poor woman in this Zodiac will struggle to afford such good taste. She could spent lots of money as if she can not understand how difficult it is to make money. If you think of let her borrow money, think again.
She is a paranoid. If she thinks you like her, she may already think about getting marry and lost her freedom and so on and on. A jolly woman who loves sports. She is an ordinary woman who could dress like a tomboy. She has more guy friends and sometimes could act like one of a guy. She does not care about rumors, so she can get home very late and couldn't careless what her neighbor will gossip about her. She thinks either good or bad, you will know it yourself , so you should not bother what people think.
Her wit and innocent look are her charms. She is often hurts from love, but
never afraid to look for a new one as if she is singing "Do that to me one more time". She likes going straight and being straight forward. She will not go around to get what she wants, or beat around the bush just to say something. If you meet her and tell her straight what you think, she will
admire you.
How true.
Check ur own horoscope here!
Self confident woman who belief in her own style. She will not follow fashion, but standing in between simplicity and too modern. She is a very open person, sometimes can be too blunt. She is an honest person and never try to cause troubles for anyone.
She likes to say something that you do not want to hear and yet she can say something so pleasing at the same time. Example she may say "I wish you could make more money, so you could afford better cloth, but anyway it is better this way. If you make more money you could be thinking of money too much and become greedy". She can say such thing and make you wonder if you should get up set or love her more.
She is also a free spirit and does not like to stay home. She likes to be protected, but not to give her orders. She has no respect to a weak man. If
she try to over powered you, then you have to calm her down and try to control her to be in a limit by doing the same thing too. She will listen if she respect you. She likes to be herself and like her guy to be himself.
She is a no nonsense woman, so you will not hear she says " Guess what I
will do next", or "Guess what I am thinking" because she always say what she is thinking out loud like a guy. If you do not understand her in this matter, you could easily break up with her. She sees problems in her love life as another funny story.
She is clumsy and it is in her nature. You may think it is cute, but for some neat guys this could be so unbearable. She is very friendly, so she can easily turn her enemy to be her friends. She has good taste in fine cloths, good food, first class and first services. Even a poor woman in this Zodiac will struggle to afford such good taste. She could spent lots of money as if she can not understand how difficult it is to make money. If you think of let her borrow money, think again.
She is a paranoid. If she thinks you like her, she may already think about getting marry and lost her freedom and so on and on. A jolly woman who loves sports. She is an ordinary woman who could dress like a tomboy. She has more guy friends and sometimes could act like one of a guy. She does not care about rumors, so she can get home very late and couldn't careless what her neighbor will gossip about her. She thinks either good or bad, you will know it yourself , so you should not bother what people think.
Her wit and innocent look are her charms. She is often hurts from love, but
never afraid to look for a new one as if she is singing "Do that to me one more time". She likes going straight and being straight forward. She will not go around to get what she wants, or beat around the bush just to say something. If you meet her and tell her straight what you think, she will
admire you.
How true.
Check ur own horoscope here!
Saturday, November 21
I QUIT, NOW!
The white angel in me shld shutthefuckup, stop finding reasons for him anymore cos obviously every fucking shit i do is not appreciated. I shld quit trying anymore, and wake up from denial.
Imma such a fucktard to remake the card, squeeze on bus to and fro getting the bloody heavy cake hme when i jus knew nobody would eat it.
Fuck. I give up, i give up!
P/S: On hiatus, won't be blogging for long. K thanks, fuck off and bye.
Imma such a fucktard to remake the card, squeeze on bus to and fro getting the bloody heavy cake hme when i jus knew nobody would eat it.
Fuck. I give up, i give up!
P/S: On hiatus, won't be blogging for long. K thanks, fuck off and bye.
Friday, November 20
Thursday, November 19
2012
what do you do,
when the one thing you live for leaves you?
I think i'm jinxed. I thought i wouldn't be so suay to bump into her for the third time, i avoided looking at everyone the moment i stepped onto Dover's platform. Still, i bumped into her at PS! Can someone explain this paranormal phenomenon! Not only i feel like stalker, she jus mysteriously pops out form some random place. Mayb i'm really jinxed with the 'See-Shuhui-Everywhere-You-Go' kind of black magic :\
Watched 2012 with ah yang ytd. Tho i did promised to watch it on the 20th, but it seems like the promise ain't valid anymore. Prolly there's someone else replacing me anyway. And, no one is going to watch is with me other than ah yang.
3 out of 5. Not as good as i expected, yang thought the movie was good tho.
Definitely not the kind of movie bo and weiyi shld watch, too much english throughout even i was bored at the front part. The movie was focused on just two parts,
#1 how self-centered and selfish the rich were,
#2 the 'wow' on the animations on the effects and damages done during the catastrophe.
The number TWENTY-EIGHT keep coming out throughout. Yang definitely had a good time nudging me, pweets ):
I thought Amanda Peet(Kate Curtis) was quite pretty in the show and Johann Urb(Sasha) was so cute! (:
i wish my daughter would be like her.
Heartbreaks are not cheap to mend. I've been spending money like it's water ever since 27th September ): and i have to spend more when i'm recuperating from the major thing. Shingz.
AND! That day i went dwn to close my accounts, the person who served me is called SHERYL CHONG. KNNCCB. Double combo. Shuhui adding onto dickass.
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