I dunnoe hoe I felt when he called huiting back. Why didn’t he return her call but igored mine? Hmmmp… sianz.. dunnoe leh.. I felt kind of angry, jealous & abit sad loh.. I almost cried for goodness sake!! Luckily I controlled lah.. of cos. Then wad u xpect? Cry infront of huiting, Charlene, c boys & bing zhao meh? Of cosi won la.. went home to cry loh.. haiz..
Mixed feelings. They are so diffcult to control.. but I tried rt? Is there nth wrong wif tt?
I cried for him the 5 time liao.. haiz.. why do I alwaes fell feel way? Wo zhen de fang bu xia ta mah? wo bu yao yi bei zi dou ze me nan gou leh.. I must overcome dis.. I can do it.. I can do it.. I CAN DO IT!! =) jia you bah josie!!
An lian yi ge ren shi hen tong ku de..
Wo bu xiang bah ta chang zhai xing li de?
Ru gou wo ba ta shuo chu lai,
Wo hui kai le mah?
Wo hui bi yi qian nan gou mah?
Wo neng qie shou yi hou de shi si mah?
There are too much stuff & factors to consider about.. I would rather suffer in silence than to make the ppl round me sad & unhappy.. I noe tt they are worried bout me.. if I cant even bare through dis little obstacle.. how can I survive in my liitle own world? Tust me.. I can do it.. don worry..