oh shit me man! i'm missing him again.. haiz.. reali reali wan to be like the wind and be strng.. haiz.. cried for him for three daes loh.. don reali tink can forget bout him in my whole of my life liao loh.. dis time round it's nt bcos of michelle.. it's bcos of nicole..
oh my, i could never never tink tt he would actually like nicole.. OMG, nicole okay?! the bubbly, huaghty, "rude" & BRAND-CONCIOUS.. my goodness.. frm michelle to nicole. i noe one's taste is sure bound to change but isn't tt TOO drastic?? nicole, the friend whom i used to tink tt she's the one.. the one tt my ideal best friend would be..
she's the one tt would be there for me no matter wad the hell happened to me.. she's oso the one who would be there to share the jokes wif me, sings the songs wif me.. pratically, rachel, nicole & josephine = the threesome foreva together.. we three are the ones tt would be punished together. in chinese class, we're the ones (threes) tt sat together, toking and gossipping about guys.. laughing and screaming in the class..
these momories were no longer in there anymore.. totally deleted.. it's all bcos of him.. the hateful guy.. why would u haf appeared in my life? if u wasn't there, maybe, i would be better off than the pathertic state i'm in nw.. i may die any moment frm on.. do u noe tt? i jus cant believe tt u would ask me tt if i'm fine.. tt's i totally stupid question.. of cos i'm nt fine!! how could i be fine when i see the one tt i like liking someone was the greatest person on the entire earth?
i'm trying to forget u but u are oso there in my mind.. i hate it for being there. most of all I HATE U!!