be it caught in whatever situation, it's how we look and cope with it. facing it or running away.
well, came across alice's blog while blog hopping. one of her july's post, mentions abt her dad. yes yes, smoking, hospitalised kind of stuff.
not that i'm trying to act like any saint preaching pple, nagging at them to quit it when i myself smoke too. my smoking? it ought to stop, i know.
it's that guilty feeling that creeps to me everytime i light that stick up, thinking back those times i was asking so-and-so to gradually cut dwn.
i feel especially guilty towards ay. i've been so naggy, asking him to cut dwn and all but i started lighting up those horrible killa sticks instead one day after. each day, i increase the amount of burnt butts. he used to be my 'smoking kaki' last time, but now i don't even dare to smoke infront of him :\
i've stop myself frm buying a new pack. hopefully, the nicotine craving will just stop bugging me.
whoo yes. alice also mentioned abt spitting foul language. i'm truly guilty of that, hokkien, teochew, english, chinese whatever. bad habits die hard though, another of my excuses i know. i'll try my ultimately best. trust me, i'm controling.
coming back, it's another MONDAY-BLUES monday ): that swollen toe of mine has gotten even swollen-er after since gladys washed it with saline and pasted some iodine pad on it finally bandaging up with gauze. i'm not saying that it's her fault la! all bcos of her, now at least i know how to wash my wound better. rather than washing it with water, dry it then jus leave it.
i'm making such a big bo-bo bcos of one swollen toe my mine. hahaha. deiciding whether to go to the doctor's and blah, i kept roy and gladys occupied. hohoho. mw nearly screamed at me abt it. yeah yeah. feedback of the picture is overwhleming, mostly, through my phone. sry pple, i know it's affecting ur appetite for breakfast, lunch, dinner, supper, whatever.
seriously leh. GuyLian's chocolate is always no.1, apart frm Godiva that is.
i found 3 full packs in the fridge, whoever the chocolate belongs to la :D heh. i have yet to try the orange flavoured one. but so far, parline is still the best. plus, it comes in a red wrapper. hahahah. strawberry sucks, but the wrapper is cool though. share my joy, and get urself a pack people!
P/S: seriously, i have no idea wherethehell those little surprises came frm, so don't ask.
enough whinning. i'm starting to sneeze and cough now. mus be shuihui's virus ):
Labels: xiaomei only has 9 toes that can laugh now ): tsktsk. be sad for her.