wc mac with shuhui, jas and that new HR guy, gladys's treat (: overall, noisy lunch.
talking abt hongkong, my year end trip haf to be pushed back ): no more shopping spree.
slack at 411 with chunchiet, hsihhwa and kaijun. saw that whatever vanessa :\ i was so 'IMPRESSED'. that woman definitely jus ran out frm siao lang keng.
talked loadsa cock with chunchiet, and it adds more disappointment, chunchiet was one kind soul. both of us were like praying real hard we get the F1 tix lo. hahahah :D
mayb i shld tell chunchiet this:
Smoking causes multiple brain shrinkage and may lead to Alzheimer disease.
HAHAHAH! like i was the one who ask him to get the ciggs lo. it was for the sake of F1 leh!
weihao came over, slack then bused dwn to west coast. watched ge tai with zi peng. how suay la. it started pouring real heavily when mark lee and jeck neo started singing their Money Not Enough 2 ost. hahaha 2/3 of the crowd went in for shelter. LOLOLOL!
dinner, talking cock, imagining ourselves as bill gates. HAHAHA! bused hme. slpt at 12 :D at least i know i wouldn't be waking up in the middle of the night.
and luckily weihao was there to walk me hme, qi yue leh! i'm pan tang mah! heh.
today's shuhui offical last dayyyyyy ):):):):):): having last farewell dinner. valentina left ytd cos her leg was swollen. ohmytian, poor girl.
and like yay! tmr's National Day alrdy! and every sch is celebrating now while i'm pathetically stucked in my COSY CORNER D: nvm, at least i'm going out with weiyi tmr for some fireworks (: she and her "i cry luhh". HAHAHAHA. i miss her like abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz.
me and sam were msn-ing a few days back. sugguesting i shld blog abt my happy food and happy drink so some stalker would read it and buy me them everyday. and sam say i'll be fat lo! how annoying. BAAHHH!
speaking of happy food, i haven't thought abt it yet. happy drink. hmm. it's not really a happy drink la, but more of a craving kind. hahaha. Coffee Bean's pure chocolate! :D:D all sam's steamed vanilla milk's fault lo!
was reading sam's blog.
this gave me hell loads to think abt the whole day, prolly even the whole week D:
Have you ever wondered which hurts the most?
Saying something and wishing you hadn't?
or
Saying nothing and wishing you had?
I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say.
Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them.
If you do, they might break your heart...
if you don't, you might break theirs.
Have u ever decided not to become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person?
Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't.
You can't tell your heart what to do.
It does it on its own........
when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to.
Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had,
but that other person was too afraid to let you?
Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much...
for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all.
Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of
rejection was too hard to handle?
We tell lies when we are afraid...
afraid of what we don't know, afraid of what others will think,
afraid of what will be found out about us.
But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger.
Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump.
Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done, or could have had.
*What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say good-bye?
*What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there?
*What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? (even if it is that you don't care anymore)
*What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them?
*What would you do if you never got the chance to say I am friends with all
of my family and they know I love them?*
see? i'm starting to stress for nth again. i know it's sinful to start smoking again, i jus can't help it, but i know i can stop it.
ay told me he bought this:
i tink it's uber cute leh! 70cm longggg. hohoho. longer/taller than my baby amelia, bigger than his live dog, butter (i guess la) :\ someone buy it for me, please?
he says he need to buy clothes for his new dog, so it won't be molested. DOINK!
& oh my holy shit. why la, why am i even upset by that he's ignoring me.
for a total fact that i'm sick having a sorethroat, and he's perfectly fine abt it. now, he's the best man in the world, NOT.
now, i must try my utter best to get rid of this awful moody mood and force myself to speak normally cos i know shuhui won't let me have my CB's PC if my sorethroat is not well ): nvm. if i insist on it, nothing's gonna stop me frm getting it. no, NOT EVEN FENGJIE :O
Labels: i foresee an awful week ahead. Sentosa or Coffee Bean anyone? i need a breather ): i admit i'm overly stressed over things that i'm not suppose be stressing.