technically, they are my pets.
Shuffling on ipod, 原谅我 and 越愛越難過 came on. Funnily, these are the two songs that i forced him to sing and unspoken it became his 主打歌. They brings back appletons of memories over these months, sorrow and joy. Touchy, but it has come down to jus memories. Things that bore the number twenty-eight on has been sensitive to me since godknwswhen, like 5128. Trivial details like this can really get me going. And i finally saw the 'couple ring that bore their ic nos.', she's been wearing it alright ): why i nvr get anything like that before, and worse, we'd nvr taken any photos tog at all and it makes me feel more like a failure. fuck.
Lost, i totally lost. I placed my trust on the wrong person, i heed the wrong advice, i let my weakness took control of my emotions, i made the wrong decision and my life is in a dope mess. Decisions after decisions i have to make, it's gradually killing me inadequately. The most unforgivable me, i maligned the wrong the person. I shld have believed him, but i didn't.
My hatred for that dickass has unknowingly grown so strong that i feel like shoving donkey balls dwn his throat. Being androgynous doesn't give u rights to tell different things to different pple, u two-faced pig.
True enough, it is the THIRD time. Jus blame it on me letting my weak spot taking me over and letting u rub salt on it.
No, i won't say i'm grateful for the friendship cos i knw i am regretting knowing u this very moment. U and ur messed up life has nth to do with me at first, but gradually became part of me and i feel a sense of responsibility caring for u as a friend in a form gratitude 'being there for me when i need it'.
Whatever fucked up reasons u had, i had enough. One day u can hurl and run me dwn like nobody's business. Then immediately the day after, 'i miss you' flashed on my phone. WHATTHEFUCK? I hope ur pea-sized dick drop off and ur balls rot. I'm crude with my words, hate me for all i give a damn.
jus fuck off as far
BBDC ltr on with hao. Cheesy leh! I register for riding and driving with elder bro Looi, now i'm closing both accounts with younger bro Looi. See, my life jus evolves ard the Loois. Imma both shingz and boomz.
P/S: SHUHUI!! I wan Burberry bag and Kate Spade wallet too! U and Long ge shld buy me a bday pressie u knw! Hehe.